Chapter 165: Unworthy

Since she left Shangguan's house, since she went to Liuli Temple, since she personally pushed the person she loved into the abyss, after that, she has never received a trace of love, not nothing, but she deliberately avoided, deliberately escaped, or deliberately punished herself......

Chu Lianruo sighed, after today, she and Shangguan Wenci may each have their own secrets, although I don't know what it is, although there is no so-called real evidence, but the two of them will at least be friends for a long time.

Her original hunch was really accurate, Shangguan Wenci would become an ally.

It's just that a lot of things have happened in this, and when I think of it, Shangguan Wenci came back for only a short time, how can it seem like a long time has passed.

Chu Lianruo said angrily: "Speaking of which, since you came back, it seems that there has been no peace in this palace. "There's no acne, she's just telling the truth.

"Who said it wasn't, I really shouldn't come back according to Concubine Xi's meaning." Shangguan Wenci laughed humbly, and he didn't have any anger.

"Should I come back? You're all back! I persuaded you at the beginning, don't let the trouble come out of your mouth, and now that we are under the same roof, I don't want to be affected by you. Chu Lianruo still looked at Shangguan Wenci obliquely, and she didn't know if it was because of the bed or because of her own inner emotions.

Shangguan Wenci shrugged his shoulders without caring at all about her merciless words, "Concubine Xi is right, since we are in the same boat in the future, you have to help me well, otherwise I may not be able to implicate you when I don't know when." ”

Chu Lianruo felt that this person had a feeling of breaking the jar, and seemed to regard herself as a dependent force for a moment, and she didn't know if it was the poisoning that this time had caused her.

"Concubine Wen has always been smart, and now we can't do anything, but we don't need my help." Chu Lianruo pulled the corners of her mouth and said as if it were true or false.

Shangguan Wenci actually smiled noncommittally, after about a cup of tea, she didn't say anything more, Chu Lianruo wondered if she could let Qingqing come over and clean up the mess on the ground, and suddenly heard her say: "By the way, I want to ask you, what is the relationship between Xiao Feng Shizi and you?" ”

Chu Lianruo was stunned, and the word Qingqing, who was about to be called out just now, went around in a circle in her mouth and swallowed it back.

"Feng Shizi and I...... It does not matter. She didn't know how Shangguan Wenci involved her with Xiao Feng, but fortunately she didn't see what was going on between herself and Xu Yang.

As soon as he thought of Xu Yang, Chu Lianruo's heart instantly pinched, he had just left, he didn't even look at her when he left, was he really angry?

Won't he come again? Can she still accept Xu Yang's protection so with peace of mind?

If it had been at the beginning, because of the two of them, she would have ...... But now, she always felt that she was betraying Xu Yang, knowing that her actions in front of Xu Rong would definitely make him dissatisfied, but she still did it for her own purposes.

She knew that Xu Yang would be unhappy in her heart, she knew it......

Shangguan Wenci didn't know that he just mentioned it casually, which made Chu Lianruo show this sad expression as if the whole world had abandoned her, and her heart ached, at the beginning, she was also like this.

Freemasonry?

No, it's not, the person who could tear her heart apart is gone, gone forever.

But Chu Lianruo's still exists, and I can still see it occasionally, but how cruel fate is, maybe life and death are more comfortable than such torture.

She didn't speak, just sighed softly, and when Chu Lianruo relieved herself, she moved the corners of her lips: "I just said a few days ago that I would let you see my joke in the future, and I fulfilled it today, and it is really a turn of feng shui." She had a smile on her lips, but it didn't reach the bottom of her eyes, and she said it with a clear self-deprecation.

"It's not a joke, it's about love, so you can never make a joke." Shangguan Wenci made the god send a god to say a sentence that was not filtered in his mind at all. Her expression was so serious, so inviolable.

Chu Lianruo was stunned, love, what a sacred word, does Shangguan Wenci mean that she and Xu Yang? But Xu Yang is angry, people will always feel tired, they live in two places, they haven't seen each other for ten days and a half months, and they both have an identity that can't be shaken off, at first they may have a fresh feeling because of this kind of stimulation, and over time, they will be disgusted after all.

She said this to herself, she didn't know how long she would stay in this palace, but it was estimated that it would take three years and two years, and no matter how good her head was, she would always do something to take advantage of being a woman.

Today's willful coquettish is just a drop in the bucket, maybe she can keep her physical innocence because of her wandering, but in addition, she has put on so many masks, and she is bound to make so many expressions of joy, anger and sorrow, can she really be regarded as preserving her innocence?

