Chapter 70: Heartache
She was like a puppet with a string off, she turned around in a daze, didn't even look at the surrounding scenery, just hugged the child and walked away, her thin back reflected on the high walls around her, making her even more humble and small, and so pitiful.
Su Liuyu quietly watched her leave and did not step forward to stop her. There was some inexplicable emotion surging in his eyes, this feeling came very suddenly, which caught him off guard, and he was also very uncomfortable and felt strange. He didn't know what this feeling was, only that another unspeakable anger was surging in his chest and abdomen, but he didn't know how to suppress it.
The carriage door opened, Su Liuyuan stood beside him, the eyes under the big curtain stared at him for a long time, and suddenly sighed, the thin and slender body was very vicissitudes in the sun, and said sadly: "Forget it, brother, I don't want to harm her, I have lived enough, I don't have to use innocent lives to continue my life..."
Su Liuyu turned his head slightly, looked at him for a long time, and suddenly said softly: "Don't you want to start a family?" ”
Get married? How funny, such a sad fate, not a man or a woman, where is he qualified.
Su Liuyuan was very unfamiliar with this word, his face was bleak and smiled, but he was very bitter, stretched out a pair of delicate and pale hands, and took off the big one, revealing a bewitching and charming face, but that face was extremely pale.
Just looked at Su Liuyu and said in a dry voice: "Look at your hands, they are red, and how much blood is stained on them, they are all unjust souls who died for me in vain." He sighed and said: "I don't know why, the days with Dong Ru are only more than a month, but with her, my heart has calmed down, and I am no longer obsessed with looking for an antidote. ”
Su Liuyu listened lightly, but there was no expression, her eyes lowered, and she slowly stretched out a pair of elegant hands from her sleeves and put them in front of her. Under the sun, the joints of these hands are slender and slender, the roots are delicate and delicate, and the skin is fair and moist, which is more beautiful than a woman's hand, but he holds great power and controls the life and death cycle of many people in the world for the emperor.
Su Liuyu looked silent, Su Liuyuan was right, these hands were stained with blood, whether it was from his own family or from an innocent person.
"Brother, you're emotional." Su Liuyuan suddenly looked at him and said steadily.
His eyes seemed to look in the direction where Dong Ru walked away just now, thinking of Su Liuyu watching Dong Ru go away, the flash of anger and desire to kill in his eyes, if there is anyone in this world who knows Su Liuyu better, then it is none other than him, others don't understand, but he only needs to take a look, and he knows that his brother is emotionally moved for her, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and he looks a little inexplicably happy and relieved.
said with emotion: "Breaking off seven emotions and six desires is the precept of the Su family, it has always been like this, I didn't expect you to have feelings." He said with a sad look on his face, and said bitterly: "I'm glad that you finally have the seven emotions and six desires that ordinary people should have, but I'm afraid that because of this, you will be hurt and threatened because of this." ”
Affection? What is affection? Should he have feelings?
Su Liuyu raised his head and looked at Su Liuyuan indifferently, his eyes were full of doubts, and he was very puzzled by the word emotion. His face is graceful, but his temperament is cold and clear, even if he is confused, he will not ask, only in his heart.
He understood what Su Liuyuan said very well, as smart as he was, and he also realized that there was an inexplicable feeling impacting him now, very strange and shallow, but it felt very real. It's like a weak hand, breaking through a hole in the solid wall that has been fixed in the heart for many years and has not collapsed, very subtle, but that hand is so soft and soft that it is too late to stop it.
He suddenly lowered his head, a hint of sunshine flashed in his eyes, and he consciously took advantage of it now, but he was cocooning himself.
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Dong Ru walked on the street alone, she wanted to go back to the inn, but she got lost, the roads on the street were in all directions, she was full of anticipation when she took the carriage to find Wei Qilang, she didn't expect that there was still time to come back, so she didn't remember the way, but now she is lost.
The scene of the girl in red holding Wei Qilang's arm tightly flashed in my mind over and over again, like an abyss, she was the poor worm, humbly and unjustly struggling in the depths.
After walking aimlessly for a while, she suddenly stopped, woke up, looked at the child in her arms who was being held tightly by herself, and saw that he was curiously turning his little head to look around, and a small mouth was babbling with the noise of the street, and she saw that the bottom of her heart was soft, and all those unpleasantness disappeared.
Su Liuyu is right, be strong.
