He reached out to my ear, locked me in front of him, and breathed in my face: "Ignore me for so long, do you really miss me at all?" I looked away, his eyes were too dangerous.

I haven't forgotten the root of the problem with him, and now I suddenly came to me, is it to talk to me about it?

Actually, I want to be an ostrich, and I don't want to face that. I'm afraid that if the talk starts, Zhou Yu and I will have no way out. But there is a voice in my heart that says: If you don't talk about it, do you still have a way to go? Can you take it?

Gritted his teeth and had a showdown with him: "How are you and Wei Lai?" ”

"Want to talk here?"

Although I came to the school early, there were many people walking back and forth in the dormitory, and many people were already looking sideways at this moment. It's true that it's not a good place to talk.

I heard Zhou Yu ask, "Have you eaten?" ”

I wanted to eat instant noodles for a while, but I subconsciously shook my head.

As soon as his hand tightened, he dragged me to the school gate.

I asked, "Where to go?" Without looking back, he threw two words: "Eat." ”

It was still very cold in the capital at the beginning of spring, so he took me into a mutton shop, and after a pound of mutton was served, it was opened. It was also after I came here that I fell in love with the mutton shabu after he took it to eat often, and I definitely didn't touch it before I changed it.

Without waiting for me to ask again, Zhou Yu took the initiative to say first: "Wei Lai's matter is solved." ”

My heart jumped, and I raised my eyes to look at him.

"How did I fix it without asking?" He threw a chopstick of mutton into the pot, and he was vigorous.

I had to follow his will and ask: "How to solve it?" ”

He put the scalded mutton with chopsticks in my bowl, and tapped his fingers on the tabletop, "Eat it first." ”

I bit my lip in disgust, what else is there to sell?

It wasn't until I had finished eating his scalded lamb that I heard him say, "The baby in Weilai's belly is not mine." ”

I paused in my hand and stared over.

"I drank too much that night, but I wasn't delirious enough to tell the difference between her and you. And the pregnancy on her checklist was changed, and it was actually eight weeks old when she was found out. ”

I couldn't figure it out: "How do you know this?" ”

He smiled, "It's because of you." ”

I don't understand, why is it just because I let him know that Wei Lai has modified the pregnancy test form?

"When you were sick and hospitalized in the rain, I was so anxious that I didn't have the heart to worry about anything else. Later, when your dad came, he kicked me out, and I didn't want to stay in the hospital too far away from you. I happened to meet a couple who had an abortion, and I heard from their conversation that the best time for that surgery was 6-8 weeks, otherwise the doctor would not recommend it. As soon as I pondered about Wei Lai, she had already scheduled surgery with the doctor in three days, if it was not 30 days after 4 weeks, how could the doctor agree to the operation so hastily? ”

There was nothing to do with this aspect, and I was stunned for a while, and I could only ask, "What happened later?" ”

"Then I went to Wei Lai, and she was induced by me to tell the truth."

"Why would she do that?"

Zhou Yu was silent for a moment before saying, "No matter the reason, now she has really miscarried." ”

I didn't react and asked, "Did she still insist on the surgery?" ”

saw him shake his head, "No, she fell during a quarrel with Mizi, and the child is gone." ”

I couldn't help but sigh after comprehending it.

After being stunned for a while, Zhou Yu said: "Okay, I will explain everything that should be explained to you, and if there is anything else to ask, take advantage of the present to ask." ”

How do I know what else to ask, chopsticks pounded peanut butter in the bowl for a long time, and finally whispered: "Why didn't you call me all winter vacation?" ”

"Why do you have to call you? Do you not know my number or do you not know how to dial? ”

was robbed by him, and my heart was very blocked. Am I at fault? Why is he so arrogant now? But even if he was depressed and uncomfortable, he didn't shake his face and leave, but just put down his chopsticks and didn't want to eat anymore.

"Angry again?" The person on the other side immediately observed my emotions and saw my emotions, and his voice softened: "Okay, I won't tease you, I didn't call you during the winter vacation because I wanted to solve the matter completely, but if you still drag your tail and don't deal with it well, you can't get along with yourself and get sick in the rain, and then it's me who will be tossed." I don't want to go through it again when you're burning red and talking nonsense, and it scares me out of the way. ”

Be...... He said that he went to the heart, and the suffocation slowly disappeared.

Chopsticks stretched out from the opposite side of my eyes, and a full of chopsticks of mutton was added to my bowl, "What do you want?" Didn't you eat for the New Year at home or what, why haven't you lost weight like this for a month? Don't give me more to eat and grow the meat back. ”

After that, I buried my head in hard work, and most of the pound of mutton went into my stomach, so that I almost couldn't stand up.

When I walked out of the old Beijing store, Zhou Yu grabbed my hand and didn't ask him where he was going, just followed him.

