257 Three Lives
Qiuqiu stood in front of the door and looked at the inner room.
Shi'er walked in and opened the window.
The sunlight shone into the house, and the gray and old room suddenly came alive. There is a dressing table by the window, on which is placed a rhombic concentric mirror box, and on the bed hangs a half-old green silk yarn tent, which is probably the most exquisite thing in the house. The gauze tent is hazy and soft like a layer of mist, and a person sleeps in the tent as if he were sleeping in a heavy mist.
Perhaps, it's like sleeping in a dream.
There was even a pair of shoes next to the bed, and a shawl was placed next to the bed, and in the sun, the silver thread on the shawl was even glittering, as if it were new.
Shi'er didn't speak, he just stood quietly by the window and waved to her.
Qiuqiu walked over.
There were a few things scattered on the dressing table, a rouge box, a silk handkerchief, and two green jade hairpins. It's as if the owner of this room hasn't left and will return at any time.
But there's one thing missing from the vanity.
Comb.
It's something every woman has on her dressing table, and even if she doesn't have a rouge eyebrow pencil, she'll definitely have at least a comb.
But not here.
"See what?" Shi'er asked her.
"There's no comb here."
"Probably the real person of Ziyu took it away at the end."
Did you only take a comb with you when you left at the end?
Possible...... That comb meant a lot, maybe it was given to her by someone she liked, or maybe it had something else important.
The wind rustled the grass and trees in the courtyard, like a woman whispering, perhaps walking in the courtyard, her skirt making a sound of rustling.
To be honest, although Qiuqiu has learned the Purple Jade Technique, she still doesn't understand what kind of exercise the Purple Jade Technique is. The more you think about it, the more vague it becomes.
No wonder the master said that if the purple jade recipe is not learned, it depends on the fate, and she was not selected back then. Probably with her qualifications, she can't understand it even if she learns.
It's like autumn and autumn now.
Qiuqiu thought, probably she and Ziyujue have no fate.
Thinking about it this way, she was a little sad.
But now standing in this place, looking at the place where Ziyu Zhenren once lived. Here she spent every morning and dusk, every long night. She must be lonely when she can't sleep at night, or wakes up early at dawn?
Qiuqiu inexplicably remembered a sentence.
The wind is always blown away by the rain and the wind.
She has been in this world, she has loved, and she has left traces in this world where she once came.
When she left, she shouldn't have any regrets, right?
"Do you like the Purple Jade Pavilion?"
"I like it." Qiuqiu said: "The Purple Jade Pavilion has accepted me, there is a master here, there is a senior sister who is looking for them, I have learned a lot of things that I didn't know before......
There is a sentence that Qiuqiu did not say.
If she hadn't come to the Purple Jade Pavilion, she wouldn't have met him.
He must be an unusual person, and if she hadn't come to the Purple Jade Pavilion, she might not have met him.
Until now, Qiuqiu doesn't know why he suddenly appeared in front of her like that, treating her so patiently and so well.
And he wouldn't tell her why.
Qiuqiu only thought about it now, his arrival was without warning. But he is a guest, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, he will always leave.
As soon as she thought that he would leave, never see him again, and never hear his voice, Qiuqiu felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, as if her heart had taken away a large piece, and she didn't feel pain, it was ...... Very dazed. He is obviously still a person who is not very familiar, but he has occupied a very important part of her life, Qiuqiu can't even imagine that after he leaves, can she live as before? Like before he appeared?
She couldn't even remember what she was like before he showed up.
"What are you thinking?"
Qiuqiu was silent for a moment and said softly, "I'm thinking about what will happen after you leave." ”
He's gone, and she's still going to live.
He took her hand: "You don't want to be with me?" ”
Qiuqiu looked at him up.
Yes, of course.
But she hadn't remembered what he had said.
What if he recognized the wrong person? When the time comes, he can turn around and leave without a sound, and he will still be a stranger to her.
At that time she was in no position to ask him to stay.
"Yes." Qiuqiu slowly pulled his hand out of his palm: "I want to be with you." ”
"But I still can't remember what you said."
"Maybe when I think about it, it's more appropriate for us to talk about it."
Shi'er's brows knotted slightly, and he wanted to hold Qiuqiu's hand again, but Qiuqiu took a big step back.
"I don't know what kind of past you have with me, what kind of fate entanglements there are. You came to me on purpose, and I don't think it's going to be easy. But I don't know anything, I don't even know your name, and in this case, it's too early to say whether you want to be together. I don't know what you need me to remember, maybe I'll be a stranger, someone I don't even know myself. ”
Qiuqiu felt that her expression was a little inadequate: "In your words, what you are looking for is not actually me now." And me? When you say that, you start to doubt who you are. ”
"You ......" Shi'er looked at her quietly: "Are you unhappy?" ”
Should she be happy?
