The fourth lady finally walked to the old lady with a bright sword. And the one who asked her to stab the sword at the old lady was precisely the old lady's favorite granddaughter, Miss San.

There are four girls in the Jiang Mansion, except for the child who has never lived under my nose, the other three are all grown up by me.

I know them all in the palm of my hand.

My favorite is the eldest lady. This child has a good background and good appearance, but the embarrassing thing is that he does not have a trace of pampering, treats people peacefully, and has the demeanor of an eldest sister.

The most disliked is the third lady. In this child's eyes, there is something called **. She was smarter than her birth mother, but she wasn't much smarter.

Therefore, when she pretended to be clever and wanted to bring down Miss Four, and finally did not hesitate to break the boat, I had a trickle of hatred for her.

The old lady treated the old lady like that, and I never hated him. It was precisely because of that tear at the beginning that I knew that the old lady had a hard life in this life.

The fourth lady took over Cuiyuxuan behind the young lady's back, and found the mother and son behind the young lady's back, and I don't hate it. The granddaughter raised by the old lady taught him hand-in-hand, and her heart naturally turned to him.

But the third miss, I hate it.

Because, she cracked the scar that was already full of holes in the old lady's heart, and repeatedly festered, and presented it naked under the noses of everyone in Jiang Mansion until it was bloody.

Therefore, when the old lady expelled her from the gate of the Jiang family, I breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart. Such a selfish person is not worthy of being the granddaughter of an old lady.

What shocked me deeply was the words of the fourth lady.

She was being held up. Asked the old lady word by word, and asked all these years, did the old lady treat her as her own granddaughter?

In the palm of my hand. Oozing sweat and dripping.

There was no one who dared to disobey the supreme helmsman of the Chiang Mansion so blatantly;

No one dares to denounce the injustice of the head of the family in such a loud voice;

No one dares to express her inner anger and dissatisfaction in front of Jiang Quan.

It was such words that made me clearly realize for the first time that the poor old lady was in my eyes. In the eyes of others, he is an executioner with a sharp knife, who can take people's lives at every turn.

Old lady. How did we get here?

……

People, sometimes they really can't earn their lives.

The enemy you hate, not only lives in this world, but also rides a high horse. Added to the rank of knight. But you can't help it.

Is there a more heart-wrenching grudge than this?

Your pampered relatives not only stretched out their knives to their hands and siblings, but also caused the dignified Annan Hou Mansion to fall apart overnight, and the building collapsed.

Is there a more heart-wrenching pain than this?

The man you love and hate all your life not only didn't let you see the last time, but even deprived you of the qualification to be buried by his side after death.

Is there a more indelible hatred than this?

Without!

There really isn't any!

There seemed to be an electric light passing in front of my eyes. In this short moment, I suddenly understood it thoroughly. Why uncle, he, for the rest of his life. Never fell in love with Miss.

Because of the young lady, her surname is Zhou, and she is the eldest lady from the Hou Mansion of Annan.

And the Marquis of Annan Mansion not only buried the Jiang and Xu families, but also buried the peace and joy of my uncle's life.

Uncle has a heart-wrenching resentment in his heart that is more heart-wrenching than Miss, a more heart-wrenching pain like a knife, and a more unforgettable hatred!

……

My young lady, the young lady I have protected all my life, she finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell into my arms.

I hugged her stiff body and screamed to the ground.

My heart, gloomy and wandering, I don't know where my soul goes!

……

The old monk of Yunyan Temple once said that everything has cause and effect, and everything follows the cause.

I often think that if the Marquis of Annan is defeated, it is the retribution of Sun Tzu's failure; So what is the old lady doing to where she is today?

No one answered me this question. The spacious bedroom was dark, and the air was filled with the smell of medicine, which was so suffocating and oppressive that I couldn't breathe.

The old lady lay upright on the bed, her pale face and empty eyes were dim. The breath of death slowly enveloped her, who had just passed her sixties.

I leaned closer, gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and called softly: "Old lady! ”

My tears rained down!

……

I used to naively think that with the old lady's family background, if I marry into the Jiang family, I will definitely win the heart of a man. Even if you can't get it for a while, after a long time, men will always be moved.

But now, I understand that some things, some people, are destined to not be obtained in this life. Whether you are a lady of the Hou Mansion or a lady of the sky, you are the richest person in the world, and there will always be times when you can't ask for it.

Blame whom?

Who can you blame?

Who can I blame for the old lady?

I really want to go to the old lady's grave and ask him, the old lady, she likes you so much, she likes you all her life, she wants to live a good life with you, why do you still treat her like this in the end?

Where did she go wrong?

What's wrong with her?

The old lady raised her head, looked at me softly, and said not a word. Holding high in his hand is still the well-made rabbit lamp.

I asked him, aren't you tired of holding it like this?

He replied to me, "I'm not tired, I'm not tired of doing anything for her!"

I asked him again, Miss is willing to do anything for you, not too tired!

He raised his eyebrows, and the most gentle smile bloomed on his lips, your young lady, it's too late!

……

I'm old, I'm dazzled, my teeth are out, and I've not seen the winter sun for a long time.

However, God still kept me alive.

I've lived so long that no one will listen to me anymore about all the old things. Those who are willing to listen have left me a few years ago.

The day the young lady went. It was a rainy day in early winter.

That year, Yan Nanguo didn't know which general rebelled, and led the armies of other countries to the northwest. I still remember the snow that winter. It is very large, quite a bit of the style of the capital.

The eldest man took the letter from the capital and read it to the old lady word by word.

The old lady listened to this, and suddenly laughed out loud, and the laughter was terrifying.

That night, she went.

By the time I went into the house in the middle of the night to feed the old lady, she was already half cold.

