Chapter 438: Pine and Cypress, Sunset
The breeze was drizzling with a little drizzle, and the air was a little cold. Being held by Qi Jing felt a little warm, but Jing Ruyi's hands were still a little cold, and Qi Jing also noticed her abnormality, but he didn't reach out.
Perhaps, he would also be afraid that she would not like him. There was silence on the cottage, and the tall trees waved in the wind.
It was pitch black, and Xinrou felt a little lost in her heart, which was a sudden loss. There is also a feeling of isolation, no one can help her, no one can pamper her anymore, what should she do?
I always feel so wronged, why is the world so difficult? Xinrou gently wrapped herself around herself, like a frightened bird. She is really weak, Qi Jing can't wait for him to give her the best of everything! But her heart has been resisting, perhaps, she really doesn't like herself.
"Say, I'm willing to hear from you." Qi Jing said again.
Xinrou's tears fell down, and this delicate face was too easy to move. As soon as she cried, Qi Jing was a little overwhelmed.
She didn't want to make herself look so weak, but she couldn't do it, and every time she thought that she couldn't have a chance to continue to prosper, she couldn't help but feel sorry for herself. It was originally a road to wealth, but it was broken alive. She couldn't accept it anymore no matter what, tears fell to the ground one after another, she was wronged, she was really wronged.
Biting her lip tightly to make herself look less unbearable, but the pain in her heart that she had nowhere to vomit made her unable to restrain the burst of tears.
Qi Jing: "But I made you feel bad?" β
Xinrou shook her head vigorously, isn't it none of his business?
"Why not tell me? Isn't it good for you and me to meet as confidants on a narrow road? β
Bosom friend? Is he taking a step back? I don't know why, Xinrou's heart suddenly relaxed, probably because this sad feeling is not so heavy.
"I don't know...... I'm in turmoil. β
Qi Jing hugged her tighter, and he said softly: "It's okay, there will always be a time to get better, right?" Where do you like to go? Or whatever you like to eat, I'll give it to you, okay? β
It was the first time Qi Jing was so gentle with a woman, he spoke to her in a low voice, and she was like his exclusive lover.
"Huh? Answer me? β
Qi Jing's voice was soft, which eased the sadness in Xinrou's heart a lot. She wiped her tears, her face was a little dry, so she still felt a pain after wiping it.
"I'll do it." Qi Jing scraped her face with his hand, and took out his own handkerchief to her.
But Xinrou feels that she doesn't need it anymore, and she also has times when she is stubborn, doesn't she? The man ...... Are you really willing to pour out your heart and lungs for yourself? Xinrou didn't know, and she didn't want to know.
Qi Jing: "Silly girl, I know you don't like it here, so I'll take you to a more interesting place to play, okay?"
Xinrou is reluctant, as if those places are not attractive to her, why is that? She also thought it was strange.
It was just that she felt that those things were so empty, and she couldn't perceive what she wanted. There is no one you miss, and there is no opportunity for you to perform. She just wants her father's and mother's approval, doesn't she? They don't bother with themselves...... Xinrou's tears fell silently.
On the grass on the edge of the sky, there is no such thing as her pretty back, nor is there a slam and treasure chest that she particularly likes. She is just a princess, a princess who just wants to live in the love of her father and mother. They give themselves the ultimate favor of this prosperous age, just as they are the continuation of their love.
This little man is going around in circles and can't find the direction in his heart. Seeing her confused appearance, Qi Jing felt a little sorry for her. He wanted to understand her, and he knew what she was thinking...... But he couldn't, she was too reserved, and this shy appearance made him afraid to guess what she was thinking.
Bright moon and breeze, can you secretly tell me where her feelings are? Qi Jing had a headache, but he was willing to accompany her. As long as she doesn't leave, this cottage is her safe place.
"I want to see my mother." Xinrou thought for a long time before saying such a sentence.
"Your mother?"
"Well, my mother is home, I really want to see her, she will miss me very much."
"Good!"
Qi Jing doesn't have a particularly strong desire to control her requirements, as long as she can be happy, he will accompany her.
Xinrou could hardly believe it...... How could this man, who was bent on tying himself to his side, grant his unreasonable request? Won't that bother him? Will he demand more of himself?
After thinking for a long time, Xinrou smiled: "As long as I see my mother from afar, I will come back with you after I meet her." β
"Stay with her as long as you like."
