XVIII. Torment each other
For the rest of the day, I continued to disguise myself, put on a mask of hypocrisy, put a smile on my face every day, work hard, and try to suppress. Even when I was teaching their class, I forced myself to face Chengjia like a teacher, and even smiled. My natural stubbornness didn't allow me to admit defeat, so I locked my feelings firmly and fell asleep with memories in my hands.
Naturally, when you get married, you won't show weakness, and you will appear in front of me in a high-profile manner every day, playing with the girls in the class, laughing and laughing. He was originally very likable, and he was the student president who had more contact with people, but he usually treated people more seriously so that everyone didn't dare to pursue too crazy.
Now it's okay, there are no taboos, there are naturally a lot of girls around, and even one day I took a girl's hand to class together. In the face of his provocative gaze, I tried to control my trembling legs, pulled the corners of my mouth and returned a faint smile, "Yo, the class leader is in love, and the classmates said that they have to have a treat?" The rest of the class was happy and coaxed to get married. He didn't seem to expect me to speak like this, but he was stunned and immediately agreed, as if he was very happy, and took the girl's hand and walked to the seat and sat down.
Wang Lei and Yuanyuan are the only people in the know, and they are anxious to see the two of us tossing like this. After all, the emotional thing is for two people, and outsiders can't do anything, although they have always wanted to persuade us to get back together, but both of them are too stubborn and too serious, and no one listens to persuasion.
It would be naïve to think about it now, but for me, I actually figured it out and understood the way it started to get married after arguing with the family. Although he is much more mature than his peers, he is still a child after all, and he doesn't have much experience in the world, so it is inevitable that he will be nervous and flustered when he encounters such a thing, not to mention that our current situation is really not suitable for children. It's just that what makes me entangled is that if once it comes true, my situation is much more difficult than starting a family, and I have the courage to face it, why don't I dare to face it when I start a family! And why doesn't he just refuse to say I love you!
But none of this makes sense, after those words came out, I didn't have anything to do with the family, we broke up, didn't we? Yuanyuan always said that I was a dead duck with a hard mouth, and I would pretend to be every day, and I also said what to bless the family, but in fact, my heart was sour to death, and one day I would be sour to death.
I didn't refute it, I didn't know how to deal with this situation for the first time, and I didn't know if I could hide the sourness in my heart that I had always had good self-control. Speaking of which, I am really grateful to God for arranging Yuanyuan to come to me, she is like my angel, always accompanying me, giving me sunshine and warmth when I am lost and helpless.
It didn't take long for Yuanyuan's words to come true, today is the department's basketball game, although I don't want to go, the reason why I don't want to go has nothing to do with someone being the main force of the basketball team. But this is the finals, and the heads of the department have passed, so it's really inappropriate for me to go again.
By the time Yuanyuan pulled me to the basketball court, it was already halftime, the players were resting on the court, and the students watching the game were scattered in twos and threes. As soon as she entered the field, Yuanyuan left me and trotted all the way to Wang Lei in the field. I looked into the distance, nodding in agreement with the teacher who came to greet me, not wanting to see anyone at all.
Suddenly, the classmates on the field began to coax, knowing that they shouldn't care, they couldn't help but look into the crowd, and sure enough, Wang Lei was next to the family, and the sound of frolicking came from there. The hero and heroine in the story are full of affection, staging a vibrant, sunny, and beautiful youth love drama. That day, the girl was holding the clothes of the family in her hand, smiling shyly, and the family was drinking water from a pink cup that was obviously used by girls!
The picture of two people talking and laughing slammed into my eyes and pierced my heart; Sure enough, in the face of love, my so-called self-control is simply a paper tiger, it will break when I rub it, no, I was soaked in the sourness of my heart before I poked it.