Qiuqiu thought, he was right, he was really unhappy.
She thought that his gaze might not be fixed on her, but through her chasing a shadow of a bygone person.
He expects Qiuqiu to become what he expects.
And now she doesn't meet his requirements.
The shadow of the sun shifted, and it was almost dusk, and the clouds in the sky were reflected in a colorful and intense color by the slanting sun, like a woman's colorful skirt.
She is also trying to think about it these days, where her memory is blank.
The conclusion is that the memories of her life and the previous life are complete.
What he wanted her to remember, happened outside of her memory.
It's a really hard feeling.
A dazed, powerless feeling.
She knew those things, those memories should exist, but she didn't have a clue at all.
"Don't talk about that." Qiuqiu changed the subject.
Maybe tomorrow they'll be separated, but he's still there.
It's better to spend the present well.
"Did you bring me here so that I could comprehend the mystery of the Purple Jade Technique?"
Shi'er didn't dwell on the topic just now, and he replied calmly: "Yes." I don't know much about the Purple Jade Technique. Back then, Ziyu Zhenren knew that the deadline was approaching, and once wrote down a sentence in the codex, she said, I have just touched the edge of the threshold, but unfortunately I have no time. This sentence has no beginning or end. I've been thinking about it for a few days, so I'd like to take you here to see it. Ziyu Zhenren has barely left here since she was seriously injured, and if she has any new realizations, she may leave some traces here, and it may also have something to do with this courtyard. ”
It's still for her.
Qiuqiu thanked him very much.
She also said calmly: "I don't think I'm suitable for cultivating the Purple Jade Technique, although when the master taught us the skills, she said that my comprehension was good, but after that, I couldn't comprehend it at all, and I couldn't even remember what the master demonstrated at the beginning." The purple jade recipe should be very good, but it has nothing to do with me, and this is something that cannot be forced. ”
He looked at her.
Qiuqiu thought that maybe this kind of thinking would be considered as unambitious and not enterprising.
That's how many people in the sect see her.
Only Qiuqiu herself understood how cautious and serious her attitude towards Ziyujue was.
She didn't think hard about it, and even studied it like a demon for this one, which seemed to others to be a manifestation of carelessness.
But there was no speculation and contempt in her gaze that she had seen.
"Really? That's fine. Shi'er whispered: "If it's really unreasonable, then there's no need to force it." ”
This sentence seems to be talking about the purple jade recipe.
But Qiuqiu suddenly thought that this sentence could also be used between them.
If she really didn't have a chance, she wouldn't be able to do what he asked, so she didn't have to force it.
Even if, as the legend says, their fate happened in the previous life, then she is already a brand new her now, and the things of the previous life will be left in the previous life, and she is already a completely different person in this life.
The story of the famous Sansheng Stone, the Zen master and the scholar met in a lifetime, but they were already in the middle of nowhere. The two have their own different life paths, and the fate of the previous life cannot be repeated and continued after all.
Returning from the forbidden land, Qiuqiu didn't speak.
Aunt Yan felt that the apprentice must be tired, and told her to rest early in the evening and take care of her spirits.
Qiuqiu couldn't sleep.
She lay there, the night was so long, and she felt inexplicable panic and fear in her heart.
The moon shone on the window, and it was bright and white.
Qiuqiu felt that even the moon was dazzlingly bright tonight.
She got up and tried to lower the curtain in front of the window.
The bamboo hook that hooked the curtain was jammed tightly, and she picked up her foot to pull it.
Through the crack in the window, she saw a man standing in the courtyard.
Qiuqiu was stunned for a moment.
Shi'er stood there quietly, I don't know how long she had been standing.
Qiuqiu stood in the window.
The moment she saw him, Qiuqiu couldn't tell the complicated feelings in her heart.
It seemed to be joyful, but then I felt a strong sourness.
The line between joy and sorrow is blurred.
She pushed open the window.
"Why are you here?"
He said, "I want to be closer to you." ”
This sentence is simple and straightforward.
Qiuqiu was speechless for a while.
After a long pause, she said, "Come in." ”
Seeing that he didn't move for a while, she said again, "Come in, I can't sleep either, let's talk." ”
He took a step forward.
Qiuqiu looked at him and suddenly understood something.
His cultivation is high, and his status is transcendent, but in front of her, he has no defense.
The disparity in their strength is as great as heaven and earth,
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