Chapter 364: I'm Sorry, I Deceived You

"How can you not think about it, this matter will always be annoying me until this matter is completely resolved." He Yuhe also felt that there was nothing bad to admit in front of his grandfather, after all, his grandfather was the one who knew and understood himself best.

If you can't admit it in front of him, then who else can you admit these things in front of him. Although he said that he didn't mean it this way, some things were caused by himself after all.

If the matter starts because of yourself, then in the end it can only end because of yourself, and you can't let other people help deal with this matter instead, which will make you seem to be particularly insincere.

What's more, in my heart, I have always wanted to have a future with her, so how could I give up easily. For her, she won't give up on herself easily anyway, so difficult to find her, how can she give up if she gives up.

If it weren't for her, she might not have given up her job in the United States, chose to return to China, and chose to find an answer without an answer, and now she has finally found it, and there is no reason for her to give up.

"But it's not a way for you to keep struggling like this, you always have to face what you should face." If you escape, you can only solve the problem for a while, but you can't avoid it for a long time.

As a person who has been before, how can I not know that the longer some things drag on, the worse the result may be. At this time, it is necessary for him to tell him that he has to choose an appropriate time to tell the other party, which he has no objection to, but the matter really can't be delayed for too long, if he lets the other party know in advance, the result may be worse than now, so he has to weigh it.

Don't tell him for the time being, it's not impossible, but it can't be delayed for too long, he should grasp himself at this point in time, and it is necessary to remind him more, so as not to end up more difficult, and he will definitely be more upset at that time.

"It's because I didn't think about it, so I feel very entangled at this moment, and I don't know how to face her, I'm even more worried about whether she will stop paying attention to me after she knows these things." I don't worry so much about other things, the only thing I'm worried about is that she won't want to pay attention to herself in the future, and treat herself as an enemy, this is what makes me not entangled, and it is also the place where I dare not face it the most.

Isn't it a bit selfish to think like this, but emotional things have always been selfish, especially if I still have a good impression of her, and I don't want to lose her because of this, so I will be entangled in these things at this time.

She has always had a special position in her heart, so how could she let go easily, and how could she easily let her stop paying attention to herself.

"There's one thing Grandpa has always wanted to ask you, but he hasn't asked all the time." He Lao wanted to ask for a long time, but he never had a suitable opportunity.

He Yuhe raised his eyes and looked at his grandfather, and said softly, "Grandpa, if you have anything you want to ask, just say it directly." "In front of grandpa, he doesn't have any secrets at all, so if he has anything to say, just say it directly, and if he can answer him, he will definitely answer him.

In fact, he may know more than himself, but there is one point, he doesn't know that he has found the other party.

"Did you really find that girl? Or did you simply regain your memory and think of her? So far, He Lao is not sure whether his grandson has recovered his memory, remembered her, or really found the girl.

After all, it's been a while since he's been back, and he's been doing well, and I've never heard him mention anything, so why did he suddenly talk about those things five years ago. It's no wonder that there are doubts in his heart, thinking that he remembered who the other party was, or found the other party, so he recovered his memory.

So far, I haven't figured out this matter myself, so I want to ask a little bit more about what is going on.

He Yuhe looked at his grandfather and remembered himself, he really didn't mention this question to him, after all, when he knew, his thoughts were very confused, although he talked to him for a while, but soon he went to the United States again.

It's only now that I'm back, so Grandpa didn't have a chance to ask this question at all, and he didn't have time to say it himself.

It's just that in the face of this question, how should I answer, or tell him bluntly that in fact, I didn't recover my memory, but I just wanted to know the truth of the matter, so I said it on purpose.

He Yuhe hesitated for a while, looked at his grandfather's eyes, and said lightly, "Grandpa, there is something I think I should say sorry to you, after all, I lied to you." "He is his dearest and favorite grandfather, and he really doesn't want to lie to him, so I still want to apologize to him at this time, and then explain the truth to him clearly.

I only lie to anyone, and I don't feel any psychological burden, but I can't do it when I face my grandfather, I want to confess to him, I want to be in front of him, I don't have any secrets.

may be because considering that grandpa raised himself single-handedly, this relationship is really not easy, so when facing him, he just wants to show the truest side in front of him.

Although there is an age gap between himself and his grandfather, he knows himself better than anyone else, knows his thoughts, and knows his pursuit, so in front of him, he never deliberately wanted to hide something, let alone deceive him.

"Something I need you to apologize to me." He Lao was naturally frightened by his grandson's sudden words.

Maybe I didn't expect things to be so sudden, I didn't expect him to apologize to himself at this time, and he felt a little overwhelmed by saying such heavy words.

"Actually, I didn't recover my memory, I just heard a story, so I was curious and wanted to know, but I didn't expect that there was really such a thing in the middle." At that time, I just wanted it, whether it was true or false, so I said this.

If they don't say that, how can they tell themselves these things honestly, so they have to use some means to get the answers they want.

I can only say I'm sorry for this, but I don't really want to. But as a last resort, I still chose to do it in the end, because sometimes I have to know something, and I can only use some means. If not, how could I know everything so quickly? So I'm really sorry.

"It turns out that you just heard such a story, it doesn't mean that you have regained your memory, or maybe you have found the other party." I still think it's strange.,Why for no reason.,Why did you suddenly mention the previous thing.,It turned out that I heard a story.,It's not that I found the other party.,Or think of something.。

But one thing that he can't deny is that he really used this trick quite cleverly, after all, he was deceived by him, and he thought he had really recovered his memory.

But it's good that these things happened, it's finally over, after all, he will always recover his memory one day, and when the time comes, the consequences of making trouble beyond control will not be more serious.

It's not too bad now, so let him know that it's probably the best time to discover these stories. Someday he will know a little earlier, better than a little later.

"It's good, it's for no reason, how can it be easy to remember, even if you remember it, it's just a few fragments." He Yuhe really wanted to remember everything, but things were not what he thought, not that if he wanted to remember, he could remember all this.

"It's not impossible, in fact, grandpa has always been worried that this incident did not happen, but if it happens in the future, it will cause irreparable consequences, and the result may be worse." Knowing earlier also has the benefit of knowing early, not that there is no benefit at all.

"Perhaps, all this is destined for me to discover in advance." If you wait until you get married, you won't find out about it. At that time, what kind of choice will I make, I will definitely make myself more troubled and entangled, and there will be thousands of threads at that time, and I can't figure it out.

If you say that everything really has what you think, you don't have to live so painfully, you don't have to live so entangled, it is because things often go against your own ideas, so you will feel particularly entangled.

Isn't that what life is all about? The more you hope for it, the less it will come true, for example, first love, the more she wants to find her family, but she has only been doing it for so long, and she may not have really found her family, many things are often missed or encountered, and other miracles will happen.

A lot of things are unattainable, not that you can do whatever you want, in fact, you also want to meet her as soon as possible and do something as soon as possible. Then let her be able to think of the happy times with her before, and don't always mention those painful memories.

If you can choose these memories, I really hope that all of this can be started from scratch and can be re-chosen, after all, those bad memories from the past, I have to forget everything I think.

But all this is not as perfect as I think, not what I want, it is not what I want, it is fundamentally contrary to what I think.

If you can dominate everything by yourself, you would rather hope that everything can start from scratch, and you haven't hurt her, at the beginning, you will give her vigorous feelings, and in the end it will be like first love.

From the beginning to the end, I never thought of deceiving my grandfather, yes, I never thought of deceiving him, but sometimes I had to choose.

(End of chapter)