Chapter 320: What I Look Like In My Memory
"Brother Wang, you may not believe it when you say it, I actually have a feeling that I am about to be liberated, the family is in decline, and I am already ready to marry me and other families to maintain the status of the family, so I knew that it was full of dangers in the Ziyang Mountain Range, but I still applied to follow, because I wanted to help my brother enter the main clan, so that I would not marry far away.
Every girl likes to dream, and so does Haiqing, so, even if I live and die, I don't want to marry a stranger who I haven't even met in person, until you save me and look at my body, I was really sad at that time, in the end, it seems to have returned to the starting point, and everything was taken away by a strange man, and those I always wanted to keep were gone after all. Haiqing said this, and suddenly smiled.
"However, when I knew that you were the one who was rumored to be selling jade cards everywhere, I was full of curiosity, don't you want to enter the main clan at all, we have no money on us, otherwise, we will definitely buy it, at that time we were sitting outside the stone cave, watching you have no heart and lungs, and sometimes secretly talking to yourself, I thought, are you also like me, born in a family that can't control yourself, wronged, lonely and no friends.
You don't want to have a jade plate, just want to be angry with the old antiques of the family, under the appearance of the sun, full of a sense of rebellion, at that time, under the shame of me, I actually had the same feelings for you, and kept guessing, what kind of person you are. Haiqing hugged Su Yan tighter.
"Then, you gave me a cake, took care of me, and suddenly gathered all the jade plates, making me the first place in the Situ family's training, and even being accepted as a disciple by the patriarch.
Brother Wang, do you know, I have never had the luxury of these things, nor have I thought about them, I just want to be a supporting role that no one pays attention to, silently looking up at others in the corner, I am worried, I am cowardly, I can't speak, I have no idea, just like a chess piece, I will go wherever my family tells me to go, like a piece of wood, isn't it ridiculous. "In the quiet cave, it seems that everything has become a listener of Haiqing.
"I was promoted to the main clan, but my brother failed, but the master made an exception to let my brother come in to cultivate, at that time, it seemed that all the dark clouds above my head had dissipated in an instant, and there was sunshine everywhere, with the care of the master, the love of the senior brothers, the company of the elder brother, and the laughter of the family.
No one dares to force Haiqing anymore, Haiqing has grown up since he was a child, and it seems that he can finally make his own decisions, and they are all decisions that are supported by others, and all of this is given to me by you, and you give me your own glory. A smile rippled at the corner of Haiqing's mouth.
"After the assessment, I asked Shizun to find a Situ King in the mountain range, but I couldn't find it all over the mountain range, I was very panicked, afraid that you would encounter some danger.
I don't know what's wrong, for a long time after that, my shadow kept appearing in my mind, your smiling face, your look of not caring about anything, Brother Wang, did you say I was sick? Haiqing raised his head slightly and asked, his head shrinking under Su Yan's arm.
"Sometimes, I feel depressed for no reason, and I quietly leave the main house, come to the Ziyang Mountain Range, come to the cave, sit all day, and sometimes watch the sunset in a daze, I really hope you suddenly appear.
Then, one day I followed the master to Shangguan's house and saw a back, at that moment, I knew it was you, but I went around and around, I didn't find it, and the despair after the excitement made me depressed all day, Haiqing never looked forward to anything, and didn't dare to think about it, just begging you to live.
In the end, when looking at your appearance in the secret realm, Haiqing was so happy, quietly ran to the back and cried for a while, at that moment, Haiqing seemed to be the happiest person in the world, feeling that everything was full of sweetness, looking at everything you did in it, it made me happy, and when I encountered danger, Haiqing's heart was about to jump out.
Watching you being poisoned, watching the secret realm collapse, Haiqing felt that the whole world had collapsed, I cried and broke in, but was stopped by the master, I want to save you, even if I die with you, I am willing, but I was knocked out by the master.
After waking up, I stayed at Shangguan's house for ten days to look for you, and then ran to Jizhou to find you in various places where cracks and monsters appeared, Haiqing looked for a long, long time, and I was really desperate in those days. Saying this, Haiqing's eyes were red.
"Shizun looked at me and felt sorry for me, so he used secret techniques to divinate me, just a vague direction, that direction, I don't know if it was a corpse or a person, but Haiqing still sneaked away, no one told me, just kept looking for it, Brother Wang, Haiqing has been looking for you for a long time, but, as long as you are okay, I am happy, Haiqing, I just want you to live." After Haiqing finished speaking, his breath was sluggish, and he seemed to be using all his strength to speak, saying those things that were hidden in his heart and no one had told him.
The night was very dark, Haiqing hugged Su Yan tighter, as if this was a parting for her, until a long time later, she slowly got up, looked at Su Yan calmly, as if she was just asleep, her pale face showed a hint of redness, and then bit her lip, slowly leaned down, and kissed Su Yan on the face.
Two lines of tears crossed the corners of his eyes and dripped on Su Yan's face, this kiss did not leave for a long time.
"Brother Wang, goodbye, I hope you are happy, in that way, Haiqing is also happy," Haiqing had a sweet smile on his face, and then got up slightly, looking at Su Yan's appearance, as if he wanted to remember everything about him.
The next moment, in the quiet cave, the vines on the walls suddenly writhed wildly, Haiqing's clothes were windless, her long hair was fluttering, and a trace of green energy visible to the naked eye came from all directions, all pouring into her body, and outside the cave, many plants seemed to come to life, writhing, swishing in the breeze.
Until, a giant tree appeared behind Haiqing, and at this moment, Haiqing's face was no longer pale, some were only ruddy, she directly cut the skin on her arms that was no longer intact several times, and the blood of the two arms dripped onto Su Yan's legs, and then smeared ......
The green giant tree behind him, the green leaves that were constantly circulating and falling, seemed to have experienced the transformation from spring to autumn in a short period of time, there were no green leaves, only the decreasing withered yellow leaves, until half an hour later, the originally lush giant tree, with the last leaf falling, has become a bare piece.
And at this moment, Haiqing can no longer see her original appearance, her head is full of white hair, her face is full of wrinkles, and she is bent over, this is a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, this is simply an old woman who has entered her twilight years.
Haiqing, with his last life, completely restored Su Yan's original appearance.
A dead silence filled Haiqing's whole body, she looked at Su Yan weakly, and a little smile squeezed out of the corner of her mouth: "Brother Wang, Haiqing, if you do what you say, you will definitely be fine, God, it's going to be light, Haiqing is leaving, you may no longer remember that there is a girl who has just fallen in love and likes you, so let her look at that time stay in your memory forever." ”
Haiqing stretched out his hand like a hideous earthworm, touched his face, and then smiled, looking at Su Yan's appearance greedily, not wanting to let go of it at all, and then slowly turned around, walked outside weakly, and pushed open a gap with difficulty,
The white belly of the fish in the east shines in along the gap, reflecting the rickets, stopping at the shadow of the cave entrance reluctant to leave, with the slow closure of the seal, the whole cave becomes dark again, the crystal inlaid in the stone wall, also under these days, dissipated the last residual light, like a burned candle, split, scattered as powder, submerged into the corner.
I didn't go into that corner where no one noticed, as if nothing had ever happened......