After looking at me with a smile and thinking for a while, Sister Yun spoke: "These days, I always wonder why things have changed like this, and there is no reasonable result when I think about it, after all, it is really too sudden, although there are some problems between you and her, but for so long, what I have seen is your firm determination to go on, so those who were spread out in the open from the beginning, there is no problem of concealment and deception, and it should not be the main reason why you suddenly come to this point, so I can't think clearly, I don't think it's reasonable. ”

"It wasn't until the woman in the house appeared, and it wasn't until noon today, that I heard what you said outside the door, that I seemed to understand it all at once."

After smiling lightly, Sister Yun continued: "Maybe this is really what fate is, no matter how firm you are at the beginning, when the destined thing appears, it will become vulnerable, God has only given you so much fate, so no matter how hard you try, you can only come here." I think Weiwei probably also knew this, so she suddenly walked so resolutely, otherwise with her temperament and feelings for you, it would be impossible to do it at all, and she was indifferent to something as big as the death of her master, and refused to come back to spend this difficult period with you. ”

"She is not such a hard-hearted person, after all, in addition to you, there are many things in this family that are difficult for her to let go, the most obvious two are Nuo Nuo and Wang Xing, she has a deep affection for these two children, and it is not so easy to give up, and it can even be said that even if she doesn't have such deep feelings for you, for the sake of these two children, she will not easily say that she will leave. So the iron-hearted heart is like this, there must be a reason why she has to do this, and I already know, in fact, she is not really completely iron-hearted, before the old man's urn was buried, she quietly came back to see it, but she didn't enter the door. ”

I looked at her in a daze, a little dazed and complicated, as if I could understand what she meant, but I didn't seem to understand very much.

After smiling and shaking her head, and signaling me not to speak yet, Sister Yun said again: "At first, we all thought that it was the pestering threat of the boss who engaged in real estate that forced her away, but now the facts have proved that this is only part of the factor, not the main reason, after all, that dog thing, pestering her is not a matter of a day or two, if you are really afraid of this, she will not go to the point of getting married with you." ”

"So, all of a sudden, she has to let go of you, and she has to give up so many things, it can only be other factors."

I bit my lip lightly, lowered my head and began to ponder.

At this point, it's already quite obvious.

"This Yoyo is your destiny, it can also be said to be your calamity, your nightmare, too deep-rooted in your heart, too deep in influence, it is no longer an existence that can be dug up by time, at best, it can only be covered up, if she does not appear all the time, it will be forgotten, as soon as it appears, it will make the seed in your heart sprout, that is, you will never forget this person for the rest of your life." Seeing that I didn't speak, Sister Yun simply helped me say it.

"Don't admit it, it's not just me who thinks so, anyone who sees her today and hears what you say will think so. The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and you may not be aware of it for a while, but others can see it clearly and clearly at a glance. If this woman is an ordinary person, or someone who will not come back if she leaves, of course you won't have any problems, but this woman is not an ordinary woman, and she is also a dead-hearted person who will not easily change if she determines something, so you can't resist her, and there is no possibility of parrying at all. ”

"Is that an exaggeration?" I looked up and smiled bitterly, basically acknowledging her point of view, and a wave of frustration and unwillingness welled up in my heart.

Sister Yun smiled lightly, and then nodded affirmatively: "Yes." ”

"I think you're still exaggerating." Of course, I can't admit all what she said, so after thinking about it, I defended myself: "I admit that this woman has really had a great impact on me, from following the old man to leave his hometown and come to the provincial capital, until she suddenly left me to go abroad without saying a word, more broadly, until Xiaowei In the past ten years, I have almost been in a blank emotional world, and she has always been the only one who exists, basically I have never paid attention to other people, but I am not spineless, no matter how long it has been, As long as she hooks her hand, I can only obediently tie my hands to the point of arresting. ”

"That's not so exaggerated. If you have a family and a business, if you have a wife and children, her influence on you will indeed be greatly reduced, with your character, if people hook up with you, you may secretly cheat, but you will not be scum to the point of abandoning your wife and children, I believe you definitely have this character, but the fact is that you don't have a wife and children, so you can't resist her bombardment, so it's not an exaggeration to say this. ”

"Of course, this Yoyo is also a proud person, don't look at her now as if she is crazy upside down, she moved her luggage over without consulting you, she wants to live with you, and she changed her mouth with you, making it seem that she has no dignity and is worthless, and she can't get rid of it, but all this is based on the premise that you haven't started a family yet, if you get married, I dare to guarantee that she won't take a look at you at all, let alone all kinds of upside down now."

Speaking of this, Sister Yun paused, pursed her lips and smiled, and then she retreated little by little, became serious, and a look of pity gradually appeared on her face, and she sighed slightly: "So this is destined, it is fate, just a little bit, you are completely slight, and the result is the last step to get the certificate, if it doesn't take so long, you go earlier, even if it's just ten days and half a month in the morning to get the certificate, and the current thing won't happen." If you want to blame, you can only blame God for being stingy and ruthless, giving you fate, but refusing to give it to you in the end. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and a sentence popped into my head, and at the same time I finally began to understand the meaning of the sentence.

"I regret not promising you on the day I said I got my license."

I see.

I regret not forcing her to agree, because I think that if I was tough that time and let her and I get the certificate, I could tie her up, and I wouldn't be able to leave even if I wanted to. And she regretted not agreeing because if she agreed, she would not have to leave, or she could say that she knew that the woman in the house was coming back.

It's really just the last bit missing.

