Text Chapter 87: Flower Field
Tian Tian's spirit looks much better when he comes out of the hotel, and he will even joke with you Jinxi. Touching his little head, he said, "Stinky boy, I heard that you broke into a big deal yesterday?" Not anymore! I'm not here, but I know what your mom is going to be in a hurry! ”
Jin Xi nodded, "Jin Xi knows it's wrong. Big sweet, I want to eat sugar. ”
"Huh? You little rabbit ......" She was just about to habitually say little rabbit cubs, but suddenly thought of the identities of Huo Shaoting and Song Jinyao, and temporarily changed it to: "Little rabbit, here you go!" As he spoke, he gave him a starry sky lollipop.
Jin Xi grinned, "Thank you, Da Tiantian." Big sweet is the best. ”
"Hey, if you don't see you for a few days, you'll be cute! Oh my God, it seems that Dad's strength is really great! ”
Song Jinyao smiled noncommittally, even Tian Tian said so, it seems that his feelings are not wrong.
Saying goodbye to Tian Tian, Jinxi shouted vigorously to go to the amusement park. Because he had already agreed to him early, of course Song Jinyao would not change his hexagram, so he and Huo Shaoting took him to the amusement park immediately.
It turns out that it is the nature of children to play, even if the head is not so clear. But by nature, they will always be full of energy when they see fun and interesting. It's like Jinxi now.
It's been three hours since they've been playing, and the little guy is still clamoring for the next one. She really couldn't afford to accompany her, so she simply sat on the bench and said, "Let your father accompany you, and your mother is waiting here." ”
Jin Xi looked at Huo Shaoting obediently. What can he say? Took him there, of course.
Looking at the disappeared backs of their father and son, Song Jinyao suddenly remembered the scene when she and Huo Shaoting took Mengmeng to the playground that year. also remembers Qin Shurou, who competed with her husband for the child. I vaguely remember that the child seemed to be called Lele......
As soon as the past is mentioned, it is as if it happened yesterday clearly. It's as if these three years are really just a snap of a finger. It's as if they're not really separated......
She didn't like it. It was as if she had known that he would find him, as if the three years had only been a test for her, as if she had been playing with the separation, as if she had always been sure that he actually loved her...... But those sadness are real, right? The damage is clear!
Why did she have such a damn thought? He smiled self-deprecatingly. Song Jinyao can only be attributed to the fact that she has no experience in love, so she is blindly confident...... Luckily, she still has the ability to analyze. It's good to know that it's not enough to correct it.,Even if you're greedy for occasional warmth, you'll never forgive him.。
After a long time, Huo Shaoting will always understand her hard-hearted heart. They will always come to the point of exhaustion......
probably thought clearly about his complicated feelings during this time, and on the way home at sunset, Song Jinyao didn't have so much resistance when she faced Huo Shaoting again. He asked what she answered. However, his eyes were more indifferent, and his words were more concise.
In the end, Huo Shaoting didn't know if he was tired, or if he felt unhappy, and gradually fell silent. It wasn't until he returned to the small courtyard in the middle of the mountain in Dayu Village that he saw that Jinxi was already asleep in his arms and said, "I'll send him in?" ”
Song Jinyao glanced at it, nodded and said, "Okay." ”
The three black backs in the yard have been stocked for almost a month. During this period, Song Jinyao came back a few times and specially fed them. At this time, she went in first and locked them up, and then took Huo Shaoting in.
Perhaps it was the shadow left by the previous battle, but the three big dogs actually showed a rare comfort to Huo Shaoting. The three dogs huddled together in their cages and retreated until they were pressed against the cage walls. stared at Huo Shaoting with fierce eyes until he entered the room.
This is the first time Huo Shaoting has set foot in this place for so long.
didn't have time to check, so Song Jinyao took him directly to the bedroom on the side. A world of antique, refreshing wood. A small orange lamp illuminates like a dream cottage in the forest.
Gently put Jinxi on the huge bed and covered it with a simple and refreshing light gray cartoon quilt, Huo Shaoting said softly: "Can I stay for a while?" ”
Song Jinyao was stunned for a moment, but still nodded, "Okay." Then she took him to the living room. At the dining table with log varnish, Song Jinyao poured him a glass of water, "What do you want to say?" ”
"There are a lot of them. But just want to look at you now. ”
This sudden affection gave Song Jinyao a headache. She rubbed the corners of her forehead tiredly, and said lightly: "But I'm tired." In the hospital, I was sick and didn't sleep well for nearly a month, so I really needed a good rest. ”
"I know. Just for a moment. ”
Song Jinyao was reluctant to argue. Said indifferently: "Okay." ”
Huo Shaoting was unmoved, and still asked warmly: "In the past three years, when did you hate me the most?" ”
Song Jinyao frowned, not wanting to be led by his nose, but she still couldn't help but think about it. Half a moment said in a deep voice: "When I was born Jinxi." ”
"You had a difficult birth and hemorrhage, and your life hung by a thread, was that time?"
