(413) Am I stupid?

Zhang Qingting sighed faintly, "Originally, I shouldn't have mentioned these things during the Chinese New Year." But Yulian, you must know that we don't say it, it's not that we don't know, it's that everyone doesn't dare to say it. Especially your family, starting with your mother, no one doesn't feel sorry for you. You don't know, last time my aunt came back and said that she was willing to dissolve your marriage contract with Wang'er and accept you as her goddaughter. When your brother went back and said this, your mother began to cry. Your brother said, growing up so big, this is really the first time to see your mother cry so sadly, even a man of your father's age cries like a child. Although I haven't seen it, I can imagine your mother's temper, and you know that she is not good to me, but she is really good to your children. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, do you understand? ”

Zhao Yulian didn't dare to raise her face, she only nodded desperately, and her clothes quickly became wet.

Zhang Qingting continued quietly, "But, after all, you have been separated from them for so many years, you are not together every day, and even meeting is rare, it is unrealistic to say that you can make up for so many years of feelings at once." So, if you have anything on your mind, you still don't dare to tell us, and you hide everything in your heart. This, we really don't blame you for being just Yulian, although I am separated from your brother, but since you keep calling me sister-in-law, there are some things that I still have to say to you. ”

She paused for a moment before she spoke, "You want to comb yourself, it's not realistic, it's not that we insist on forcing you to marry, but you think about it yourself, you are a good girl, and it's not that you can't get married, why do you want to comb yourself?" Even if your own family doesn't ask you why, will your neighbors ask? Will friends and family ask? If you ask, do you think you can use Wang'er's excuse to prevaricate the past? It's impossible, even if you use it reluctantly, that is, you want to trap your aunt and Wang'er for being unkind and unjust, as if you are a goddaughter and a godsister, just to tie you up and sell yourself for them, what does this make others think of aunt, how do you think of Wang'er? ”

"I ......" Zhao Yulian felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, but a thousand words were choked in her throat and she couldn't speak.

Zhang Qingting is really a good medicine, "Do you think it's your business that you don't marry?" Then you are wrong, since you are a member of the family, if you don't get married, it will be the whole family's business."

"Sister-in-law" Zhao Yulian shook her head desperately and squeezed out her words, "I'...... I'm wrong, I'll marry, I'll marry."

She couldn't control the emotions in her heart anymore and turned her head, no matter how hard she couldn't hold back and not make a sound, she was still crying breathlessly.

Zhang Qingting couldn't help but burst into tears, and stretched out his hand to take his sister-in-law into his arms, "Yulian, you ...... Why are you so stupid? He...... People like him are our ...... We can't afford to climb high anyway."

As soon as Zhao Yulian heard this, she knew that her sister-in-law had guessed what was on her mind, and she cried even more in her arms, and after a long time, she gradually calmed down, and her beautiful little face was shrouded in yellow candlelight, showing a different kind of dignified and beautiful. But still in tears, leaning on her warm arms, finally revealed his heart.

"Sister-in-law, will you laugh at me?"

"How so?" Zhang Qingting stroked his sister-in-law's thin shoulders distressedly, "People like him should like it." If I had met when I was unmarried, I might have been like you. ”

"No" Zhao Yulian can be sure, "Sister-in-law, you are a very smart person, you know what you should ask for and what you shouldn't want, you won't be as stupid as me"

Recalling the past, her beautiful and moving eyes showed the shyness and dreaminess of a girl, "I...... The first time I met him, he helped me get rid of Xue Zi'an. I went to thank him when he asked me...... Ask me, 'Is it okay to make a promise with yourself?' I, I just laughed...... And what he said, 'After three laughs, you will get married' I started thinking nonsense...... But I knew that what he said at that time was all jokes and couldn't be taken seriously, but I just couldn't control myself, I just thought about his sister-in-law, am I bad? Very indecent? I'm a bad girl, it must be a bad girl."

Zhang Qingting's heart tightened when he heard this, "Silly girl, you are not bad, you are not bad at all, people like him are originally a scourge"

"It's not his fault, it's all my fault" Zhao Yulian blamed herself, contradicted and painful, "I know that I shouldn't think about him, I shouldn't have known him from the first time I saw him, and later I knew that he was the county master, and he had such a family background, let alone I really tried hard not to think about him, and I really worked hard to stop looking at him."

"I know, I know" Zhang Qingting looked at her urgent eyes, held her hand tightly, and told her very firmly, "I believe you really believe in you"

"Thank you, sister-in-law" Zhao Yulian looked at her gratefully, Orr lowered her head again, and said timidly, "I know that I am not worthy of him, I said not to marry, I want to ...... Thinking of putting him in my heart, he was quiet and quiet, and he didn't want others to disturb him. I actually...... I'm really not that greedy. I don't want him to know, as long as I remember it in my heart and think about him occasionally, it's already ...... That's good. Sister-in-law, am I stupid? ”

Is Zhao Yulian stupid?

