Chapter 43: You Still Can't Give Up
"Whose name is you?"
The Blood Bat grabbed my arm and asked relentlessly.
I shook my head, my mind in a mess.
I didn't know what I said, I didn't know what he wanted to ask, I just felt sad.
I love someone, someone I can't reach anymore.
In this world, the most painful thing is not to remember, but to forget the years of his existence, and I still can't let go.
I think I seem to know why I die in every life.
Some people, after being engraved in their souls, will keep looking for them.
I can't compromise, and I can't ignore the loneliness in my heart.
Destruction may be the best choice, life after life, never abandoned, even if he refuses to see me, I still have to look for him.
"Do you still remember him?"
The blood bat shook my shoulder, screaming and muttering in a bit of a breakdown.
"Haven't you forgotten about him?"
Did I forget him?
When I opened my eyes, I was still confused.
In that confusion, I seemed to see the person again.
The one who is engraved in the soul.
With long dark hair and snow-like clothes, he held an umbrella in front of him and smiled back:
"Tranquility, look! It's raining! ”
Tick –
The sea of clouds in the sky began to churn, from pure white color, gradually dimmed, as if falling into the mud, gray began to spread, and finally all were drenched in black.
The rain began to fall.
From tick-tock, to crackling, and finally, to pouring rain.
This rain came very quickly, and I was still facing off with the blood bats in the yard.
"Let's go into the house!"
The blood bat put away the red coat, hugged me, and in the blink of an eye, returned to the bamboo house.
With wet hair and sticky clothes, the bamboo house was dim, and there were only two pairs of eyes, which were clear and thorough.
My tears had stopped, and I just stood there in a daze.
As soon as I raised my hand, I felt the water on my cheek, and I couldn't tell if it was tears or rain.
Am I crying?
Some sobbing feelings made me a little dazed.
What just happened?
Could it be that the rain and thunder scared me to tears?
Boom Boom –
Bursts of thunder rolled by, lightning split the whole world, and the light flashed in the bamboo house.
At this time, I realized that it was still a little cold.
The Blood Bat raised his hand and lit the coal lamp on one side, and when he turned around, all the rain on his body was gone.
"Sit down first!"
The blood bats pulled me and sat down on the edge of the bed, and when his hand touched me, a warm wind rose around me, and they surrounded me and dried all the rain from my body.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, I remembered that there was such a thing as a wound on my neck.
Rainwater has bacteria, if I get drenched like this, will I get infected?
I hurriedly touched my neck, and then I realized that the pain in my neck was gone.
Did the Blood Bat just use mana to heal my wounds?
The tip of my tongue can also be moved, opening my mouth and closing it again, puffing out my cheeks, and letting my tongue turn in a few circles in my mouth.
The physical discomfort also dissipated.
It's amazing, it's all going so fast, isn't it?
"Ahh
I just tentatively shouted in a low voice.
The Blood Bat didn't speak, just sat silently and watched me make these little movements.
"You're fine."
The Blood Bat waited for me to be quiet before he spoke.
"Thank you!"
I don't know why, but he in front of me is suddenly not scary, and I smiled at him.
The relationship with him suddenly transitioned to an old friend for many years, without a trace of complicated emotions, only indifference and calmness.
"Don't thank me, because it's not me!"
Blood Bat explained.
But I don't believe it, in this place, only me and him, if he doesn't help me, who else will there be?
"You-"
The blood bat looked at my forehead and suddenly froze.
"What are you looking at?"
I waited for his words, but there was no answer for a long time, but he looked at me like a demon.
I touched my forehead and there was nothing.
What is he looking at?
What's on my forehead?
"You don't remember him."
The blood bat suddenly realized and breathed a sigh of relief.
I don't remember who?
"It should be said that as long as it is related to him, you will never remember."
The blood bat raised his hand, stretched out his index finger, and touched my forehead, I only felt that there was a burning sensation on my forehead, and something was overflowing from my forehead.
The spilled thing, like a viscous liquid, immediately wound around the fingertips of the blood bat.
"It hurts—"
As soon as the fingertips of the blood bat moved, my brain felt like it was being pulled, and the pain was unbearable.
"Does it hurt?"
I nodded, just a slight twist, it would hurt my heart.
"Then why not let it go?"
The words of the blood bat made me a little confused.
Am I refusing to let go?
"If it's so painful, why don't you give up?"
The blood bat pulled hard, and I screamed in pain.
"A thousand years ago, you said you were willing to forget him, I thought you had forgotten, but I didn't expect-"
The blood bat stopped pulling and gave me some respite, and I held his arm, not daring to let go.
This pain, starting from the brain in the forehead, affects the whole body, just a pull, and the bones are unforgettable.
"Then why are you with him?"
I can't tell whether he is referring to one person or two people.
"Is it because he looks like him?"
This time, I understood that he was referring to two people.
"That warlock, how did you do it?"
The blood bat approached my forehead, looked at it carefully, and after a while, it let out a sigh and withdrew its hand.
This time, there was no longer the pain of pulling, and what overflowed from my forehead, like a stream of water, poured into my mind again.
"What do you mean?"
I clutched my forehead and looked at him with trepidation.
"Nothing."
"There's something there!"
"You can't remember what you said, so it's better not to say it."
As for the blood bat, Han Yunduo also told me.
I can't remember, I can't remember what I said, so why can't I?
"There's no why, it's your own sake, peace, it's you who can't let go."
The Blood Bat sighed:
"I'll give you a choice, a choice I've given you."
"Would you like to let me help you and let go of that man?"
Put it down? That person? Who?
"You know who it is!"
The Blood Bat reminded me not to act like I didn't know.
That person, in my heart, in my soul, I remember everything, but I don't want to remember.
"You are very contradictory, you want to forget but are reluctant, you can't find it, so entangled and don't make a choice, and it will still be the same after tens of millions of years."
The Blood Bat reminded me, but I still didn't remember or know what he was talking about.
"Forget about him completely, or, without your choice, I'll just decide for you?"
As he spoke, the Blood Bat put his finger on my forehead again, and almost subconsciously, I jumped to the side and distanced myself from him.
At the bottom of my heart, I resisted, and I couldn't tell if it was because I thought it was because of the pain or for other reasons.
"You still don't want to!"
The Blood Bat's hand froze in mid-air.