52. Memories and time
Listening to him pick up the phone and tell the other party to leave things outside the door, it seems that it is indeed a takeaway. Then I saw him pull out a remote-like device and press the red button on the door, which opened with a beep.
It kind of opened my eyes to how high-tech his door was.
The takeaway is very hearty, and they are all the signature dishes of Long Ding Kee. Zhou Yu handed me the chopsticks in a sullen tone: "Foodie, can you satisfy me after feeding you?" ”
I just didn't hear it, took the chopsticks and began to feast.
When I looked up halfway through eating, I saw that the man opposite was even more powerful than me, and there were already a bunch of bones in front of him.
After a lot of turmoil, in the end, there was only a mess left on the table, and both of them were really hungry.
As the saying goes, rice paralysis and rice paralysis mean that the lazy tendons on the body come out after eating, and after moving to the sofa and sitting down, you don't want to move at all, regardless of whether the table is messy? Anyway, this is his house, so I don't need to worry about it.
Zhou Yu sat down next to him, his feet on the coffee table, and his posture was more comfortable than mine.
"Watching a movie?"
I shrugged and said it didn't matter.
I thought it was just choosing a movie on TV, but unexpectedly, he was tinkering with his mobile phone, and suddenly an ultra-thin electronic screen slowly fell from the top, and an instrument automatically drilled out of the ceiling, and the screen was full of various film anthologies.
can't help but raise his eyebrows, is this a high-tech product of this kind? It's pretty moist.
chose a suspense movie, "Master of Memory" played by Huang Bo. I heard my colleague mention this movie, and Xiao Dong highly recommended it, but I didn't go into the cinema to watch it. I will still be with Chen Huan, but Chen Huan doesn't like to watch movies, so I won't go alone.
At the beginning of the film, Jiang Feng played by Huang Bo and his wife played by Xu Jinglei had a broken marriage, and Jiang Feng chose to erase this memory. I was in the middle of a marriage, and I was immediately drawn to this kind of fresh subject.
Seeing the halfway through, I couldn't help but turn my eyes to look at Zhou Yu's angular side face, if the memory can really be erased, then will he and I be different? In the past, in the past, can we all start all over again?
"Jia Xiaoru, if you were given such a chance to erase the memories of the past, would you?"
Zhou Yu suddenly turned his dark eyes to look at me, and the glow in his eyes made my heart tremble slightly.
His question almost coincided with what I was thinking, was the tacit understanding between the two reached a certain level, or was it that he and I both regretted the past? I was silent for a moment and then asked, "What about you?" What choice would you make if you were given the same opportunity? ”
The corners of his mouth pulled up a shallow arc and smiled, but the light in his eyes deepened, "I don't want it." ”
"Why? Isn't it good to erase memories and have a fresh start? ”
He turned his gaze back to the screen, his eyes arrogant, "The biggest mistake Jiang Feng made was not to take someone else's memory chip wrong, but that he chose to walk into that memory center. I, Zhou Yu, would never make such a mistake, and," he said, after a pause, reaching out to take me into his arms, "do you think I might forget you?"
I didn't take my eyes off him, and I was silent for a while, and I said silently in my heart: I won't either.
The reason is not as pretentious as Zhou Yu, but I think that time is terrible, if you can't often walk in front of people, I'm afraid that the imprint of time will fade until it fades, and then it's hard to remember.
It's the norm in our lives.
No matter how deep the memory, no matter how poignant the emotion, it can't take time. It is an invisible knife that sharpens your past into a mere and then fades away.
It's like...... If I hadn't met Zhou Yu again, then I might have lived with Chen Huan in respect, or I would have divorced and started a new relationship, a new marriage, and a new family. I will have a child in the future, and my life may be surrounded by children, and I will never think about how many years have passed, and I have fallen on someone and forgotten to take it back. And where the former person is, whether he is doing well or not, is just a thought, passing by with the wind.
So if I can choose like Jiang Feng, my answer may be the same as Zhou Yu. Because time is a huge and irresistible memory center, it needs to be reinvigorated and polished by two people.
At the end of the movie, Jiang Feng and his wife get back together, and the missing memories have not affected his love for her. Even if in the past they quarreled, got angry, separated, and ended up fighting to the death to save each other.
When I saw the two of them smiling and hugging in the car, the corners of my eyes moistened inexplicably.
My vision was suddenly blocked, and a finger wiped the corner of my eye, and when my vision was clear, I saw a drop of water on Zhou Yu's fingertip, and he raised his eyes to look at me: "Moved?" I nodded my head, but said, "It's not moving, it's feeling." ”
"Feel what?"
I thought about it, if memory manipulates emotions, then do you live in the past, or do you live in the present?
Zhou Yu thought about it for a long time and didn't answer, but he put his arm around me and suddenly asked: Do you remember the year of the high school entrance examination?
I was stunned at first, what does this have to do with what we just communicated?
Then he smiled and said: How many years have passed, who remembers.
He was silent.