Chapter22
Lin Xiaodi stuffed a paper bag into my hand, "I know you're leaving, so I'll come back again, and I'm not sure when we'll see each other in the future." ”
"What's that?"
"Gifts."
"Thank you."
She paused for a moment, "Will you come back?" ”
"No, it won't." Place the bag on the seat next to you.
She sighed suddenly, "Anji...... You know, you're the most distressing girl I've ever seen. ”
He lowered his head and stirred the coffee in the white porcelain cup, but he didn't smile.
"So, Anji, you must be happy."
"Thank you, Di." It's just that, Xiaodi, happiness is not so easy to grasp.
When I came out of the café, it was already cloudy outside, the cold wind was blowing with some dead branches, and the clouds in the sky were gray and oppressive, and I thought that there would be a winter rain.
Back at Jane's house, the maid came to open the door, "Miss, Mr. Jane is waiting for you in the study." ”
I thought for a moment and asked, "Did you say what it was?" "Hand the gift from Lin Xiaodi to the servant.
"Nope. I just said that if the young lady came, please ask the young lady to go up. ”
"Got it." Walked through the empty and deserted corridor, walked to the door of the study, stood in silence for a moment, and then raised his hand and knocked on the door.
"Come in."
I pushed the door and went in and found that the atmosphere was abnormal, my father, Shen Qingyu, and even Xi Xichen were there, my father and Shen Qingyu were standing in front of the mahogany table talking about something, and Xi Xichen, who was sitting on the side, lowered his head, his slightly messy bangs obscured the dim light, and the shadows formed on the eyelids, which looked weird and deep.
"Anji, I'm here, I'm waiting for you." Shen Qingyu smiled and took a few steps closer to me.
"Is there something wrong?" This atmosphere made me feel uneasy for no reason, as if something was growing.
"Something, and it's a good thing!" Shen Qingyu said with a smile.
"Xiao Ji, Dad has something to tell you." Jian Zhenlin's voice was too calm and rigorous, which made me feel that things would not be too simple, and even a little annihilated.
Jian Zhenlin walked over and handed me a photo, a good-looking man, "This is Mr. Cheng Qijun." ”
I squinted at the photo for a second, and the next moment I quickly raised my head and met Jian Zhenlin's hesitant and slightly humble eyes. The overwhelming pain swept in! The hatred in his chest quickly dispersed, his heart seemed to be torn apart, and bright red blood gushed out! The photo slips down, the hand slowly clenches into a fist, and the fingernails prick at the palm...... Xiaodi, "happiness" never comes to me......
"Xiao Ji, I just want to do something for you, I want to compensate you......" Jian Zhenlin's voice was dry and old, "I hope someone can take care of you and love you." Mr. Cheng Qijun is an upright person, has a noble status and a successful career, and is the best candidate for you. ”
Disgusting......
"Xiaoji, you don't have to worry and don't think nonsense, Mr. Cheng, he takes a fancy to you, although you are seventeen years old, but the relationship between the old husband and the young wife can ......be more long-lasting."
Nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea......
"If you agree, I will mention to Mr. Cheng Qijun tomorrow, Xiaoji, you have to believe in Dad, Dad will not harm you, Dad will do this for your own good, for your future ......"
"Enough!"
I can't suppress the yelling anymore, in fact, if I were smarter, I wouldn't have hoped for anything in the first place, let's end it, let's end it, let's end it! I didn't think about taking revenge on the Jian family, it doesn't mean that they will give up hurting and trampling on me again and again!
"Xiao Ji?"
I looked at the hypocritical sentence in front of me who was saying that I wanted to "compensate" my father, and said with a light smile, my voice was so cold that it couldn't be colder, "What a great father, he didn't hesitate to recall his daughter who was kicked out of the house six years ago for the sake of his power." Mr. Cheng Qijun, right? Slowly squatted down and picked up the photo at his feet, "Political officials, heh, what do you like about me?" Pictured appearance, dilapidated body, father, have you ever told him that this daughter of yours has actually taken drugs, then have you told him that this daughter of yours is even crippled in her right hand. ”
"What, what?!"
Gently wipe the dust off the photo, "For my good, for my future?" What a beautiful excuse, what a touching word, why don't you just say that you want to use me to help you get a greater good, maybe, so that I will not feel disgusted as I am now, maybe, in this way, I will be merciful and help you in return. ”
"Ann, Ann, what did you say...... Drug addiction, crippled ......" Shen Qingyu walked up to me in a daze and took my hand.
Shake off those hands and shout, "Get out of here!" Don't touch me! Shen Qingyu, you obviously hate to tear me apart, but you have to pretend to be kind, who to show it, aren't you tired! ”
Shen Qingyu was a little anxious, "An Yu, when you pointed at you and said that you were the murderer, it was your aunt, auntie, at that time, at that time, ......"
"No, I killed that child." I sneered, "That kid, it's my fault, but, Shen Qingyu, if you don't put on such a look for me there, it's disgusting to look at!" The only thing I owe is that life! I said it was my fault, but I don't think I owe you anything! ”
Coldly swept over the people in front of him, the shocked father, Shen Qingyu, who was looking at me in disbelief, and Xi Xichen, who was sitting on the sofa with his head down, "You-I never owe anything!" ”
"Xiaoji, you don't want to be like this."
"What not? Are you uniting to use me as a bargaining chip for a political marriage, and I am silent!! I'm sorry, but I'm not the same Jian Anji I used to be! I will no longer be so weak and incompetent that you will be discarded and used! ”
"It's not like this, Dad really just wants to find a suitable candidate for you and let him take care of you for the rest of your life."
"Funny! I've been taking care of myself for six years, and I'm still alive, so there's no reason to find someone to practice myself now! ”
"Xiao Ji, why do you want to be so extreme...... Jian Zhenlin's trembling body is like a cold wind and withered leaves, "Also, taking drugs, what the hell is going on?" What happened to your body, why is your right hand crippled? ”
"Father, I sometimes really want to kill you." I'll come back and ask you why you died, ha! Such cheap and hypocritical words only sound more hatred now!
Jian Zhenlin took a step back in embarrassment and looked at me, stunned.
I didn't expect that the truth would end early, or in this way, but it's okay...... The next moment, I calmly walked in front of Jian Zhenlin, took out the credit card that had been in my pocket, and threw it on the ground, there was no trace of warmth in my eyes, "This is to pay you back, there is a lot of money in it, and it will ...... in the future." I, Mr. Jane, no longer have anything to do with you. ”
Then, turning around and leaving, his back was very straight, carrying the last pride, proving that he was not kicked out of Jane's house this time! Walking out of the corridor, the cold raindrops outside hit me, but I could not hear the slightest sound of the majestic rain, silent and empty, numbly through the garden, with a weak right hand to open the symbolic iron door, I think, this time is really over completely.
"Xiao Ji, my father bought Shenting's manor, and we will move tomorrow." "Mom, why do you want to grow bamboo in your garden?" "Because the bamboo represents the eternity of the four seasons." "Xiao Ji's room is very beautiful." "Pu Zheng, it's pink." "Does the little girl like this balcony very much?" "I like it, I can see far away." "Xiaoji, this studio was given to you by your father." "The paintings drawn by Xiao Ji are very beautiful." "Xiao Ji likes this place, can he stay here forever."
Finally, he let the tears slide down the rain and fell into the arms of the man who had been standing in the rain for a long time," ...... I'm so tired, really tired...... Brother, take me out of here......"