9. Weakness to refuse

Time in school always flies quickly, since that day he was strongly confessed by the family, he really regarded himself as a boyfriend, no matter how I refused with righteous words, earnestly advised, insisted on two phone calls every morning and evening, and went out with classmates to report by text message or phone call.

Deliver food, fetch water, and be with me as long as I have the opportunity to eat in the cafeteria, and help me wipe the blackboard and get lesson plans in every class in the name of the class leader.

Often I don't have time to refuse many things, and the family has already helped me do it. Even if the light bulb in the place where I live is broken and the toilet is clogged, I don't need to do it myself.

The first time I faced this situation with zero emotional experience and very low emotional intelligence, I was so helpless at first, and then I began to try to escape. But the academy is so big, and when a person is determined to find someone, I don't have many opportunities to escape. Gradually, I seem to be more and more comfortable with the identity of this forced girlfriend, and the intimate contact with him has changed from very uncomfortable at the beginning to just awkward.

Sometimes it's amazing to think about, and the arrangement of fate is confusing. Looking at the family who was helping me tidy up the house, "It's so good", this thought suddenly came to me, and at that moment I knew that I was finished, completely finished.

If life has been stuck in a good stage, it is no longer life, and reality will always be very different from our dreams. I don't know if I've thought carefully about what our future holds, but I do know that I don't; From the day I was embraced by him, I began to escape, to escape from reality, to avoid thinking, to hide in the tenderness he gave and refused to wake up.

Yuanyuan is the first blow of reality to our relationship. Yuanyuan, who slipped away from the playground that day, felt that she didn't have the face to see me, and after sending me a text message to apologize, I didn't reply, I really didn't know how to reply, she disappeared for a few days, and I didn't dare to take the initiative to contact her in the entanglement of starting a family.

One day after class, I returned to the rental house with the lesson plan, and I saw Yuanyuan sitting on the front steps of the building from a distance, and I had mixed feelings for a while, I didn't know how to face it, so I could only secretly rejoice that I had training under the family and didn't let him send me back.

As soon as Yuanyuan saw me, she immediately jumped up and hugged me: "Jiejie, are you angry?" I heard Wang Lei say that he was very angry and pulled you away on the day he became a family, and Wang Lei also said that he hated others mixing his own things the most, woo... Jiejie, I didn't mean to, don't be angry, okay? ”

Looking at the little girl in front of me who I have always regarded as my sister, I really don't know how to answer, is it angry? Maybe, if it weren't for her, how would I have been entangled with the family? But I clearly know that there is more of my deep guilt hidden in this anger. How am I going to say all this to this frank, innocent little girl?

I could only force myself to hold up a few smiles, "Little girl, I was really miserable by you this time."

"I bought you something delicious, don't be angry, I know my sister is the best. Open the door, I've been waiting for a long time. Yuanyuan raised the snack in her hand and put one arm around me flatteringly.

Yuanyuan has been playing in my room for a long time, because they are freshmen and need to study at night, so they are reluctant to leave, and before leaving, they still look at me with blank eyes: "Jiejie, will I come back tomorrow?" ”

"Well, come if you like." I nodded, feeling bitter in my heart that Yuanyuan had always been an existence that brought bright sunshine to my little world. How can I be willing to hurt you, I can only meditate in my heart, if you still want to come if you know what happened, I will definitely wait for you.

Sending away Yuanyuan, who was reluctant to leave, it didn't take long for the call to start a family.

"At home? I'm done training, can I bring you food? Listening to the obviously doting and happy voice of the family, my heart trembled, "No need, I'll just eat it myself."

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line, "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

God, how did you find out, how did you know that something was wrong all of a sudden?

"Becoming a family, I want to be quiet, you let me be quiet first." I spoke up.

"I'll come right over." Once again, I didn't have a chance to refuse, and Chengjia immediately hung up the phone.

The place I rented was originally rented by the school to the faculty and staff, not very far from the college teaching building, and soon, the family came to my downstairs.

