Chapter 68: You're Lying to Me
"You didn't take me to my body, did you?"
The rags covered most of his body, except for his eyes, where there were two holes, which reflected my appearance under his eyes.
He just stood there, unable to see his expression and without an answer.
I was in a stalemate with him for a while.
"What kind of being are you?"
The person in front of him suddenly became unfamiliar, and there was an inexplicable threat all over him.
I stepped back, only to find that the road behind me was gone, my back against the wall, and when I looked up, the dark night sky and the light of the full moon poured in through the hole.
It turned out that we didn't leave here.
It turns out that I've been spinning around in this dry well all along.
"What do you think?"
Liu Jianghe's voice changed, empty and emotionless, his hands hung down at his sides, looking at me blankly.
"What do you want to do? What did you arrest me here for? ”
Dry wells, deep pits, and no way out, I am already a lamb to the slaughter, fish and meat on the chopping board, and there is no way to escape by myself.
If his purpose is to kill me, then I will have no way back.
"For immortality!"
Liu Jianghe giggled, laughing until he sat on the ground and couldn't get up, and laughed until I thought he wouldn't stop.
Immortality, in this world, is there really immortality?
The life of a demon can live a little longer, but it is not that it will not die.
After death, if you have enough resentment and attachment, you can stay, but this kind of stay is risky.
Hasn't Liujianghe's so-called immortality been reached?
Isn't he in a state of immortality now?
"I don't want this kind of immortality, I don't want to be like this, no human or ghost, stay in this dark dry well, and stay up until the end of time."
Liu Jianghe tore off the rags that covered him, revealing his hidden appearance.
It was an indescribable look.
There was no longer a piece of flesh and skin, knife wounds, sword wounds, and even traces of fire.
Before he died, he must have endured unimaginable torture.
"What do you mean by eternal life? How do you think I can help you? ”
It's a poor person, and it's a status quo that borders on hopelessness.
What is it for so long?
"I want to be reincarnated, I want to have a new life, I want to start all over again, I want to never meet her again, and live an ordinary life for a while."
So much thought, so much despair, I understand his feelings, but I also know that I can't help anything.
"I know, it's painful to wait for a demon who doesn't love you, but I really can't help you."
"You can, you can help me, as long as you want, as long as you're willing to nod—"
Liu Jianghe knelt down in front of me, folded his hands, like a devout believer, kneeling down to the gods of faith, praying that the gods would have mercy on him and help him.
"How can I help?"
I laughed, if I really could, would I still be so miserable for the rest of my life?
"Give me your chance to be born again!"
"A chance to be born again?"
This request made me stunned, although I heard Han Yunduo and them mention that every 500 years, I will be reincarnated and reborn.
But when someone really talks to me and asks me to give him the opportunity, I just think it's weird and funny.
Let?
How to make?
Reincarnated and reborn, everyone is the same, right?
People in the world always say that in the past and this life, in the next life and in the next life, everything that can be mentioned will be there.
Before, I didn't believe in these things, but since I met Han Yunduo and them, I believe in more and more things.
I believe that I have someone who I will never forget, and I also believe that everyone will have a chance to start over.
Reincarnation and rebirth exist, and many people in this world, we are scattered in this life, and there will be opportunities to meet in the next life.
It's just that the premise of having an afterlife is to let go of this life, give up your soul, and let yourself die completely.
"You haven't always been like this, many years ago, you had the first memories, and I want to be reborn like this."
Liu Jianghe explained to me.
I haven't always been like this.
My rebirth is with the first memories, and along the way, I remember every life, and I never forget every moment.
"However, my heavy life is no more than eighteen."
Even if Liu Jianghe said, my rebirth has drawbacks, and I am destined to live to be eighteen years old, and I am destined to have no peace in every life.
Anning, speaking of which, my name seems to accompany me in every life, but I have never really gotten it.
"That's you, I'm different, I can let go."
"Put down what?"
"Let go of her, life after life, never again!"
Liu Jianghe's words are decisive and decisive.
And this kind of scene is a little familiar to me again.
Like, on a certain day, I said the same thing.
But I didn't.
Life after life, that person is engraved in my soul, I can't ask for it, I can't forget it.
"Won't you regret it?"
I don't believe it, I don't believe it.
"No, not again."
Liu Jianghe was silent for a while, fell to the ground, and said in despair:
"It's been two thousand years, she won't see me anymore, everything is just me deceiving myself, from the beginning, I was deceiving myself."
Blood and tears flowed from his eyelid sockets, bright red in color, bewitching and sad.
The waiting, which has not responded, is the most deadly.
"Since you're deceiving yourself, why don't you leave?"
After he had calmed down, I went to him, knelt down across from him, looked him in the eye, and asked word by word.
Why?
If you really want to give up, then why don't you just let go and scatter, why do you still stick here?
In the final analysis, it's not that you really want to give up, but that you've waited too long, from love to hate, and obsessed with going in other directions.
"Reborn after the soul is gone, I may no longer be me, not everyone can be like you, still their own soul fragments reunited."
Liu Jianghe grinned, and the smile was ugly.
"Perhaps, in tens of millions of years, I will be the current me, but I can't wait that long, and I don't want to wait that long!"
"Why?"
When it really dissipates, time has no meaning.
"Because, I don't want my current self to disappear, I want to make another choice without regrets."
"Do you believe it? Give you another chance, and you still can't let it go! ”
I laughed, and this time it was my tears of laughter.
"In the end, you still can't let go of her, you can't let go of yourself."
"I can!"
"You can't do it!"
I stopped laughing and answered him very seriously.
"I can, I can!"
Looking at his determined eyes, I turned my face away and did not speak again.
Once upon a time, I was also so stubborn, so I couldn't see my heart clearly, right?