82. A sense of security

When he raised his head, his forehead had been broken, and his face was very embarrassed with tears and snot. He said: "I really didn't see anyone at the time, it came out of the blue, and the brakes didn't have time to hit it. I was stunned all of a sudden, and I was scared to see the man motionless, and I ......"

"You just ran away, didn't you?" He couldn't go on, so I picked it up for him, "You didn't even know if someone was dead and ran away first, but have you ever thought that if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, as long as you get out of the car and make a phone call, you can save a life?" ”

"I was so remorseful that I hid all day. Some people want to make amends to your family, but you don't agree. ”

"Compensation?" My fingernails were cut into the palm of my hand, if it wasn't for this iron fence, I was afraid that I would not be able to control it, "What compensation?" Money? That's my dad's life, he was killed by you, no amount of money can get my dad back, this is not compensation, it's an insult to my dad. Xu Fei, listen, you are a murderer, your hands are stained with my father's blood, even if you walk out of here, you can't erase the brand of your murderer. ”

My last sentence completely broke Xu Fei's nerves, and he grabbed his hair with a panicked expression: "No, I'm not a murderer. ”

The prison guard was about to come over, but Zhou Yu took the first step to hold my shoulder and said softly: "Jia Xiaoru, it's okay." ”

The prison guards informed that it was time to visit Xu Fei and escort Xu Fei inside.

I stared coldly, how much pain I had, how much I hated. If the gaze could kill, the murderer inside had already been killed by me countless times. However, as the guards escorted him to the door, he suddenly rushed back in a fit of rage, and shouted to me with the bar: "I am not a murderer, I really have the heart to repent, and every day here I regret that night four years ago." You have to believe me, you have to believe me. ”

The prison guards came to arrest him, but he refused to let go, shouting to me over and over again that he was not a murderer. Then the guards took out their batons and whipped him, knocking him to the ground and convulsing and spasming, and he looked at me with pleading eyes all the while.

Later, the prison guards dragged people in, and Zhou Yu silently pulled me out of the detention center.

Looking at the emptiness in the distance, I asked: How will this trip help me?

He reached out and rubbed my hair, and whispered, "Your reaction was both expected and unexpected to me."

Unexpectedly, I knew that I would have erected a thorn in my body the moment Xu Fei appeared.

Unexpectedly, my reaction was calmer and more rational than he expected.

He was even mentally prepared that I might have an emotional breakdown because of seeing Xu Fei again.

I couldn't laugh at the beginning, why am I still emotionally broken today.

Xu Fei's apology and remorse will not make me feel a trace of pity, and the sentence of seven years is too light, he has already survived four years in it, and he can come out with three years left, or he will not need three years.

But what about Dad? Buried forever under the earth, never even in a dream.

All my nightmares, my dad never had.

Zhou Yu stretched out his hand and wrapped his arms around my shoulder, "Let's go to the next stop." ”

What's next? I raised an eyebrow, "Where?" ”

He avoided the topic secretly: "Let's find a car back to the city first." ”

My heart flickered, I knew what it meant, and my eyes gradually darkened.

There is a bus stop not far from the detention center, which is going to the city. After waiting for a quarter of an hour, I saw a green bus slowly coming. When I returned to the city, it was almost evening, and I randomly found a stop to get off the bus and hailed a taxi, and before Zhou Yu wanted to speak, I reported the address, and he looked at me sideways.

I turned my head sideways to look out the window, my eyes faintly unclear.

In the end, he didn't disagree with me, but just grabbed my hand between his palms and rubbed his fingertips against his palms.

Soon got to the apartment downstairs, my apartment.

I've been living with him all this time, and it's vacant so that a room of dust won't fall, but I have to clean it if I want to stay tonight. I instructed Zhou Yu to mop the floor, took a rag and wiped it myself, and the sanitation work was basically done after an hour.

Then there are two solutions to solve the stomach: one is to go downstairs to the nearby supermarket to buy vegetables and eat later; The second is to order takeout directly, which is simple and convenient.

But Zhou Yu suddenly became interested and wanted to go downstairs to the supermarket.

Christmas night is colorful and lively, we walked to the supermarket along the way were pairs of young people, some girls with flowers in their hands and big smiles, I secretly laughed, do they treat all the holidays as Valentine's Day?

"Jia Xiaoru." Zhou Yu suddenly spoke, his tone was light and shallow, "Why do you want to escape?" ”

After a pause, he silently turned around and asked back: "What did I run away from?" ”

"When we came out of the detention center, we said we would go to the next stop."

I laughed: "Zhou Gongjin, who told you?" Even if you go to the detention center, you have decided without my consent. The compromise was because since he was already outside the door, he went in to see how the man was doing in four years in prison. The result was very unsatisfactory, and the prison life did not make him collapse, decadent, or lose his mind, on the contrary, he lived peacefully in it, just counting the days of his release. ”

Zhou Yu groaned, "I didn't want you to forgive or forgive Xu Fei when I took you over, I just asked you to face this matter head-on." He was the cause of the accident, and only by digging up the rotten sore could the wound be healed. ”

The corners of my mouth curled, my eyes looked at the front with sarcastic eyes, and I said in a quiet voice: "Zhou Gongjin, don't you really know what is the rotten sore in my heart?" ”

Zhou Yu was silent and didn't speak again until he finished buying vegetables and walked out of the supermarket.

