Three, I'm going to find him
After dinner, I stood on the balcony and fiddled with the flowers and plants I raised, and the family moved a chair behind me and watched me quietly. I found that he liked to look at me like that, causing his eyes to be on me every time I looked back. Sometimes I'm embarrassed by him, and if I want to dodge, I just press it down and stare at it closely, and the love and sweetness in my eyes will always be deeply imprinted in my heart. He always said: "Jiabao, I don't have much time to look at you well, now I just want to look at you well and imprint you in my heart when I have time." If I could, I'd like to carry you in my pocket and take you with me. ”
Sweet times always fly by, and every weekend always feels like he has to go back as soon as he gets home. As the family became more familiar with the company's business, the time for him to come back became shorter and shorter, and sometimes he had to rush back after returning on the weekend.
Once I was tired on the bus and slept at the station, I couldn't bear to see him work so hard, after all, it wasn't at school, at least I could take care of him, so I offered to let him not need to come back so often if he didn't have time; Although I don't want to start a family, but this project has just been done, and he is a newcomer and wants to come out on top, he really doesn't have the energy to go back and forth again, so he promised me that I only have this month, and it will be good to be busy, and the time can be regular.
For the first time, I found that it was so difficult to live without starting a family, even if I couldn't see each other often, I could get along two days a week, and the rest of the time there were constant phone calls and texts every day. But during this time, every time I got married, it was one or two o'clock in the morning, and I had already fallen asleep.
He hadn't gotten up in the morning, and he was busy going to work during the day when I was in class. Even if he occasionally sends a text message at noon, he has already taken a lunch break or continued to be busy before he has time to call, and there is always no way for the two of them to get together.
A person looks through previous text messages and photos, and I don't know why I always have a feeling of wanting to cry. It turns out that love is really fragile, I remember that I didn't cry so much before, even if I fell down the stairs and broke my bones when I went to school, I couldn't bear that I didn't cry.
Yuanyuan despised my sluggish state very much, and clamored every day for me to return the female man Xiao Jie from before. In fact, I know that she is trying to make me happy, watching her and Wang Lei sing and harmonize sincerely for them, I hope they can always be so happy.
Later, Yuanyuan gave me an idea, since the family didn't have time to come to see me, why didn't I go to see him, their company is not our school, and no one will pay attention to me when I go quietly. At first, I was too embarrassed to take the initiative to go over to find a family, and shook my head again and again. Yuanyuan smiled and began to scare me, if you don't look closely, you won't be afraid that your family will be snatched away, how can you rest assured that such an excellent person will not be released for so long.
I finally lost to the heart that missed him, and I took advantage of the weekend time to pack my things and go out early with the lunch I made for the family, thinking that as long as I took a look, I would come back with lunch, just a glance.
All the way to the company, with a little excitement, a little nervous, I kept thinking about what kind of performance it would be to see me as a family, happy? Astonished? I couldn't help but laugh like a fool when I thought about it.
I waited until lunchtime, and when I saw that people in the company began to come out, I didn't want to be discovered, so I hurriedly dodged to the other side of the road, thinking that I would call him and ask him to come over when I saw the family. There happened to be a private car parked across the road, so I hid behind the car with my back and watched from time to time to see if the family had appeared. About another twenty minutes passed, and the family still didn't come out, I was a little anxious, and I couldn't help but slap my palm on the window in front of me.
A slight sound came from in front of me, and when I looked down, I realized that the window of the private car I had been using as a shelter had slowly fallen, and there was actually someone inside!! At that moment, I looked at the owner of the car who was smiling at me, and I really felt the urge to buy a piece of tofu and kill myself. My face was flushed, my brain was blank, I really couldn't think of what to say, I subconsciously lowered my head, and silently said in my heart, "I can't see, I can't see, you can't see me, you can't see me." ”
"Little girl, is there anything wrong with you keeping your head down?" The owner of the car speaks.
"I... I see if there is a hole in the ground for me to get into. "I rub... What is this called?,Sure enough, my IQ has seriously degraded recently.,It's estimated that I'm bullied in kindergarten.。
"I'm sorry, I'm in a bit of a hurry right now, or I wouldn't mind lending you the car as cover. I'm going to drive away now, don't you mind? "Khan, this car owner looks very gentle, how can he speak so unkindly, what kind of thick ridicule is this, and what is your face that is trying to hold back a smile!!
"Don't mind, don't mind, you walk slowly, walk slowly." My face was burning and smoking, so I bent down and pretended to be innocent. The man looked at me again before smiling and leaving.