I know that there is no result, but I am worried about a person in my heart, and I want to wait silently for my feelings without marrying for the rest of my life, isn't such a woman stupid? Yes, she's stupid. But what young girl hasn't been so stupid?

In a peaceful life, a young man suddenly broke out. He was so handsome, so wise and quick-witted, so suave, so talented. This is like a beam of light, suddenly shining into the woman's dark life, how can she not pounce on it like a moth throwing fire, even if it is Huang Liang's dream?

If she could, maybe any young girl in the world would look forward to the most brilliant time in her life, and there would be such a person who would make her want not to marry for the rest of her life. Even though, it's not realistic. But how can emotional matters be measured by complete reason?

But even if Zhang Qingting feels sorry for his sister-in-law, he must tell the truth, "Yulian, I won't talk about the reason, you are such a smart person, I just don't say it, you also understand in your heart that we don't look at anything else, just look at Mrs. Meng and Mrs. Meng, we can't afford to provoke it, it's one thing for you to worry about him in your heart, but you can't live with this illusory feeling for a lifetime, you will be old, you will be sick, you will want someone to accompany you when you are old, and you will want someone to take care of you when you are sick, at that time, who do you go to?" Yes, you have us, and you can also invite a girl, but can those replace the father-in-law and children who know the heat? You can't find someone to marry, live a good life with someone, maybe you won't forget him for the rest of your life, but as you said, keep him in your heart and think about him occasionally, and that's enough. ”

Zhao Yulian looked at her, slowly lowered her head, and nodded gently but very softly.

Zhang Qingting was relieved, raised his hand to stroke her black hair like a dark cloud, and smiled, "Our Yulian is so smart and beautiful, and so capable and sensible, she will definitely be able to find a good family and wait for the New Year to be over, so let's go back to Zalanbao with Old Man Fang and Mingzhu." I'm here, don't fight anymore."

Zhao Yulian got up and was about to leave, hesitated for a moment, and took out the jade bracelet given by Aunt Chen in her arms, "This, do you think it's better to return it to Second Master Qiao?" ”

Zhang Qingting sighed and continued, "Okay, I'll leave this here." In the end, he wanted her to rest assured, and explained, "This matter will end here." Let's not talk about any of them, shall we? ”

Zhao Yulian nodded and left.

As soon as the curtain was lifted, her slender, slender figure disappeared into the darkness. Zhang Qingting is really pitiful and painful, how can Meng Zizhan be such a young talent, how can he have such a complicated family? If it is a little simpler, it is to spell the name of a powerful person, and she has to find ways to fulfill her sister-in-law's wish, but that kind of environment is destined to be only a dream, and she will wake up sooner or later.

As a person who really loves Zhao Yulian, Zhao Yulian can be allowed to daydream for a while, but she must not be allowed to daydream stupidly for a lifetime. So Zhang Qingting thought that they really had to worry about this sister-in-law's marriage.

When Fang Mingzhu smiled and took all the gifts he bought for his grandfather back to his house, he found that his grandfather had gotten a set of small stone grinders, stone pestles and other grinding tools out of nowhere, and there were a lot of star anise cinnamon and other seasonings next to him, so he couldn't help but ask curiously, "Grandpa, do you want to make seasonings again?" ”

Unexpectedly, Fang Dehai's face sank, "Don't ask what you shouldn't ask."

Fang Mingzhu was startled, what did he say wrong? Fang Dehai realized that his attitude was inappropriate, and hurriedly slowed down his tone, "Grandpa is not murderous to you, it's just that he recently thought of a new method of mixing spices, and he wants to think about it again, don't move around with my things here, you know?" ”

Oh Fang Mingzhu answered, but he really felt a little strange. The year is over, what is grandpa still doing with seasonings?

But the next day, Fang Dehai locked himself in the house as soon as he had breakfast, and Ding Ding Bang began to tinker with those things, and he didn't even let Fang Mingzhu go in to help. The doors and windows were closed, as if they were afraid that someone would see them.

Isn't this like the old man's ordinary style? Even Zhang Qingting felt strange. But no matter who asked, he just said, "What are you supposed to do, why are you going to surround me all the time, this old man?" ”

Zhang Qingting couldn't help it, and quietly asked him, "Old man, do you have anything on your mind?" Or are you in a quandary? Tell us about it, I can help you with an idea, right? ”()