20. Reconciliation

Finally, by the end of the game, our class won without any suspense. Looking at the ball marks on Yang Yi's clothes, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and when I didn't know what to say, Yang Yi loudly proposed that as the teacher of our class, he would invite everyone to eat sugar water to reward everyone, and the crowd burst into cheers.

"Teacher Yang, let's go together." Yang Yi shouted to me before being surrounded by the students and leaving.

I nodded, and just wanted to say yes, when I was suddenly bumped from behind, not with much force. Thinking that it should be the student's carelessness, he didn't care, let alone look back, and was about to go out, but his arm was grabbed.

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." As soon as I turned around, Cheng Jiazheng was looking at me with an untamed face, but the look in his eyes clearly indicated his intention.

I was stunned, I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't help but stare at him tightly. Take a deep breath and try to calm your mind, but it doesn't have much effect. Cheng Jia's expression changed, and he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something. I don't know if it's my own delusion, but what I saw from the face of the family in a trance was distress and pity, which made my firmly locked feelings begin to stir again.

"Hello teacher." It's that little girl. She ran over from afar, still clutching the family's clothes in her hands, and still had that happy smile on her face.

In an instant, all longing dissipated, and I woke up from my own fantasies, the anguish in my chest reminding me of the betrayal of the man in front of me. I nodded at the girl and turned to leave the playing field. Behind her, the girl complained shyly that the family had gone too fast and that she could barely find it.

I couldn't care about my identity as a teacher anymore, and I couldn't care about my stubbornness, so I turned around and left, and ran all the way back home. Once again I clenched into the corner, holding myself as hard as I could, tears pouring out of my arms as I could no longer hold back.

There was a knock on the door, I didn't want to pay attention to it, even if it was Yuanyuan, I didn't want to be so fragile and embarrassed in front of her. The knocking on the door was getting louder and louder, and I was about to kick in the door if I didn't open it again, so I hurriedly wiped my face with a towel and ran over to open the door.

"You just can't let go of me, you can't do without me at all, you're just deceiving yourself!" Cheng Jia rushed in at once, and there was a series of shelling when he entered the door.

"You are talking nonsense, what qualifications does a person who doesn't even dare to say love say about me, I have nothing to do with you, I don't have anything to do without you!" I started yelling too.

Cheng Jia wanted to say something, but when he saw my crying red eyes, he couldn't say anything, just closed the door slam shut, leaned down and kissed me deeply on the lips, I struggled desperately but he pressed the door hard. His breath came like a storm, and I couldn't break free and couldn't escape. Finally in the middle of it, overwhelmed by his fiery and wild kisses, I felt like chocolate under the summer sun, melting beneath him at a frantic rate.

Chengjia raised his head, stared at my red cheeks with fiery eyes, gasped a few times, and kissed my lips deeply again, until both of them were about to be robbed of his breath by this suffocating kiss, he reluctantly let go of me and buried his head deep in my neck.

"Jiabao, Jiabao, you are my baby, don't easily say whether it's okay to break up, I'm with you with a long time, don't leave me." Cheng Jia's voice choked. I suddenly felt a wetness in my shoulders, and he cried because of his family. I tried to look up and help him wipe away his tears, but I was hugged tighter and couldn't move.

All the grievances and incomprehension were resolved by his tears in the arms of the family that afternoon. Since we are reluctant to each other, why torture each other, I decided to put aside the doubts in my heart and continue to walk with the family, and go together to see what kind of future fate has arranged for us.

Regarding the previous oolong and the topic of love, we both have a tacit agreement not to mention it again, but of course I can't let go of the performance of the family during this time. Later, he still got married and explained again and again, and he kept swearing that nothing happened to him and that girl, all to anger me and show me, and then I took the initiative to make it clear to the girl, and repeatedly promised that I would never dare to do it again.

I used to hear people say that love is the most brilliant fireworks in a woman's life, it is beautiful and brilliant, and of course, it sometimes burns herself. I think love is the only way for every girl to grow up, because of love, they grow and mature, and learn to find happiness and peace.

I began to slowly understand some things, boys and girls have a very different view of love, boys can treat love as life, so they can see it from the perspective of firewood, rice, oil and salt. Love cannot replace food, this is the truth above men!

Girls are different, girls can treat love as life, although it is only a word difference, the meaning is very different. Girls who are in love or in love often don't know how to eat, and you can't touch her heart even if you have a dragon liver and a phoenix brain, because a woman's love is food.

So after experiencing this turmoil, in addition to successfully losing weight, I also began to learn to slowly remove my so-called self-esteem and pride, to be more considerate of starting a family, and to learn to take care of his feelings. That day, I hugged me and said to me, "Jiabao, I will also be tired, I also have weak times, you don't always run away from things at the first time, sometimes I also hope that you can take the initiative to hug me, comfort me, give me some encouragement and courage." ”

So when you start a family, do I love you so much that one day you will tell me that you love me?