Although Qi Jing was a little bitter in his heart, he was more willing to let her fly farther than to bind her. I'm the one who flies the kite, and she's the lively kite, isn't she? What she wants is to follow the wind, and she's just the one who helps her fly, isn't she?
However, Qi Jing forgot that if no one pulled the string of the kite, the kite would float everywhere and be nowhere to be found.
There's nothing to be cruel to herself, as long as she's happy. Qi Jing only now understands these truths. She...... It's just a passerby in your own life, isn't it?
Xinrou: "Would you like to?" I'll come back with you. β
Qi Jingduo wanted to say that he would let her stay, but he wanted to force her, so he decisively rejected the idea in his heart.
Some people are here and some people are leaving, and Qi Jing doesn't want to stay in this cottage until he gets old. He wished he could have someone like her to accompany him to watch the sunset, and it was in this position. Xinrou may not know that the sunset here is very beautiful and beautiful, and that kind of remote feeling cannot be experienced anywhere. In the distance, the pines and cypresses, the sunset, and the two people who are clinging to each other, I am afraid that it is the blessing of several lifetimes of cultivation in exchange for this moment of beauty.
Wild geese fly north from here and back in late spring, and this has been the case for generations.
Qi Jing: "Okay...... But if you want, stay with your mother. I'm not trying to force you. β
When he said this, he felt that his heart was bleeding, and he was obviously very reluctant to her, didn't he? But in order to make her happy, he had to let her go. What if you go against your heart?
Xinrou looked at him suspiciously, why did his cold appearance make him feel a little distressed? She was a little conflicted, obviously she wanted to leave him, but she couldn't bear to see him sad. What do you want from him? She couldn't figure it out either. Perhaps, when she grows up in the future, she will be relieved.
"Don't do that, you can give me a good one, can't you?" Xinrou asked again.
Now she is still a little naΓ―ve, but she also has a lover's heart, doesn't she?
"Being with my mother was my happiest time, but I can't go back these days, can I? All I could do was to see her and know how she was doing, and I would be happy. β
"Your mother is very good to you, can't you stay with her?"
"No, my mother has a life of her own, and I shouldn't bother her. She's not easy, and I can't ruin her life. If only you let me look at her from afar. β
Qi Jing didn't understand this emotion because he didn't have a father and no mother. He was just a kid who grew up licking blood from the edge of a knife, and he really didn't experience this kind of emotion. He also wanted her to be with her mother, which was something he couldn't give her.
"Okay, then I'll send you back after recuperating first?"
"Well, thank you Qijing!"
Xinrou smiled sweetly, the problems she was worried about could be solved, she should be happy too, shouldn't she?
Qi Jing felt that it was the first time she felt this kind of sweetness, and she was thanking herself! My heart is beating so fast, this sweet taste spreads in my heart, is this from her taste? He really wanted to hold her in the palm of his hand and taste it.
Xinrou: "Are you in a daze? What are you stunned about? β
Being made such a fuss by Xinrou, Qi Jing found that his previous domineering spirit was gone, and there was only his faint smile and the sweetness in his heart.
Qi Jing: "I'm not stunned, I'm just thinking about things." β
Xinrou: "What do you want?" Can you tell me? β
Qi Jing looked far away, the night was too thick, she didn't know how far away he was in the distance, she just knew that she could see her mother, and she was very happy.
"Qi Jing, after we meet our mother, we will go to the end of the world together, okay?"
Wandering the world? The first time Qi Jing heard this word, it could be so beautiful, and there was also a kind of sorrow about leaving home. Yes, if you stay in one place for a long time, you will always look forward to being able to reach a distant place. He loved it, but he also loved where she liked.
Simple like, simple love, maybe this is the beauty he never imagined. I want to give her everything I have, make her laugh, make her make trouble, as long as she can get peace of mind, she is very satisfied.
Poisoned by love, he is willing to die in this poison. Until the sea and mountain alliance came to naught, at least he had built the beauty between them with his heart, didn't he?
Qi Jing suddenly wanted to hold her hand, and then said to her: Come with me, let's go to a beautiful place together, and we don't have to worry about these things in our lives.
Looking at her happy face, isn't that what her heart wants? The cottage is no longer cold, and the rain in the second half of the night is getting lighter and lighter, but there is no feeling of stopping. The trail started to get muddy, and I got used to the bits and pieces and the changing seasons. Qi Jing suddenly felt that he was a little confused.