6. I forgive you
When I finally struggled to wake up from the darkness, my whole body felt as if it had been disassembled, reassembled, and reassembled and reassembled N times, and I felt that every part was so tired and heavy. Not surprisingly, after a night of cold wind, there was a big fight, and I caught a cold, and it seemed that I had a fever.
My throat seemed to be dried by the sun and weathered, painful and dry, and I struggled hard to get up and find some water to drink, but unfortunately after trying hard for a long time, I still failed to convey the command to get up to my body.
Maybe I was moving too much, and I finally woke up the person on the sofa opposite. In a daze, I felt that the man was reclining on the couch, and when he found me awake, he rushed to me.
"You're awake, come, drink some water." Someone helped me up, and told me to lie down on top of him, and then he took a cup of water and fed me water.
Carefully sipping the water in the cup, it's really not that I don't want to take a big sip, but my throat hurts too much, and it hurts to swallow saliva.
With the replenishment of water, my memory also began to slowly recover, and it seems that the family did not leave last night, and kept watch on the sofa all night.
"You..." I was finally able to speak, though my voice was hoarse like my grandmother's bellows, and I couldn't listen to it myself.
"Don't talk yet, I say you can just listen." Chengjia helped me lie down, pulled over the stool and sat down, and whispered: "You have a fever, it's all my fault, I didn't take good care of you." I've already taken a leave of absence for you, and the work side has been finished, so don't worry. ”
I nodded, and lay limply on the bed.
Chengjia leaned over and helped me straighten out my scattered hair, moving gently as if I were a fragile porcelain doll, and then said, "If you don't wake up, I'll take you to the hospital." Fortunately, the doctor came to see it, and said that he would take the medicine to control it first, and finally fed the medicine to you. ”
Looking at the annoyed and distressed expressions of the family, as well as the sadness emanating from the body, my heart is extremely soft, and those former injuries seem to be gone, only this full of care and distress.
I couldn't help but raise my arm and caress his brow with my fingertips, at this moment, it seemed that as long as I could stretch his tightly knit brow and drive away the sadness in his heart, I could ignore the pain that had been.
In this way, the family insisted on staying and taking care of me despite my opposition.
In the middle of the night, I lay in bed, maybe I slept too much during the day, and now I can't sleep at all. By the moonlight outside the window, I watched the family curled up on the sofa and fell asleep, and the joys and pains of the past unfolded in front of my eyes.
couldn't help but sigh lightly, turned over and headed inside, no longer looking at the family.
"Can't sleep?" The voice of the family with a deep sleepiness came.
"No, you can sleep." I whispered back.
In the darkness, a small murmur came as Cheng Jia walked up to me.
I didn't turn around, I didn't make a sound, I didn't pretend I didn't know. After a while, I felt Chengjia's hand reach my forehead, and after confirming that I had a fever, I smiled and said, "The fever is gone." ”
I didn't respond, closing my eyes tightly, trying to pretend I was asleep.
Cheng Jia did not expose me, but just stood quietly at the head of my bed, silent for a long time, and said, "I'm sorry. ”
I closed my eyes, but tears couldn't help but slip from the corners of my eyes, wet the pillow towel, and whispered, "I forgive you." ”
"Shall we start over?" The voice of the person behind him also choked, and he said in a dumb voice: "Just once, for the last time... Forgive me. ”
"Hmm." I nodded and said no more.
After a day and a night of rest, it feels like a new birth. After washing, I couldn't help but want to yell: "I, Hu Hansan, are back again!" ”
The family consciously ran downstairs to drive and concentrate on being my coachman, originally I refused, but it is really not easy to take a taxi during the morning rush hour, not to mention that my cold and fever are also due to someone's gift, and I will enjoy someone's hospitality for a while.
When I arrived at the company, I got out of the car and went straight to the lab, completely ignoring the family who was busy parking behind me.
"Why didn't you wait for me to pick you up and run over by yourself." Chengjia stopped the car and trotted all the way to catch up, with the expression of a little daughter-in-law, and even showed me a little aggrieved, as if I didn't wait for him to be a big rebellion.
"Why should I wait for you?" I couldn't help laughing, "Also, the problem on your side has been solved, and I will go back after the handover in the next few days." ”
"Huh? You're going back! Don't you forgive me? "When I heard this, I was immediately anxious, no longer making a fuss, and I didn't care if I was in the company, and wanted to reach out to grab me.
"Impact, pay attention to the impact." I took a few steps back, made sure it was a safe distance, and then said, "I just forgive you and promise to start over with you, but please note that the starting point of this start is a friend, not a lover, a friend, OK?" Shaking his head, he didn't bother to pay attention to anyone anymore and walked straight to the office.
Someone floated behind him whispered intermittently, "... Effect... Now that I think about it, I don't notice a little... ”
"What?" I turned my head, shot a knife in the eye, and finally, my world was quiet.
As soon as I stepped into the laboratory, I could feel that the way people looked at me was obviously different from before.