Chu Lianruo's face became more and more gloomy, maybe the word love is not suitable for herself in this life at all. (

Chu Lianruo, who had figured it out, once again got into the high wall she had built for herself, trapping herself to death.

Chu Lianruo's thoughts flew in her mind, and it took a while for a while to spit out a sentence that suppressed her feelings, she said, "Love? It's really not a joke! ”

Xu Yang and Rong Yue, who left this side, took Lin Su away when they first went out, which is also a normal thing, after all, Lin Su is the leader of the second team, and with him, some things can be known more clearly.

The unhappiness that rose in Xu Yang's heart had slowly dissipated, knowing that such a situation was not Chu Lianruo's intention, and he did not have any position to blame her, but gave birth to infinite pity, she was so involuntarily unable to help herself, what reason did he have to sulk by himself, maybe the most uncomfortable person in his heart at that moment was her.

Sighing slowly, Rong Yue walked beside him and glanced at Xu Yang in surprise: "You were sighing just now?" He looked rare and strange, and simply kept a certain distance from their Lin Su, three feet away from the two of them, probably because he was afraid of seeing something that he shouldn't see, so he kept his head down and only looked at the road, and resolutely carried out the eight words "Don't look at incivility" and "Don't listen to incivility" to the end.

Xu Yang glanced at Rong Yue, "If your ears are not deaf, then it is." ”

Rong Yue pursed his lips, "This person is not yours?" He glanced meaningfully at Lin Su, who was a certain distance away from them and looked at his nose and nose.

"Do you think the entire palace is mine?" Xu Yang looked at Rong Yue like an idiot.

Rong Yue choked, and then found that he seemed to be thinking too much, if Xu Yang's people could be seen everywhere in this palace, then he could directly replace them, and he still needed Chu Lianruo's chess piece?

Of course, he didn't dare to say it, if Chu Lian was a chess piece, he didn't dare to guarantee that this person who took people very seriously would not beat him halfway.

It's a pity that what he doesn't know is that Chu Lianruo is also the one who holds the son.

"When you suddenly got up before, there was a moment of darkness and guilt in your woman's eyes, did you see it?" Xu Yang was angry in his heart before, he didn't look in the direction of Chu Lianruo, but Rong Yue is a good person, he can guess Xu Yang's psychology, and of course he is also curious about Chu Lianruo's psychology.

I subconsciously looked over, but I didn't want to see the extremely deep gloom and sadness that was hidden.

"Damn, why didn't you say it earlier." The two of them walked all the way to the palace where the rest of the second team of the Praetorian Guard were imprisoned. Xu Yang glared at him coldly, and Rong Yue felt that he was probably a good person who was not rewarded.

"I just remembered." What he said was reasonable, although he really just remembered it, but Xu Yang naturally didn't believe it.

But they had already stepped into the courtyard, and they couldn't just be separated, which was too suspicious.

However, Xu Yang's face was not good, but Rong Yue was smiling with a spring breeze on his face.

After everyone saw the salute, they were silent and looked at each other at the same time, and they had also heard of Prince Ling, just because they took a fancy to the imperial guard and the concubine of Dingguo, Feng Shizi, then they were better to hide.

All the Praetorian Guards lowered their heads almost at the same time, not daring to let Xu Yang show the slightest interest in them.

Rong Yue was amused to see it, this Xu Yang's reputation is really visible everywhere.

"Have you laughed enough?" He said coldly, now his heart has rushed to Chu Lianruo's body early, he has always known that although Chu Lianruo said that he did acquiesce to him, he did accept it, but he knew that there would always be a secret in her body that others could not touch, a secret that could ruin this relationship.

It wasn't because of the appearance of the light wind, but a secret that Chu Lianruo might never say, the secret that allowed her to send a dagger into her lower abdomen without blinking an eye, the secret that allowed her to be tortured by the illusory medicine.

"That's enough, Lord Wang, please first." Rong Yue said deliberately, he could be regarded as having learned ten out of ten the warmth on Xiao Feng's face.

The Praetorian Guards were apprehensive in their hearts, but for King Ling, as a soldier, most of them were still in awe, yes, there was respect, there was fear, and there were contradictions, of course, the most contradictory thing was probably that they did not agree with his hobby of breaking his sleeves.

Xu Yang glanced at him, and then at the Praetorian Guards in the courtyard, knowing that Xiao Feng was not there, he couldn't let Rong Yue interrogate here, otherwise he would definitely go back to Xiyan Palace as soon as possible.

"Let's talk about that night!" Xu Yang just said simply, but everyone still looked at each other, not knowing where to start. "Didn't you hear the king's words?" Frowning, he spoke again. There was a subtle anger between the eyebrows.

