Chapter 212: Untying the Knot
Seeing this, Yinzhen had a big head, the reason why he said this to Wanru was to make Wanru happy, but he didn't expect that he would make Wanru cry, Yinzhen scratched his head and comforted, "You can rest assured, as far as I saw today, Feiyangu's body is strong, although there is white hair on his head, but for older people, it is inevitable to have white hair on his head, as long as his body is strong, it is easy to say." ”
Listening to Yinzhen's comfort, Wanru not only did not stop her tears, but cried even more fiercely, "Even if the body is tough, I can't see Amma, Ama has hurt me since I was a child, I really want to see him again, ask him if he is doing well, he worked hard to raise me, I haven't been filial to him for a day, I will get married." ”
Wanru remembered the scene when she hugged Jue Luo and cried a handful of snot and tears before she got married, this time, she not only missed Fei Yangu, she also missed Jue Luo, she and Jue Luo can only meet once a year, and she also misses it tightly.
Thinking of Feiyangu and Jue Luo's love for her, Wanru came from the heart, when she was a daughter and when she was a daughter-in-law, there was really a world of difference.
Wanru remembered the days when she was not married, and during those days, she really didn't have to worry about eating and drinking, and she didn't have to worry about everything. Compared with the days of marrying Yinzhen, although it was also smooth, there were a lot of tears.
Thinking of this, Wanru wiped her tears and went to the warm couch, then hugged the quilt and began to cry, "I think when I was seven years old, I didn't know anything, I didn't understand, and I married you at that time." I am also a lady at home, and after marrying you, I will do everything about you myself. ”
"And I married into the palace alone at a young age, and I didn't know anyone at that time, except for a few maids around me. I don't know anyone, every step, every day, I have been careful. Lest something go wrong. In front of you, I bow down and be small, trying to please you. Woohoo......"
Wanru remembered the past days, she cried a mess, which contained not only her sad tears in the past ten years, but also the guilt of Feiyangu and Jue Luo's inability to fulfill their filial piety.
Yin Zhen saw Wanru's sadness as crying, he also took off his shoes and went to the warm couch, and he also remembered Tong Jia's love for him back then. Wanru left the loving Ama Eniang to marry him at a young age, with Wanru's temperament, at that time she should also be scared in her heart, and she was also afraid, even. When he didn't know, Wanru didn't know how many times she had secretly cried.
Thinking of this, Yinzhen felt infinite pity for Wanru in his heart, and he stretched out to hug Wanru, but at this time, Wanru happened to say the sentence "Try hard to please you", Yinzhen's outstretched hand stiffened and stopped in mid-air. Yin Zhen ignored the heart-rending Wanru who cried, he suppressed the panic in his heart and asked word by word, "Ru'er." Are you trying to please me? ”
Yinzhen subconsciously removed what Wanru said There was a period of time in front of him, he only heard Wanru say that she tried to please him, Yinzhen's heart hurt like a pinprick, could it be that Wanru was so good to him, just to please him?
This thought only stayed in Yinzhen's mind for a second, and he was driven out by Yinzhen. He didn't believe it, and he couldn't believe it, if this was the case, then he, Yinzhen's mind was confused.
Although Wanru cried a handful of noses and tears immersed in her own world, she still heard Yinzhen's question, knowing that Yinzhen's suspicion was committed, Wanru didn't care about wiping her tears, she straightened up to look at Yinzhen, the disbelief and confusion on Yinzhen's face Wanru saw clearly, she pounced, Yinzhen subconsciously opened her arms and caught her.
Wanru looked up in Yinzhen's arms and said, "Didn't you hear me clearly?" I'm talking about the beginning, at the beginning, I didn't know what kind of person you were, my mother said, if I want you to be the sky, I can only please you. ”
"You have lived in the palace for so long, why don't you know my character?" Although Yinzhen wanted to persuade himself not to ask, he couldn't control his mouth, so he asked unconsciously.
"When you saw me, you always didn't say a word, your face was cold, I thought you hated me, didn't like me, and then I married you, I can only try to please you and make you like me."
"And then?" Yin Zhen continued to ask.
"Later, I found out that you are very good, not at all like the ordinary man my mother said, you are good to me, you take into account my feelings, slowly, I am no longer deliberately pleasing you, I want to get close to you from the bottom of my heart, I slowly, I like you, I am full of you."
Wanru was crying on her face, and she was crying in her heart, she remembered her Ama Eniang, so she cried and vented, but she didn't vent enough, Yinzhen's suspicion was committed, she couldn't cry anymore, she had to explain to Yinzhen.
"Really?" Yin Zhen had a confused face, and he didn't know why he had to ask more.
