Chapter 471: It's hard to give up
If Ah Bing becomes bad, goes to gamble money, and goes to the kiln, won't Qiyu have to suffer again? At that time, what kind of loss and heartache should she have.
Of course, the best ending is that she hopes that Qiyu can reap happiness this time and grow old with A Bing.
Although Ah Bing is a slave, as long as he marries Cui Qiyu, he can get rid of his lowly status, and it will be good to be an ordinary person in the future.
The wedding was coming to an end in a burst of blessings, and after the worship of the court, the next was the haunting room, this flower heart was a woman, so it was inconvenient to participate, so she was arranged by the official family to rest in a room.
Now this small courtyard has been expanded, only the surface still retains the original appearance, and the backyard has been completely renovated, and two rows of two-story small buildings have been built, all of which are rooms one after another, and behind these two rows of rooms, is a large garden that is enclosed, this beautiful and spacious environment, comparable to a five-star hotel.
Looking at the small courtyard that has expanded by I don't know how many times compared to before, Huaxin couldn't help but smack her tongue and sigh, "This is really a vicissitudes of life, this time is different from the past, Ah Shen, when I lived in Boling City, there were no such things here, and now these empty rooms, I don't know what Qiyu is going to do." ”
Although she and Cui Qiyu are as close as sisters, now Cui Qiyu is no longer the simple Cui Qiyu who didn't know anything before, she really can't figure out Cui Qiyu's temperament.
"Don't worry about this, she can now open her own shop and do business, and now with the help of her husband, the life of this little couple is naturally thriving, you, you should take care of the fetus in your womb." Zhu Shen walked to the flower heart standing in front of the window and looked at the night, and smiled.
Huaxin looked sideways at Zhu Shen and smiled, "Ah Shen, this Qiyu is really worrying, don't you know, how I tried to persuade her not to marry Yang Sheng, but this child is really kind, she is willing to serve with me." ”
"You've said that dozens of times." Zhu Shen patted Huaxin's shoulder, "Come and drink the medicine." ”
Smelling the familiar smell, Huaxin sighed lightly, this is really sad, but for the sake of the child in her belly, she has to endure all the pain.
Closing the window, Huaxin obediently drank the fetal pill, she ate a candied fruit, the bitter taste in her mouth was slowly neutralized by the sweetness of the candied fruit, and then, her mouth was full of the taste of candied fruit.
After washing up, I lay on the couch and couldn't sleep.
"Ah Shen, have you slept?" Huaxin asked.
Zhu Shen rolled over, "I didn't sleep." ”
There are two couches in one room, Huaxin and Zhu Shen sleep on one couch, while Huaxin hugs Wu Lu and Zhu Shen hugs the puffs.
The two children slept inside, Huaxin and Zhu Shen were lying on their sides facing each other, and in the dark, they could vaguely see each other's facial features.
"You, are you really not going to reconcile with Lord Lu?" Huaxin thought about it for a long time, but asked again.
I don't know what Zhu Shen thinks, anyway, in her opinion, Zhu Shen and Lu Yanfeng both care about each other, and the relationship foundation between the two is also there, but I don't know what the shortcomings are.
After a long time, Zhu Shencai replied in a low voice, "I don't know." ”
I don't know? Is there still a chance?
I smiled bitterly in my heart, I always like to worry about others, but what can I do about my own affairs? I have to try my best to inform Nan Yinhong about her pregnancy, and I don't know if Nan Yinhong will really come to see her, if Nan Yinhong comes, will she really have to compromise again?
For the sake of the child, it seems that she can no longer insist on insisting on those things that are not true, and she doesn't know whether the fetus in her womb is male or female, if it is a girl, then presumably Nan Yinhong will like it very much, if it is a boy, then when she grows up in the future, she will definitely be as good as Nan Yinhong...... Will a child who lacks father's or mother's love be happy?
"I'm afraid that my child lacks father's or mother's love, I want to give him a complete home, Ah Shen, you miss your child too, right? Why don't we all take a step back, and maybe everything will suddenly be clear? "The voice of the heart of the flower is as clear as water, flowing in the night.
Zhu Shen didn't speak, Huaxin knew what she was thinking, so she continued, "If you want your child, but you can't wipe your face and go to Lu Yanfeng, I can help you find a way, although Lu Yanfeng said it categorically when he left, you should also feel that he has you in his heart." ”
Zhu Shen and Lu Yanfeng are completely different from Cui Qiyu and Yang Sheng, Yang Sheng doesn't care much about Cui Qiyu, at least it used to be like that, most of the two of them got married because of family factors, and now even if he forces Yang Sheng to accept Cui Qiyu, the twisted melon will not be sweet, fortunately, Cui Qiyu did not agree to get back together, but married A Bing, who was loyal and kind and good to her.
But the situation of Zhu Shen and Lu Yanfeng is different, Lu Yanfeng has always been in love with Zhu Shen, he has thought of many ways, and even did not hesitate to use He Shengfeng's life to threaten Zhu Shen to marry him, but what about Zhu Shen?
Originally, Zhu Shen was in love with He Shengfeng, and he married Lu Yanfeng for He Shengfeng, but in the end, He Shengfeng did not give Zhu Shen good care back then, but always hid Zhu Shen in the dark, on the surface, they are colleagues and friends, but women still need the protection of men in the final analysis, He Shengfeng did not let Zhu Shen feel it, Lu Yanfeng made her feel it.
Even if Zhu Shen's feminist thinking is faintly troublesome, she must rely on Lu Yanfeng deep down in her heart, and there are two children between them, which makes the two of them even more inseparable.
The husband and wife, once they have a child, they can't cut it off in this life, which is the biggest difference between Zhu Shen Lu Yanfeng and Yang Sheng Cui Qiyu, and it may be because of this essential difference that the endings of the two couples have become very different.
Now that Cui Qiyu has married someone else, presumably the three words "I don't know" that Zhu Shen just said already represent the answer in her heart.
Hua Xin is determined, as long as she gives Zhu Shen a career and makes her not just a housewife, she will definitely be willing to return to Lu Yanfeng and her children.
"No need." After Zhu Shen said three words lightly, he turned over and turned his back to Huaxin, "I'm tired, go to sleep." ”
Although there was faint laughter outside, there was silence in the room.
Huaxin naturally wouldn't force Zhu Shen to do anything, since she didn't want to, she didn't want to go against Zhu Shen's will, she sighed lightly, closed her eyes, and began to sleep again.
The next day, when Huaxin opened her eyes, there was no one on the other bed, and even Wu Lu on her bed was gone.
Huaxin sat up from the bed in a daze, and she looked around, the room was empty.
"Early in the morning, where did all these people go?" Huaxin rubbed her sleepy eyes and muttered in her mouth.
After putting on the shoes, Huaxin first opened the window with a creak, and the eyes were full of back garden scenery, birds chirping, gurgling water, and many people could be heard shouting in front of the house, and I didn't know what I was ordering.
Looking at the garden not far away, Huaxin saw Zhu Shen standing by the stream washing his hair, while Wu Lu was holding a book and reading aloud back and forth, and Puff was waving a tree trunk in his hand, looking decent.
"It's diligent." Huaxin hooked her lips contentedly and said to herself.