It's just that...... What's the problem?

What a stupid woman with low self-esteem and pitiful.

"Sister, is she okay?" After being silent for a long time, and after coming out of the sentimental and helpless mood a little bit, I asked softly.

Sister Yun was slightly stunned, and then smiled lightly, looking a little bitter.

didn't deny anything, and after thinking about it for a while, she nodded lightly and said: "It's good, after all, no matter what, the most difficult time has passed, and now it has calmed down, don't blame me for having contacted her but not telling you, in fact, it was just last night." ”

"Why bother, what do you say is this?" As soon as I heard that I had already contacted the stupid woman, I suddenly wanted to smile even more, shook my head and said: "Even if she knows that she is coming back, she doesn't need to wronged herself like this, doesn't she have a little confidence in herself, doesn't she have a little confidence in me, and thinks that as long as she comes back, I won't want her?" Even if I'm not a good man anymore, I can't scum to this extent, after all, for me and her, this person has become a thing of the past. ”

Sister Yun smiled, and then comforted: "It's not a question of whether she has confidence or not, in other words, even if she doesn't have confidence in herself or you, it's very simple to completely occupy you, just go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you to get the certificate on the second day of the proposal." So it's not a matter of faith, it's a relatively good choice for everyone, after all, at the end of the day, there must be someone who will be injured, and it is better to have a break as soon as possible than to scarred everyone at that time. ”

"It's really thoughtful and good to me, but it's very bad for herself, and it's not stupid to take all the pain on herself? And as long as we're still together, how much difference can we make if we get a license or not......" I let out a long wry smile.

"Li Nian......" called my name quite meaningfully, and after looking down and thinking about it, Sister Yun said seriously: "There are things you can not care about, but she can't, even if she doesn't say it, she will always be stuck in her heart, ten or twenty years, or even a lifetime, can't let go, can't get over that hurdle, we always feel that the surname Tao is a shadow of her past, but have you ever thought about it, for her, it is likely that you, even together with us, are also part of the shadow?" ”

I froze and looked up at her.

"That's what it means." Sister Yun smiled lightly, and continued: "We all know that she has such a past, and we also know that the scum surnamed Tao will become a shadow that she can't get rid of." That's right, we all believe that with your character, this will not become a problem between you, even if you quarrel in the future, you will never talk about this, but if you don't say it, it means that it doesn't exist, but she can't let go of it, especially when she sees you keeping it secret for her in front of her family, she feels even more uncomfortable, and always feels that she owes you and is not worthy of you, and the shadow of the past will be heavier. So although I believe that you are completely true to her, she will be happy and happy with you in the future, but it may not be easy, so following you is actually a burden for her, you know? ”

I looked down at the ground and didn't speak.

After glancing at me, Sister Yun continued: "If this Yoyo doesn't exist, she can overcome these problems, even if she keeps it in her heart for a lifetime, or you come back a little earlier, or this Yoyo comes back a little later, so that you have the opportunity to get the certificate, and there is no way back, these problems will also not float out from the heart, and it will pass after a little stiffening, but who told you to be late, who told Yoyo to come back at this time?" So she was immediately compared, she didn't have the confidence to fight with this woman, and she didn't have the confidence to continue to be with you, so if you want to blame, blame God for making people man, and it's destined to make you fall short in the last step. You can obviously have many opportunities to get the certificate, but you didn't go, and the last time she rejected you, this may really be fate can only come here. ”

"She has deep feelings for you, but this Yoyo is not shallow at all, maybe she has just left now, so you are not in the mood to see anything else, so you can't find it, but we can all see at a glance that this Yoyo's feelings for you are also very deep, or even deeper, although because of some of her own personality, and your unique way of getting along, some of her actions and decisions are incomprehensible, but the feelings are real, just there, no one can turn a blind eye, In addition, you can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, you have known each other since you were in elementary school, and you have not been separated until she went abroad. ”

"So don't say Weiwei, even if it is me to face it, I also have no confidence, and I will also feel that I am just a traveler and a passerby, the key is such a precious and rare feeling, but anyone with a little conscience will not bear to destroy, let alone destroy it easily, because it seems that this is more like a marriage that has been destined by God a long time ago, since it is destined by God, Yue Lao personally pulls the line, where do mortals dare to destroy."

"So, Li Nian, give up, let her go a little free, let her leave the shadows, since she feels that she can't continue to follow you, she has already made a choice, and she has made a choice for you, so respect her this time. In the more than a year that you have been together, most of the time she has been obedient to you, as the price you need to pay for respecting her this time, and it is also the compensation she made in advance for letting you accept this decision. At least you've given her a bang proposal that is worth remembering for a lifetime, so she won't regret following you or making that decision. ”

I smiled wryly and was silent for a long time.

Now, there is no need to have any doubts, not so much that these words were said by the woman in front of me, but that the stupid woman who chose to sacrifice herself to fulfill me with the help of her. Sister Yun just conveyed her heart and what she wanted to say to me.

So, do I have a choice?

"You don't need to be too sad and discouraged, even if you can't be a husband and wife, you can still be friends in the future, and you are not emotionally diluted and turned into enemies, but fate can only come here, so as not to make you like strangers and old people who do not get along, and I think that with that leisurely mind, I will not object to you being friends, so although the result is not very good, it is not too bad." Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Sister Yun comforted me softly beside me again.

"Hmm......" I nodded slightly, then looked up, and was about to say something, when my phone rang slightly.

It was a message from Lao Zhou, only a few short words: It has been arranged, rest assured.