"Of course that's the case, if I wasn't sincere to you, I would be like Sanfujin next door, I only take care of the house, like your food, clothing, housing and transportation, I just need to meet you." Wanru was very helpless, hating herself for leaking her mouth just now.
"Didn't you say you were currying favor with me?"
Wanru lowered her head and sighed, she couldn't care about crying, she wiped her tears with her sleeve and sat up straight, she was ready to have a good talk with Yinzhen again, and Yinzhen saw Wanru like this, he also sat cross-legged in front of Wanru, and he also had a straight face.
"Master" Wanru opened her mouth first, "Let's put it this way, we were married by Huang Ama at the beginning, and neither of us knew anyone at that time, but we are better than blind marriage and dumb marriage, we met before we got married." Am I right? ”
Yin Zhen nodded expressionlessly, God knows how nervous he is now, he has already given his heart to Wanru, he can't afford to lose.
"When I knew the news of Huang Ama's marriage, I was at a loss again, I thought you didn't like me, and I really didn't have confidence in the days after we got married. If I could choose, at that time I would rather choose a man I had not seen to marry, at least, the man had not met, even if he didn't like me, it was a matter after marriage, and I would not be worried before I got married. ”
Of course, the latter sentence was made up by Wanru, even if Yinzhen didn't like her at that time, she still wanted to marry Yinzhen. She didn't want to marry a strange man she hadn't met.
Seeing Wanru say this, Yinzhen's face sank, how could Wanru think like this? When did he not like Wanru anymore? However, Yin Zhen is not ready to speak now, he wants to listen to Wanru's explanation.
"Later, when I got married, the night I got married, you were very considerate to me, at that moment, after you fell asleep, I didn't fall asleep, I asked myself in my heart, how should I live with you for the rest of my life, look at your behavior that night, do you hate me, at that time I thought about it all night, I decided, even if you don't like me, I have to be good to you, because you are my God, you are my life's dependence, I can't let you hate me, so at the beginning, I was good to you, and I did have the intention of pleasing you."
"But later, as we lived, I found that I had so many things to say with you, I fell in love with you, the two of us, every day together there were endless words, at that time, I was very happy in my heart, the performance was behavior, that is, I had no desire to please you, I wholeheartedly regarded your happiness as my happiness. Master, I say this, do you believe it? ”
Wanru asked a little cautiously, Yinzhen saw it, wanted to turn his head, under Wanru's pure gaze, he really couldn't shake his head, Yinzhen hesitated for a while, and finally said, "You continue, it's not too late to ask after speaking." ”
Seeing Yinzhen's unfathomable appearance, she sighed, she really had nothing to do, and she got carried away. "Later, I really liked you, so I became jealous, I was afraid that you had other women, I was afraid that other women would come and rob you. So I'm going to force you to promise that I'm the only one. ”
"Master, if I don't really like you, why should I quarrel with you like that? I care about you, I like you, I don't want to share you with others, so I'm arguing with you, you know? ”
Wanru said, thinking of those days, there were tears in her eyes again, "Master, this is the change in my heart for you, even at the beginning, I am sincere to you." ”
When Yin Zhen heard the end, he was finally willing to believe Wanru's words, because he remembered what his mother said, if Wanru really liked him, she would naturally not be willing to share him with other women, and the reason why Wanru was jealous was because she liked him.
Thinking of this, Yinzhen hugged Wanru in his arms, "Ru'er, don't betray me, otherwise, I will go crazy." Yinzhen's voice was low, with gloom.
When he heard that Wanru was just currying favor with him just now, Yinzhen felt that the sky was really about to fall, fortunately, fortunately, he and Wanru liked each other and were sincere.
Wanru listened, there was no complaint just now, and now her heart was full of distress for Yinzhen, "Master, I know, I know, we are now, I only have you, you only have me." ”
Wanru said this, took a deep breath, and continued, "At the beginning, we may not be very satisfied with each other, but we have no choice, so we all try to get close to each other, get close to each other, until we like each other completely, we may not be perfect at first, but now, we feel that it can be said to be perfect, it is sweet." ”
"Thank you Huang Ama for the good family things you pointed out to us." Wanru said from the bottom of her heart.
"Well, thank you Huang Ama for pointing out the good family things to us." Yinzhen also remembered that when he first got married, he was also dissatisfied with Wanru.
Wanru is right, they had no choice but to choose each other at the beginning, their beginning was not perfect, but their current result is perfect and sweet.
If they are given another chance to choose, they will not hesitate to choose each other, neither of them will pursue any illusory and more suitable people, they only need each other.
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