The two walked quietly side by side, and when they reached the downstairs of the apartment, a bicycle swept by like lightning, and Zhou Yu pulled my elbow to avoid it. The other party braked suddenly, turned back to a young face, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, did I hit you?" Zhou Yu replied a little unhappily: "Why do you ride so fast in the community?" ”

The teenager weakly explained: "I made an appointment with my girlfriend at eight o'clock and was going to be late. ”

I saw that the young man's face was very anxious, so I pulled Zhou Yu, "Forget it." ”

Zhou Yu didn't pursue it further, and when the other party rode away, he asked, "Do you remember when I used to ride with you on a bicycle?" ”

I looked up slightly, and there was more warmth in my eyes: "I remember." You also bought a car with a special bag? ”

"What's the bag? That's cool. ”

He pursed the corners of his mouth and did not comment.

By the time dinner could start, it was almost nine o'clock, Zhou Yu steamed a fish, fried a large plate of shrimp, and made the rest of the vegetables and soup. This night, there was no continuation of the previous topic.

But when I lay down, Zhou Yu put his arm around me and asked, "Why did you come back here today?" ”

I thought about it, "I gave the address here." ”

Zhou Yu was dissatisfied: "You haven't treated me as your home?" ”

I deliberately got angry with him: "I've lived here for more than two years, and you've only been there for a few days, can you compare?" ”

He came to my face and put it on my forehead and said, "You will stay with me every day after that." ”

In fact, this room gives me a sense of security, in the eyes of others it is a colorful festival, and I need a sense of security. If he hadn't been there, I might have had a strong cup of coffee.

I don't forget when I fell in love with the bitter taste of coffee, maybe it was the first cup of coffee I ordered when I parted with him, or maybe it was because I had to make a cup of coffee for many sleepless nights later.

Zhou Yu asked me if this house was rented, and I replied angrily that he could still buy it if he didn't rent it. I've only been working for two years, how can I have the financial strength to buy a house, and now the house price has risen boundlessly, and a small apartment will cost millions.

So he was proud, hugged me and said, "It's okay, you have your husband and me." This is the difference between having a man and not having one, where do you want a woman to support her family, and when the rent is due, she will refund this side and live in peace and security. ”

I just ignored him, thinking that I wouldn't want to. One day I have trouble with him, I don't have a place to go, I can't run to my mother's. Thinking of my mother, I wondered if I would find a time to go back.

The two people behind them didn't speak, and their consciousness was hazy, and they vaguely heard a soft sigh in their ears: "I'll never let you alone anymore." ”

Towards the end of the year, the courts are not too busy. All of them came economic disputes or divorce cases, and under the leadership of Xiao Dong, everyone dealt with them in an orderly manner.

On this day, I heard a colleague in the unit discussing a divorce case, because the husband and wife had differences on the division of property and the custody of the children. Since I was assigned to an economic dispute case, I did not know the details.

Listening to their own opinions, they are basically divided into two factions, some say that the woman is weak, and she should receive half of the marital property, and the custody of the child belongs to the woman; But some people say that the man has not cheated, the second has not gambled, and the third family is superior, so from the perspective of the child, the child should be considered with the man.

Lingling was defeated after a verbal battle, and asked me angrily: "Lawyer Jia, do you say that the woman should have custody of the child or the man?" ”

I was doing a PTT and I was typing and asking her, "Which side are you for?" ”

"Of course I'm supporting our fellow women."

"Then I also support the woman."

Lingling was affirmed, and immediately had the confidence, and shouted to her colleagues over there: "Did you hear that?" Lawyer Jia also agrees that the woman should have custody of the child. I'll just say that Weilai, as the mother of the child, naturally loves the child the most, why doesn't the child give it to her? ”

I slowly raised my head, stared at Lingling's side face and asked, "Who are you talking about?" ”

Lingling didn't react: "Huh? What who? ”

"What did you just say the woman's name was?"

"Oh, it's called Weilai."

"Guards of guards? Rhine of the Rhine? ”

Lingling was surprised: "Yes, is there something wrong?" ”

We got up abruptly and went straight into Xiao Dong's office.

Xiao Dong was looking at some information in front of the computer, and when he saw me rushing in, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "What are you doing in such a hurry?" ”

I slapped my hands on his desk, "Why didn't you tell me about that divorce?" ”

"Where? At the end of the year, I received either an economic dispute case or a divorce case, I am bored, and the area you are responsible for is not an economic case, the most annoying divorce trivial matters, why are you suddenly interested? ”

I gritted my teeth, this old fox, he asked knowingly!