Zhao Siqing looked at Lin Yutong and said softly: "When Xiaoxi committed suicide, I kept thinking, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have died, if I could take her to see if the psychiatrist wouldn't have committed suicide, so later, I chose psychology as a major in college." ”

Lin Yutong opened his mouth and said slowly: "I'm sorry... I...... I didn't know ...... you were back then."

She didn't know what she had experienced, and she didn't know what Gu Xiaoxi had experienced.

But she knows that it will never be a good experience to drive a girl to a dead end.

Zhao Siqing sighed lightly, looked at her and said softly: "So you see, sometimes being beautiful is not a good thing. ”

Lin Yutong was silent, not knowing how to respond.

Zhao Siqing continued: "After I studied psychology, I thought that I could finally avoid a tragedy like Xiaoxi's recurrence, but it wasn't until Chu Yue committed suicide that I realized that sometimes no matter how hard you try, there are still things that you can't do after all. ”

Lin Yutong turned his head to look at her, and the resentment in his heart over the years gradually dissipated in her soft voice.

She has always been jealous of Zhao Siqing, jealous of all the beauty in her, jealous of her beauty, gentleness, kindness, and jealousy of her talent, wisdom and tolerance.

"But no matter what the fate of others is, we have to get up and continue to live our lives, no matter how difficult it is." Zhao Siqing spoke softly.

Lin Yutong was silent for a while, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Chu Yue... Two months before Chu Yue's death, I had seen her forcibly kissed by a man, and although she was smiling and pandering, I could tell that she was reluctant. ”

Later, she couldn't help but run to Chu Yue, and used this as a threat to Chu Yue to quit Zhao Siqing and replace her as her psychiatrist.

Chu Yue refused, so she threatened to expose what she saw that night.

"You can't even compare to Qingqing's hair, you get out of here! I would never ask someone like you to be a psychiatrist! Chu Yue spoke angrily at that time.

She was extremely unwilling, and said eagerly: "Aren't you afraid that I will expose the matter?" ”

Chu Yue smiled at the time: "If you want to go, you can go?" The sooner the better, and it's better to tell the world! ”

"You! Okay, then I'll go to the media, I want to see if the pure jade girl in everyone's eyes has become a lustful woman, are you still so beautiful! ”

She was very angry at the time, but in fact, her mobile phone was out of battery that night, and she didn't have time to take pictures, so there was no so-called evidence at all.

She was just too anxious to win over Zhao Siqing, she thought that Zhao Siqing could become famous quickly just because there were many celebrities and powerful people who asked her to be a doctor, so she couldn't wait to snatch Chu Yue over at that time.

But she didn't expect... Unexpectedly, Chu Yue committed suicide later......

Lin Yutong held her forehead with both hands, and said with some pain: "Actually, I have always been reluctant to admit it, unwilling to face it, I am afraid that my words that day will become the last straw that crushed Chu Yue, and I am afraid that I will also become the murderer of her suicide... I don't dare to admit it, I'm even more afraid to admit it, so I can't wait to put the blame on you. ”

She told herself again and again that it was Zhao Siqing's incompetence that would cause Chu Yue to commit suicide.

She wanted to prove to everyone again and again that it was Zhao Siqing's fault that caused Chu Yue's death.

But deep down, she has never been at peace.

Whenever she thought back to her threat to Chu Yue that day, she couldn't sleep and felt extremely remorseful.

She really doesn't know... Her condition would be severe enough to commit suicide......