"It starts with you." Rong Yue saw that Xu Yang seemed to be very unhappy, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, so he casually stopped the first person standing in line.

Lin Su nodded at them, and everyone began to speak one by one.

The first one to speak was that he rushed into Chu Lianruo's main hall and saw nothing.

The second says that he and a group of people entered the side hall, and likewise saw nothing.

Third ...... The fourth is all one caliber.

It seems that there are no flaws, but the more they unify the caliber, the more they feel that something is wrong.

After settling down, there were no clues, and all of them were talking about what they had gone in to search, and they didn't say a word about what was wrong with the people present at that time.

The sun has turned west, and time is flowing imperceptibly.

When the two of them came out of the Forbidden Palace, their faces were gloomy, but after walking a little way, Rong Yue suddenly said: "You have looked like someone owes you ten thousand taels of silver since you came out of Xiyan Palace today, and I am alone, I am really incomprehensible." ”

Xu Yang flicked his sleeves and did not deny it.

Rong Yue wanted to say something more, but saw a figure walking in front of him, and from a distance, it seemed to be the father-in-law who followed the emperor today.

"This is Gonggong Li, I'm afraid that the person who came is not good, so you should pay attention to yourself when the time comes." Xu Yang tilted his head as if he unintentionally approached Rong Yue's ear, looking at it from a distance, it seemed to be an intimate action.

Gonggong Li's footsteps were obviously stunned, and Rong Yue felt that this person was quite interesting.

"The old slave has seen the prince, the prince." Gonggong Li still came over in the end.

"Gonggong Li is in a hurry, where are you going?" Xu Yangming knew that the target of this Gonggong Li was the two of them, but he still pretended not to know and asked.

Rong Yue secretly gave him a thumbs up in his heart for this appearance of pretending to be garlic, and this person is sometimes thick-skinned.

"The old slave is here to find the two masters, and the emperor wants to see Feng Shizi." While Gonggong Li was respectful, his face was also full of smiles, and he said slowly.

"Didn't you just see it in Xiyan Palace before?" Xu Yang narrowed his eyes with some dissatisfaction.

"This ...... Xu is two masters left in a hurry, and the emperor later chatted with Concubine Wen for a while, and seemed to have thought of something! "Father-in-law Li is obviously lying, what suddenly came to mind? What can Xu Rong think of, whoever is politically in this harem is unfavorable to him, but not political is even more disadvantageous.

"Lord, I'll go with Gonggong Li, do you want to go back first?" Rong Yue learned from Xiao Feng's appearance, and said half respectfully and half refusal.

Xu Yang glared at Gonggong Li dissatisfiedly, then looked at Rong Yue again, and finally finally dropped a word under Gonggong Li's nervous gaze: "Okay!" ”

Gonggong Li left with Xiao Feng, and Xu Yang stood in place for a long time before leaving the palace.

Of course, everything is just a faΓ§ade, he left the palace with his front foot in front of the palace gate guards, and re-entered the palace with his back foot to avoid everyone's patrol, but the former is above board, and the latter is cautious.

This time, the target is directed at the Xiyan Palace. He was worried about Chu Lianruo, afraid that her little head would have some bad thoughts. didn't let anyone see him, his light work had reached Zhenhua, plus he was more familiar with this place than anyone else, and the window was open.

Before entering the house, he picked up a small stone and shot it at Shangguan Wenci in the house, right in the middle of the sleeping hole. Now that Concubine Wen's maid Su Rong is here, he doesn't have to worry about being seen by other people who break in.

Chu Lianruo was talking to Shangguan Wenci, and suddenly she didn't hear a response, just now she felt a little strange, and there was already a slender figure standing in her room.

"Xu Yang!" She muttered quietly, but never said anything.

The excitement of a moment was taken down in an instant, and there were suddenly no more waves in those eyes, and the wind was calm.

Xu Yang's heart froze, did his guess come true after all? No, what he Xu Yang wanted, he didn't get it yet, he recognized this person, and it was impossible for her to have a chance to escape, "Ruo'er, don't you want to see me?" ”

Chu Lianruo raised her hand to cover her eyebrows, blocking her vision even more, she couldn't close her eyes and not look at it, she could only use her hands to cover it in vain.

It's just this action, but the back of her hand that was red in order to block Guan Wenci's slap before, although Siwei has already put ice on her for a while, but it has only been a few hours, and it has not subsided.

"What's going on?" When Xu Yang first saw her action of deliberately blocking her vision, he was helpless and annoyed, but when he saw the red and swollen back of his hand, all his anger was left behind.

His concern had already been engraved into his heart, and all of it could not withstand the impact of any small scar that appeared on Chu Lianruo's body.