I found out later. The old lady's illegitimate son outside, the young man named Xu Siyuan, is gone!

The old lady hates the man. Finally all gone.

I cleaned the old lady with my own hands, and her cloudy eyes could no longer shed tears.

Old lady, you've been holding your breath for most of your life. In summary. I still haven't seen it. When you saw that their family was reunited, you were unwilling, so you followed them like this, why bother?

Their family of three is affectionate, where will there be a place for you......

People, you can't always look forward, sometimes, you have to look backwards; You can't always think about what you don't have. Think more about what you have.

You have to listen to Mama's words and find a man who feels sorry for you. What a good thing it would be to live a life with Hemeimei!

I combed the young lady's hair one by one and muttered in her ear.

The sun was still slanting in the room, shining softly on the young lady's face. Under the light and shadow, the young lady's mouth pouted slightly, as delicate as a rose. The fine fluff has distinct roots. The high chin has a beautiful arc and exudes a delicate luster.

She turned her face away, raised a smile, looked at me with bright eyes, and said shyly: "Mama, the man who carried the lantern last night smiled so beautifully!" ”

……

"Mama, what are you muttering about? The medicine is cold, it's time to drink the medicine! I'll help you up. Ah Song threw off a big braid and walked to my bed.

"Ason...... All lives have passed...... Why did this medicine cool down! I held out my hand and wanted to point to the sunlight outside the window.

"Mama, what nonsense are you talking about, what life has passed, I'm afraid it's a dream." Ah Song put my hand down, I helped me up, and found a comfortable position for me.

"Dreaming?"

"It's not a dream, I've heard you talk in your dreams!" Ah Song blew on the medicine and brought it to my mouth.

"Bitter ...... Very! Yes...... Don't drink it? I looked at Ah Song with a bitter face.

"Mama is obedient, this medicine, our grandmother begged Miss Santael to get you the prescription, and it is spiritual. Your bowl of medicine is worth Ah Song's monthly silver for two years. Mama can't live up to the big grandma's heart. ”

After the old lady left, I became the oldest person in the house. Uncle, my grandmother saw that I had been waiting for their grandmother all my life, so she helped me choose a small yard, which was delicious and delicious, and sent five or six maids to wait for me. During the New Year's holidays, uncle, grandma will also bring the brothers and sisters in the house to talk to me and chat.

As a slave and maidservant, I can live to this extent, and I am the first one in the world.

"Miss Santael? Which Miss Three-Two? "I don't remember such a young lady in Jiang's mansion.

"Mama forgot, a few years ago, Miss Four came back to the south, and the girl who followed behind her was Miss Sanliang. Did she give you a pulse? ”

"Nonsense again, how can the child take the pulse and coax me again?" I was a little confused.

"This child has been a miracle doctor since he was a child, and when he was still in his mother's womb, he would read medical books. Hey, I'm with you, I can't tell. Mama, after taking the medicine, while there is no wind outside today and the sun is enough, after a while, I will let you go outside to bask in the sun and remove the moisture on your body. ”

Ah Song fed me the medicine while thunderbolting, talking without gasping.

For some reason, I heard it in my heart and liked it very much.

When I was as young as her, I didn't dare to speak like this, at that time, the rules of the Hou Mansion were big, and if I said a word more, someone would point fingers behind my back.

Hou Mansion? How I remembered the old days.

……

The winter afternoon sun made me unable to open my eyes, and my body was warm.

Ah Yuan buried his head in helping me trim my nails, and his focused expression was very similar to me when I was young.

At that time, as long as it was a winter afternoon, my lady and I would move bamboo chairs and go to the yard to bask in the sun.

I crouched down beside the young lady and trimmed her nails into the oval shape she liked. The young lady has a pair of white, slender hands, the roots are like green onions, which are particularly beautiful.

I always say that a woman who can grow such a pair of hands will be prosperous, wealthy, and full of blessings. The young lady chuckled, threw herself into my arms, and shyly called "Mama".

……

The young lady's coffin was not buried next to her uncle. There was no place for her in that place.

The old lady Xing was the master, buried the young lady in the ancestral grave of the Jiang family, and buried a set of pen, ink, paper and inkstone used by the former uncle and placed it in the body of the young lady.

Every year on Qingming and death days, I will always follow everyone in the house to the ancestral grave to worship together. When I was too old to walk, I didn't go again.

For some reason, the sun is shining on me and I want to sleep.

I sighed softly and slowly closed my eyes.

Seeing that I was sleepy, Ah Yuan took out a blanket from the house and gently covered me.

I wanted to look at her again, but I didn't bother to open my eyes again.

I'm dreaming again.

In the dream, Miss ran to my side lightly, shook my bamboo, and called softly: "Mama, Mama!" ”

Miss's face is as delicate and moving as the peach blossom, and the smile, like the spring breeze in March, blows through people's hearts, soft, sweet, and extraordinarily moving!

I lifted the blanket and looked back at the carved Jiang Mansion, without a trace of nostalgia in my heart.

Miss, wait for Mama.

Mama is here to wait for you...... (To be continued.) )

ps: Some book friends asked why they wrote about Mama Qian's extras.

Baozi wants to say: This old woman witnessed the whole process of Zhou Yujing from a girl to death; witnessed the whole process of a husband and wife from acquaintance to absolute decision, and witnessed the whole process of a woman from love to hate, from hate to evil.

I just want to objectively dissect the grievances between Jiang Zhen, Zhou Yujing, and Xu Jinxin from a different perspective.

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The new book has been uploaded, the title of the book is "The Best Girl", I hope that all book friends will collect it and vote for a recommendation, Baozi is very grateful!

It's still the same sentence: write with your heart, write a good book! We're with you every step of the way! (..)

( Miss Jiang Si )