She eased her emotions, then walked to the street with the child in her arms and talked to a stall owner selling steamed buns, and asked him softly: "Boss, I want to go to Showa Building, please show me the way." ”
The boss looked at such a little woman standing in front of him with a child in her arms, wearing a blue and white plain dress, she looked like she was from the countryside, but that face looked really bright, her little face was white and lush, and her big black eyes were also clear and clear, and she was still shining with tears when she looked at him, standing there and only looking at him softly.
The people who passed by her behind her would more or less pay attention to her, and a glimmer of sparkle flashed in their eyes, which only made Dong Ru's face more shy.
The boss has a lot of eyesight, and when he looks at her like this, he knows that she is thin-skinned and can't stand being looked at like this, so she can stand here and talk to him, but in her heart, she is afraid that she has long wanted to flee from this place.
At that moment, he also smiled kindly, raised his arm and pointed to a road in the distance, and smiled with her: "Do you see the archway in front, walk through the archway and walk another street, you will see it." ”
Following the boss's hand and looking over, Dong Ru had already seen it from a distance, and hurriedly thanked him, then quickly lowered his head and walked away, his face was flushed, and many people on the street were looking at her, she couldn't stand this kind of surprised look, as if she was looking at a special breed of monkey, which only made her want to have wind under her feet and immediately blow back.
It wasn't until she returned to the inn and entered the house that Dong Ru slowly relaxed, but she was silent again, sitting on the edge of the bed, silently looking at the little guy, stretching out a finger to tease him unconsciously, her eyes were blank.
The room was silent, Mu Mu lowered her head and looked at the child for a long time, she suddenly opened her mouth bitterly, wanted to speak, but choked, before she could say it, people left tears, tears hit the child's face, she hurriedly leaned over to wipe him away, only choked and said: "Qi'er, mother, this will take you home." ”
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, and began to clean up.
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Xiao Yong stepped forward, stood behind Wei Qilang and whispered to him: "My lord, do you want your subordinates to clear this entire place?" ”
Wei Qilang stood in front of the door of the Showa Building, with his hands behind his back, holding the box that Xiao Yong had handed over to him before, the box that recorded what Dong Ru did every day, and he was raising his head and quietly staring at a window on the second floor, which was tightly closed, but it made him look inexplicably warm.
asked, only casually said, "Whatever." So he went upstairs alone, leaving Xiao Yong in place.
As soon as he came to the door of the window on the second floor, he frowned when he heard this.
"It's all cold days, where else can I go back?"
A voice came from outside the door, it was still so clear and soft, and it was the same as before, but Dong Ru didn't want to look up, so he was stunned and cleaned up.
She lowered her head, no one could see that her face was actually very pale, since she heard the voice, her lips were trembling, and the scene of him and the girl standing at the door in her mind appeared in front of her at this time, extremely clear, it was difficult to ignore, her heart was aching, she held back her tears to prevent it from flowing out, and slowly packed up the burden under her hand, but her fingers were not flexible, trembling, and her clothes could not be folded and put in the baggage.
Wei Qilang slowly pushed open the door and walked in, his eyes were originally wary and angry, but when he saw the figure sitting on the edge of the bed, thinking about it day and night, and only facing the portrait for countless nights, the anger in his eyes suddenly receded like a tide, and he was instantly dyed with tenderness, and he stared at her softly.
walked towards her quickly, stretched out his arms and was about to embrace the person in his arms, but as soon as he opened his arms, Dong Ru's voice of indifferent rejection came from his ears.
"Don't touch me."
Her voice was broken and disappointed, a little choked in tone, trembling, but very detached, clearly piercing his ears, Wei Qilang's eyes dimmed for a moment, a little hurt, but he took a step forward, crouched down beside her and looked at her deeply.
didn't want him to see the look on his face, so Dong Ru hurriedly turned around and looked at the child. But Wei Qilang made a fake gesture and looked like he was about to squat down and get close to her, but when she turned her head, he suddenly stepped forward and hugged her tightly, and his eyes kept looking at her.
The scene of him and the girl accompanying him appeared in his mind again, Dong Ru only felt an inexplicable rejection in his heart, and immediately began to struggle, but Xianggong's embrace was still so soft, she was already familiar with it, even if she rejected and disgusted it in her mind, her consciousness could not refuse.
She hates herself like this, the thoughts of the past few days and the scene in the morning alternate back and forth in her mind, and his breath is close at hand, they are reunited after being separated for a long time, but it is such a situation, Dong Ru can't help it anymore, the pain suppressed in her heart is extremely uncomfortable, her face is already full of tears, but she lowered her head and insisted on ignoring him. "Pastoral Beauty Girl" only represents the author's point of view, if its content is found to be in violation of national laws and conflicts, please delete it, the position is only committed to providing a healthy and green reading platform.