Xu Yang stepped to the bed, and subconsciously wanted to grab Chu Lianruo's hand, but he didn't know when Chu Lianruo's reaction ability became so fast, so he actually put down his hand and was caged in the quilt.

His outstretched hand was stunned three inches before Chu Lianruo's eyebrows, and then he could advance an inch!

"Lord Wang, you shouldn't have come at this time." Chu Lianruo tilted her head, not wanting Xu Yang to see the bitterness in her eyes. She really doesn't deserve to be loved!

"You still care about me." Unexpectedly, Xu Yang withdrew his hand, did not get angry, but sat on the edge of the bed calmly, and said softly.

Chu Lianruo didn't know how to say anything else for a while, silent, there was only silence in this space.

After a long time, a long time, it wasn't until Chu Lianruo was tired from maintaining a posture and finally couldn't help but want to change his head to another angle, Xu Yang spoke again: "Didn't we say okay?" ”

Yes, they have already said that when Xu Yang visited Xiyan Palace at night, why did everything seem to return to the beginning, and it seemed to be better than before.

Chu Lianruo opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't speak.

"Don't you like me?" Xu Yang continued to ask, he broke Chu Lianruo's head with one hand, and met her eyes domineeringly, not allowing her to escape at all.

"I ......" Chu Lianruo's voice seemed to have lost the function of speech in an instant, and her vision was slightly blurred, and then began to condense again, focusing on Xu Yang's body. I don't deserve it. The voice was as low as a mosquito and a fly, if Xu Yang's attention hadn't been focused on her, she might not have been able to hear it at all.

"Ha, you're going to say you're unworthy?" Xu Yang seemed to have heard some ridiculous joke, laughing unscrupulously, Chu Lianruo's brows slowly furrowed, even if there was no one else here, he shouldn't be so bold. But more than that, why is Xu Yang so smiling?

"Chu Lianruo, tell me, how do the people in the capital and even the whole country think of me now?"

Chu Lianruo didn't understand what Xu Yang meant, so she was silent.

"This king tells you, one by one, they will only avoid me, and will only say, look, this is the prince with broken sleeves, this is the person who likes men so much, they will think I am disgusting, they will feel disdainful, they will think that I am a prince who has ruined the face of the royal family......"

"No, you're not!" Chu Lianruo eagerly denied it, she wanted to shake her head, but found that Xu Yang's hand was holding her jaw, so tight that she couldn't move at all, she just denied it with her eyes and lips, "You are the heroic prince of the border pass, you are the prince who distinguishes right from wrong in the court, your ruthlessness is just to treat the enemy, you are not like that, you know it, I know it......"

Xu Yang just sneered: "Yes, you know, do you know why you say that you are not worthy, just because you and Xu Rong acted on the spot, you denied yourself?" He has always been angry in his heart, but he is as calm as him, forbearant as him, and arrogant as him, and he has never been so cathartic.

This time, what does this little woman say? He even said that he was not worthy of him?

Chu Lianruo's eyes darkened, and sure enough, Xu Yang slapped his palm on the chessboard next to the bed, and as a result, all the chess pieces fell to the ground again, and the sound of 'crackling' was endless.

Chu Lianruo was shocked, she had never seen Xu Yang angry, whether it was in the Lingwang Mansion or the few times she met in the palace later, all she saw was the gentle and tender Xu Yang, or the cunning and demonic Xu Yang, she had never seen him so violent.

But fear doesn't come as quickly as your own knee-jerk worry: "Don't even come in." Chu Lianruo immediately shouted. Qingqing had already sensed something, so naturally she would not go in, and at the same time stopped Siwei, and when she heard Chu Lianruo's words, she was even more sure in her heart.

When Xu Yang began to see Chu Lianruo's eyes showing fear, the anger in his heart was even worse, but when he heard her shout, the corners of his mouth slowly hooked, but at this moment, in Chu Lianruo's eyes, he felt that it was a Shura from hell.

However, she was so scared that she disappeared like this, because she knew that this person would not hurt her no matter what!

I spit on myself a little, I really don't know where this confidence comes from? "Yes, I have low self-esteem, I play with Xu Rong, you as a man, can you endure it all the time? You can't! She asked herself.

"Do you know what your expression was like?" The smile on the corner of Xu Yang's mouth was even worse, but he didn't answer Chu Lianruo's words, and he didn't answer the question.

Chu Lianruo glared at him, but those pair of pupils did not have any deterrent effect at all.

"This king told you that your expression just now was simply wronged." Xu Yang's hand moved from Chu Lianruo's jaw to his shoulder, and with a hard effort, he pulled it up.

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