Zhou Yu and I reconciled, and I didn't think about what would happen to the two of us if Wei Lai's matter was not resolved, and I wouldn't mention it again after the matter was over. I haven't seen Wei Lai or Wu Mi for a long time, because Zhou Yu used to take me to his circle of friends, but now he is alone with me.

And Dad's circus is becoming more and more famous, in addition to large-scale performances in various places, he began to participate in some magic competitions, and Dad's career can be said to be increasing day by day.

It was only later that I learned that Wei Lai applied for a half-leave in the second half of his junior year and officially became his father's assistant.

I couldn't communicate, so I didn't know what Wei Lai was thinking. asked Zhou Yu, but he only said that he didn't ask about her now; Ask Dad, judging by Dad's reaction, he doesn't seem to know what happened between us.

The second half of my freshman year was spent in peace, but when I returned to City A during the summer vacation, I learned one thing.

Mom plans to remarry.

When I heard my mother bring it up, I wasn't prepared at all.

My mother said that I had been separated from my father for several years, and I went to college again, and Zhou Yu took care of me, so I didn't have to worry about her anymore. So thinking about living a little bit of my life doesn't make any difference to me.

But my mother didn't know that I had been looking forward to her getting back together with my father.

I naively thought that they divorced because my father left his job in the circus, with an uncertain salary and financial difficulties; Now my dad is also considered to be successful, with a stable income, and can freely spend his time.

The original contradiction is no longer a contradiction, as long as you find the right opportunity, your parents can rebuild the old relationship.

It wasn't until then that I realized that it was just my naïve fantasy.

Looking at my mother carefully, I was shocked to find that it had changed a lot. The original sorrow in the eyebrows and eyes is gone, the hair is black and the hairstyle has been made, and the body is dressed with more colors, which looks very fashionable.

After falling in love with Zhou Yu, I understood the truth that women are those who please themselves.

So my mother's change can't be because of me, nor because of this family, but because of the man who is going to remarry her.

I don't know who that person is, maybe my mother was afraid that it would affect my studies, so she never said it in front of me. I've been out of town since I went to college, and I've never had the opportunity to meet, or even if I did, I never thought about it.

I opened my mouth and looked at my mother's face full of spring breeze, and I swallowed the words in my throat into my stomach.

When I turned around, I called Zhou Yu, I was so anxious that I couldn't say it on the phone, so I made an appointment to see you outside.

When Zhou Yu arrived at the agreed place, he was already waiting, he leaned on a white Toyota, and whistled when he saw me, "Little girl, are you looking for brother?" ”

I glanced at him, and I was angry.

I couldn't help but be surprised when I saw him open the car door, so I just heard him say, "Let's go, brother will take you for a ride." ”

I sat in the car and looked left and right, and asked uncertainly, "Is it your eldest brother's car?" ”

"Of course not, am I someone who can borrow someone else's car to drive?" He said angrily.

Too lazy to poke him, meaning the car is his? His family bought it for him. After the novelty passed, the troubled things in his heart came up again, and he didn't have to hide it in front of him, and with a light sigh, he told his mother that he might want to remarry.

He didn't express his opinion immediately after hearing this, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Jia Xiaoru, my idea is to go with the flow." Your parents' divorce was definitely not decided on impulse, they had their own considerations, and we were not very involved in it. ”

I heard what he said, and he agreed with my mother's remarriage.

I was depressed, and there was an awkwardness that he didn't stand on my side, so his tone was not very good: "Why can't you be better with my father?" ”

Zhou Yu smiled: "What are you angry about?" ”

"I'm not angry, I just don't want my mother to live with someone else."

"Silly girl, do you want your mother to be alone and widowed all her life to guard that home?"

I gritted my teeth, "She can remarry Dad." ”

"The question is whether the two of them want to! It's been several years, and your dad and your mom have crossed paths besides you, but is there anything else? Have you ever spent the holidays together? How long did your dad stay in City A? ”

A few questions left me speechless.

In the first year of my parents' divorce, the atmosphere at home can only be described as sluggish, and I was reluctant to stay at home, mostly staying at school. Later, from high school to college, I actually stayed at home during the winter and summer vacations, and I remember that my father never came back during the New Year's holidays. The Chinese New Year in our family may be the coldest, so my mother and I cooked some dumplings to eat and went to bed early.

Zhou Yu said something very heavy to me, he said, you can't tie up your mother for a lifetime.

I don't think I'm tying up my mother, but I can't help but think, if I don't agree to my mother's remarriage, and she really gives up because of me, is it tying her for the rest of my life?

Zhou Yu saw that I was so entangled, and suggested that it would be better to tell my father and see what my father's reaction was.

I listened to him call his dad, and when I said that, my dad was silent for a while before he came back—

Oh.

Just one word.

At that moment, I thought I could read my father's silence and read the word "dad".

He still has feelings for his mother, and he still has nostalgia for this family.