Song Jinyao's face changed abruptly, "How do you know?" ”
"I bought the hospital, and the director kindly told me. He also told me in passing that you saved the umbilical cord blood. ”
Song Jinyao's face became more and more ugly, and she clenched her fists tightly and suddenly said angrily: "So, this is the reason why you are desperately looking for us?" You want that umbilical cord blood, and you're going to save Fang Zhirou? ”
Huo Shaoting was still calm and said calmly: "This is always a thorn in your heart, so I made the decision and destroyed the umbilical cord blood." ”
Song Jinyao was shocked and stared at him in disbelief.
"Weird? Or do you think I'm playing some trick again? I know you don't believe it, so I explain what you don't believe either. But it doesn't matter, I can still make it. What do you want me to do? Call Fang Zhirou in front of you and tell her to disappear forever? Or tell her that the person I love the most is you? Or give your mom ......"
"No, I don't." Song Jinyao said sullenly. "Huo Shaoting, I have survived the most difficult years. I don't hate you that much anymore, so why do you want to provoke me again? How good is it for us to forget about each other? You don't have to bother explaining, and I don't have to worry about getting along. There are so many people in this world, why does it have to be me? ”
"Because I only love you."
Song Jinyao was silent. Love? It's not completely unfelt. It's just that I was too sad at the beginning, and I was tempered by the years, and there was always a thorn stuck in my heart, and I didn't want to think about it.
With a sigh, she said: "I don't know if I love it or not, but you lied to me and hurt me." It's so hard to let go. ”
"It's okay, I can wait."
Song Jinyao was silent. There are also some inexplicable confusions. In fact, when it comes to umbilical cord blood, she is indeed momentarily compassionate. But it's just a moment of goodness. There is no Virgin to hand it over on her own initiative. Otherwise, it will not be preserved for three years.
So now that he said that he was actually destroyed, she didn't have much anger. After all, she didn't think that she would give it to Ji Xinmei herself. But in the end, there is still something wrong......
What kind of feelings does he have for Fang Zhirou? Once loved and then didn't? Have you ever met and then fallen in love? Once in love, but not because of illness? All kinds of speculations occupied her mind for a while, and when she reacted, she couldn't help but be annoyed, she actually began to be curious about their feelings! Damn it! What does it have to do with her!
Have been determined not to be together, know so much to do? Plugging your heart? Or do you want to leave regrets? She has always disliked getting to the bottom of things, especially those things that she knows will not work out, so now she quickly dismisses them.
And Huo Shaoting over there also fell silent. It wasn't until Song Jinyao was sleepy and confused that he had to get up and said softly: "You have never thought of turning back after all these years of hardship, do you know why?" Because you resent me. There is love and there is hate. If there is no love and no hate, you will not even hide. It's as if you know that you are not the biological son of the Song family, and you have not been in a slump since then, let alone hidden. That's because you don't hate them, but you don't have the same as me. ”
Song Jinyao rubbed the corners of her forehead with a headache, "Let's leave when the analysis is enough." So sleepy. ”
Huo Shaoting smiled elegantly, "I know what's the use, what I want is for you to be clear." Mrs. doesn't understand Fengyue, she is simple and proud, no one wakes up, you never know how much you love me. ”
"Heh......" Song Jinyao smiled. Then I really have to be glad that I am ignorant. Otherwise, you will die of a bad heart. How could you like such a cheeky ...... It's not early, do you want me to sleep? ”
"Yes, of course! Hey? Jinxi seems to be awake? ”
Song Jinyao instinctively looked sideways, but saw that it was quiet in the bedroom, she immediately turned her head, and a dragonfly kiss suddenly fell on her lips. separated in an instant, Huo Shaoting looked happy to eat secretly, and Song Jinyao rubbed the corners of his forehead to have a headache.
Fortunately, he ran fast and ran out of the courtyard before she could go crazy. The three blackbacks screamed for a while before they stopped. Finally, everything was quiet. At night in the mountains, the insects chirping and the frogs chirping like a lullaby, so that Song Jinyao's tired nerves were supported to the end, and the sky was dark when she slept next to the pillow......
There was nothing to say all night, and early the next morning, Song Jinyao was woken up by another shouting voice. When she opened her eyes, she didn't know when Jinxi would be gone, she subconsciously looked out the window, and immediately saw Huo Shaoting taking him to do frog jumping.
One big and one small wore dark blue parent-child sportswear, dancing happily. Wait, parent-child sportswear? When did she buy this, how did she not know? I don't know if there is also the children's playground in front of his white cabin, right?
After watching it for a while, it was boring, and I didn't want to mess around with Huo Shaoting. simply lay on the bed and read a book, until the father and son came in, and suddenly jumped on the bed. They all propped their heads to look at her, "Mom/wife." ”
Song Jinyao was speechless with anger, put down the book and asked angrily, "Who called you in?" ”
Huo Shaoting put his head on her thigh and said cheekily: "I heard your call from the heart. ”
"You ......"
"Hungry? I'll make you breakfast? ”
"I have hands and feet, why do I want you to do it? You get up, I'm going to get up. ”
"Hmm~ Don't. Madame's thighs are so comfortable that she can't bear to get up. ”
"You, you go away! How can you be such a scoundrel! What it looks like to be seen by children! ”
Jinxi God assisted, "I can't see it." He turned his back to them. Huo Shaoting laughed with satisfaction, "Good son! Lao Tzu has a successor! ”