Walking downstairs, I glanced at the family who was sweating profusely because of running over, and I was a little complaining in my heart, it was your entanglement that made me fall into this predicament. Of course, I know very well that in this predicament, I can't escape the relationship, so it's better to quit as soon as possible.

I made up my mind and was about to speak, "Start a family..."

"Let's go up and talk about it." Chengjia interrupted me, took the key card and key from my hand, swiped the door curfew neatly, pulled me straight to the room, and opened the door.

With Chengjia, I always have a feeling that my head is confused, and my reaction is always half a beat slower, and when I react, the person has been stuck on the door panel with Chengjia's arm.

The burning breath burned his face, and his heart began to beat wildly. "What's the baby thinking again, huh?" Forehead to forehead, the deep voice of the family has a disorienting effect.

As soon as I spoke, the person in front of me seized the opportunity to offer his lips and tongue, blocking the words that I had not yet spoken, "Coax..."'s face rose even redder, I only felt that this domineering lips, this strong tongue, tossing and turning, licking, biting, seemed to devour my whole person, strong and gentle, full of tenderness and not to refuse.

The long kiss finally ended, and I, who was almost suffocated by myself, leaned weakly on the arms of the family, with a red face and red ears. "It's so sweet." Looking up, the man looked satisfied, leaned over and kissed gently, "Every time I see you, I can't control myself, I really don't know how I endured it before, good baby, don't leave me, I'll go crazy, you are mine, you can only be mine."

Reason is shouting, stop, stop, leave, leave, but the body seems to be fixed, and can only watch the handsome face get closer and closer, rolling up another entanglement of lips and tongues.

I was still dragged out to eat by the family, and after eating, I came to the alley last time, and this time the family took me all the way to the end of the alley, and it turned out that there was an abandoned yard inside, which looked like it was some years.

The family sat down on a bamboo bench on the edge of the courtyard, "Come and sit." I looked at Chengjia, who had occupied the only chair I could sit on, and I didn't say a word, still thinking about how to talk to him and how to end this entanglement.

Seeing that I didn't act, Chengjia didn't insist anymore, but got up, pulled me over directly, sat down by himself, and put me on his lap, his hands still firmly locked my waist.

This action... This pose... My face instantly burned again, "I don't want it, you let me go." With that, he struggled.

"Don't move, don't you have something to say? If you want to talk about things, stay honest, or I'll find something else for you to do. As if to verify the authenticity of his words, Cheng Jia deliberately leaned his face towards me after speaking.

Threat, this cliff is a threat, it's too much. I didn't dare to move anymore, because I knew he really did it. Forget it, let's make it clear quickly, it's not a problem to escape, clenched my fists, I thought about it all the time, and decided to have a good time.

"Becoming a family, we can't do this, I'm your teacher, and I'm older than you, we're not suitable. Besides, you are still studying, you have not yet worked, and you don't know where to work in the future, so we have no results. You stop doing those weird things to me, I hope you can truly consider me your teacher in the future and don't go any further. ”

After saying these words in one breath with his head down, the other party didn't respond for a long time, only his shoulders shook slightly, didn't he... Crying?!

I quietly raised my head and wanted to see what was wrong with the family, but I found that this guy was actually laughing, blinking, looking carefully, yes, he was definitely laughing, the corners of his mouth were raised, and the trembling shoulders were clearly suppressed for the sake of not laughing so rampantly!

⊙_⊙b sweat, I'm also drunk, what's the situation, how come I meet this product, the brain capacity is really not enough.

"Baby, you look so cute when you talk seriously, it's hard for you to carry it for a long time, I like it so much." The man said with a smile on his face.

What and what, seeing that I have signs of rampage, I stopped smiling when I became a family. "What's the matter, aren't we all right? Well? "Such a doting voice makes people don't know how to insist.

"But we're not going to have a result, don't do that, I don't like it."

"Don't be, you like me, believe me, you are mine, it won't change, in the future, as long as we are together, there will be no problem." Returning to the willful and arrogant family again, he clenched the arms that hugged me domineeringly. Knowing that no further argument would lead to anything, I didn't insist anymore, but I began to make up my mind that I couldn't do this anymore.