Chapter 22: Pain

"Now I don't want to shy away from it." Su Yang showed his cynical demeanor again.

Cong Hao looked at Su Yang helplessly and sighed softly, and smiled apologetically at Ye An'an, "Then let's talk about it another day,"

"No," Su Yang put his arm on Cong Hao's shoulder and slanted the corners of his mouth, "Do you want me to say it for you?" ”

Without waiting for Cong Hao's reaction, Su Yang looked at Ye An'an with a sincere and seductive posture, "What he wants to say is that he already has a girlfriend, please don't continue to covet him, especially don't express your affection for him in front of his girlfriend, what did you sing about just now?" Oh yes, it's a pity it's not you, so since it's not him, let's sort out my mood as soon as possible and don't continue to be obsessed......"

"Su Yang!" Cong Hao hurriedly stopped Su Yang from continuing, and stroked his forehead with a headache, "I'm sorry, Ye An'an, Su Yang has always been open-mouthed, don't take it to heart." ”

"What? Am I not right? Su Yang looked natural, "Then what are you going to say?" Let's hear it. ”

Cong Hao frowned, and said with some hesitation, "Ye An'an, I don't think that you have any good feelings for me, I'm just a little curious, curious why you know that I am allergic to seafood, and why you are always resistant to me, I feel that every time you see me, you are like seeing a ghost." He tried to mediate the atmosphere, but it didn't work.

"Of course, I admit that the reason why I asked you directly like this, in addition to satisfying my curiosity, also didn't want my girlfriend to misunderstand me, because I love her very much." Cong Hao was a little cramped when he saw that Ye Anan kept his head down and didn't react, "If I make you uncomfortable by saying this, I apologize to you." ”

Ye Anan finally raised her head and looked directly at the face that made her love and pain, looked at Su Yang on the side, and nodded slowly, "I can explain." ”

Ye An'an's eyes drifted to the dark corner in the distance, his eyes full of gentle intoxication, "A long time ago, I fell in love with a boy, and we have known each other for a long time. I, like him for eight years. Later, we were finally together, we were very happy, I thought I would be so happy forever, but suddenly one day, he disappeared from my life completely. ”

"He was trying to save me from being hit by a car and died." Ye An looked at Cong Hao steadily, the protagonist who would never know that he was the protagonist, tears filled his eyes, "If I say that you look exactly like him, you probably won't believe it, right?" I don't want to believe it either, but it's the truth. ”

Ye Anan tilted his head slightly to prevent tears from flowing, "Although I know clearly in my heart that you are not him, I still can't face you calmly, every time I see your face, I think of him, think of his every expression, gentle, eternal, almost covering oppression I can't breathe normally." ”

"So, Senior Cong Hao," Ye An'an's small nose was red, and his eyes were cool, "I beg you, from now on, please avoid me, ignore me, don't talk to me, even if you inevitably look at me head-on, please pretend that you don't know me, otherwise I will be like a prisoner sentenced to death with a reprieve, forever hovering between life and death." ”

"As for seafood allergies," Ye Anan bit the corner of his mouth, "I just overheard it, this shouldn't be a little-known secret, right?" Do you need me to explain the specific time, place, and people clearly? ”

Ye Anan could only see the bangs hanging in front of Cong Hao's eyes, and couldn't see his gentle and clear eyes.

"I'm sorry." Cong Hao said.

Look, look, he is so kind and considerate, and he still chooses to believe such a shoddy lie.

"It's okay." Ye Anan replied softly, as if comforting him and himself, "It's not your fault." ”

Ye Anan glanced at Su Yang again, she knew that he regretted it, he should regret it, if a man always cares about a woman, he will always regret it, it's just a matter of time.

Ye Anan turned around, enough is enough...

Ye An'an limped into the door of the dormitory building with heavy steps, and this time, no one exited to stop her.

Back in the bedroom, facing Xu Ziwen and Tu Ke's inquiring eyes, Ye Anan didn't speak, just looked at them quietly, tears falling like a faucet that hadn't been turned off.

They were obviously frightened by Ye An'an's appearance, and they were stunned for several seconds before rushing to Ye An'an's side, grabbing her arm and asking in a panic: "An An, An An, what's wrong with you?" ”

Ye An'an shook her head, put down the hand they were holding her, and slowly walked to the desk and sat on the chair.

Ye Anan silently took off his shoes, and withdrew his socks little by little, revealing his red and swollen ankles like a small steamed bun.

"Oh my God!" Tu Ke covered his mouth in shock, leaned down and half-knelt in front of Ye An'an, and said incoherently, "An'an, what, how did it become like this?" I saw that you walked around like that all night, and I thought it wasn't very serious~~ What can I do, does it hurt? It hurts, right? It must be hurting, An'an, we, let's go to the hospital quickly. ”

Ye Anan shook his head slightly, and tears continued to drip down.

"An An, don't scare me, what's wrong with you?" Xu Ziwen next to him also panicked, and hurriedly pulled a few tissues from the table to help Ye Anan wipe his tears.

"Eldest sister, it hurts, it hurts~~" Ye Anan finally found a grandiose reason and hugged Tu Ke in front of him and cried loudly.

What is she so sad about? Ye Anan was crying and thinking about this question.

Maybe it's because I'm depressed that I can encounter a disaster if I walk well, maybe it's because I think of my hard work and almost made a wedding dress for others, maybe it's because of Su Yang's inquisitive and Yin Zhe's bitterness, or maybe it's because I saw Che Xiaonan next to Cong Hao again, witnessing their affection and sweetness at a glance, and hearing her favorite person say to her that he loves another woman very much.

Perhaps, perhaps, for all the things that happened in this day.

Okay, okay, just let the liquid that came out of her eyes wash her thoroughly from the inside out, making her clean again, empty, nothing.

Today, let the tears dilute the pain and slowly fade away from her life.