It's not that I haven't thought about this outcome, but it's already like this, and I don't want to pay too much attention to it. Although my mother always taught me that "geese have left a voice, people have left a name, and girls must pay attention to their reputation", this situation is really not what I want it to do. What's more, I have understood a little bit in the past few years of working hard outside, in fact, people living in this world are nothing more than spending on others, and occasionally consuming and consuming others.
I briefly communicated with Director Wang about some follow-up matters, and I was ready to take people back with us.
As soon as I came out of Director Wang's office, I was pulled aside by Sister Yan and squeezed my eyebrows.
"Sister, what's wrong with you?" I was laughed at by Sister Yan's heart, and finally couldn't help but ask, "We have something to say, I am scared that you laugh so much." ”
Sister Yan immediately had an expression of being hit by me, and then mysteriously approached me and said, "Xiao Xiao, what is the relationship between you and Director Cheng?" ”
Sure enough, I knew that what was supposed to come would always come.
Fortunately, after all these years of training, my skin has thickened a few degrees, and of course this level of minor problems is not difficult for me, I blinked, tried to make myself look quite sincere, and smiled and said, "It's okay, we used to be a university." Sister, you think too much. ”
"How is that possible? I'm very optimistic about you and Director Cheng. Sister Yan took my arm and didn't let me leave, and then said, "Xiao Xiao, don't deny it, Director Cheng came to our house in the middle of the night and knocked on the door, saying that you had a cold and wanted to lend you ginger to make ginger soup." ”
"Ginger soup?!" Oh my god! God, you're playing with me, aren't you?!
Sister Yan didn't seem to see my sudden frozen expression, and then said passionately: "Let me tell you, although I am not as old as my parents, but I and our family are basically growing up watching adults. This kid looks cold and a little difficult to get along with, and after a long time you will find that he is very nice. In the past few years, he has also had a good little girl by his side, and it is the first time I have seen him so attentive. ”
"Sister, you really misunderstood." I said helplessly, not knowing how to explain it. Sister Yan saw that I denied it again and again, and thought I was shy, so she directly gave me a "I understand" expression, patted me on the shoulder and left.
Sitting in his seat alone, he couldn't help but start thinking about what Sister Yan said. Isn't the family in love with Li Mei? What's going on here?
If you don't understand, you just don't think about it, and if you don't hope, you won't be disappointed, I told myself.
At noon, a few of our girls went directly to the company cafeteria to eat, and not long after finding a good place to sit down and eat, we came over with lunch boxes as a family. Looking at Sister Yan's strong eyes on the other side, I pretended not to see anything and buried my head in eating.
"You haven't caught a cold yet, you need to eat something light." Someone sat down next to me, opened the lunch box in his hand, and pushed it in front of me.
I moved my plate to the side, and my body moved with it, trying to calm my voice and saying, "No thanks!" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Chengjia waved my dinner plate in front of him, put the lunch box in front of me, and said with a doting tone: "Be obedient, eat well." ”
Coax... My face flushed instantly.
The other girls at the same table couldn't help but cover their mouths and laugh, Sister Yan held her heart in her hand and said with a smile: "Oh, Xiao Xiao, don't be embarrassed, don't you just send a meal, it doesn't matter, we all understand, we all understand." The others chatted and nodded desperately.
I really couldn't eat it anymore, glared at someone, and this thing actually laughed at Sister Yan. Seeing that I was glaring at him, he leaned over facelessly and whispered, "Is it a cold and no strength?" Shall I feed you? ”
"You give me potatoes down the hill - get out of here!" I said viciously.
"Good ~ The earth is round, I will roll around and finally roll to your side, don't bother with it, let's eat well!" Cheng Jia picked up the food I had just eaten and put it in his mouth, motioning for me to continue eating as he ate.
"You..." I really didn't want to get anyone else's attention anymore and whispered, "That's my lunch!" ”
"Don't be stingy, it's not for you."
"You know I didn't mean that?" I was so angry that I wanted to get up and grab the plate.
"We didn't do that very often." Cheng Jia said casually, and after speaking, he sent another mouthful of food to his mouth.
That was before, when you were my male ticket, okay? Of course, it's okay for couples to swap food with each other and eat something. The question is, now I have nothing to do with you, wool, okay?
I resisted the urge to dismantle this goods, and then looked at Sister Yan and the gossiping girls who had been paying close attention to our two movements not far away, and sat down hatefully.
"I found that I haven't seen you for a few years, and your shamelessness is simply getting worse and stronger, and you are about to catch up with the thickness of the Great Wall!"
"It's not easy to be polite, polite, it's not easy to find a daughter-in-law these days, so I can only continue to improve my ability." Cheng Jia said with a smile.
"Stinky and shameless, who is your daughter-in-law?"
"Whoever answers the call is my daughter-in-law." Cheng Jia continued to look like a scoundrel, and said with a smile: "You just answered?" ”
"You..." I really didn't want to waste my brain cells with this person anymore, so I just got up and strode out of the restaurant.