11. I'm complete
As soon as I entered the door, Chengjia was standing on the ground looking at the photos posted on the wall, and when I came in, he turned his head and said with a smile: "You were so beautiful when you were a child, much better looking than now." ”
"Each house... I was furious, and when I noticed that this guy was getting more and more annoyed now, I asked, "What the hell are you doing here?" ”
"Chase you!" Cheng Jia finally became serious, walked up to me and said seriously: "Since you refuse to wait for me, then I will chase you." ”
"Do you know what you're talking about?" I seemed to hear a big joke and said, "You've made enough trouble, I don't have the time or energy to play with you anymore, you can go back after eating." ”
"I'm serious." Chengjia stretched out his hand to grab me, but he had some scruples, and retracted his hand in a curt.
In the kitchen, my mother had already cooked the dishes and beckoned us to come over for dinner, and I didn't want to argue with him in front of my parents, so I could only walk out as if nothing had happened.
A meal is not embarrassing or embarrassing, it can be seen that my parents are full of doubts about our relationship, and the family naturally knows that their rash move to find the door is indeed too abrupt, and he has been very well-behaved, and even I am impressed by him.
After eating, my mother was about to get up and clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and the family was busy getting off the kang to help my mother clean up. My mother stopped him and said, "No, no, I'll just clean up." ”
"Mom, let him clean up if he wants." I also went down to the kang to help.
"You kid, how do you speak?" My dad glanced at me, stopped Chengjia, and said, "Just let your aunt clean up, you're a guest, don't do it." ”
"Uncle, you and aunt don't have to be polite to me, just treat me as your own child." Chengjia stood still in front of his father, bowed solemnly, and said, "Uncle, aunt, I like Xiao Jie very much and love her very much, this time I came just to chase her." ”
。。。。。。 Our whole family is silent ... For a moment, my blood rushed to my brain, and my brain went blank.
He actually said he loved me in front of my parents, how dare he?!
Dad and Mom looked at each other awkwardly, and Mom said, "This thing is quite sudden, we don't know what your situation is before, you are so sudden... We weren't prepared. ”
"Auntie, I'm serious, I've liked Xiao Jie for five years, and then I fell in love with her. After she left, I realized that I couldn't live without her, and I missed her so much. I know that she loves you and your uncle very much, and respects your opinions, so I took the liberty of coming here this time, just to ask you two to support me and agree with me to pursue Xiao Jie. Cheng Jia finished speaking in one breath, speaking quickly, but the words were clear.
Looking at his serious expression, the words he had said were still ringing in his ears, everything happened so fast, like in a dream. I secretly tugged at my arm, hoping that it would be a dream when I opened my eyes, but unfortunately the clear pain in my arm told me: Be good~ Accept the reality, all this really happened!
At this time, my parents were completely dumbfounded, and they didn't come back to their senses for a long time.
In the end, it was my father who reacted first and said: "You young people, we are not suitable for old people to mix too much, the main thing is to look at the two of you." Isn't it, Xiao Jie? ”
"Huh... I smiled at my father in a daze, and silently praised Comrade Xiao in my heart.
Compared with Comrade Xiao's euphemism, my mother was much more direct, turned around directly, and said, "Xiao Jie, come over for a moment." ”
In the face of my eyes asking for help, my father gave me a sympathetic look and directly said that I couldn't help. In desperation, I could only bite the bullet, glanced at Chengjia viciously, and obediently followed my mother to my bedroom.
My mother closed the door to my bedroom and asked me directly, "What the hell is going on?" ”
"Mom..." I hugged my mother's arm and screamed coquettishly.
"Speak well. What's going on with this young man? "Mom is really experienced in a lot of battles, and my coquettishness doesn't work for her.
Seeing that it was impossible to get through the tricks, I sat sullenly on the edge of the kang and whispered, "I don't know either, and it's the first time I've heard him say it." ”
My mother looked at my sluggish appearance, but she still couldn't bear it, sighed and said, "You broke up with Lu Yu because of him?" ”
"It's not." I hurriedly denied it, but after denying it, I felt that I was a little lacking in confidence, and said timidly: "Not exactly." ”
"You've grown up, and your mother doesn't want to interfere with you too much, I just ask you, do you like him?" Mom sat down next to me and asked.
I don't know how to answer, although the answer is yes, but, what I'm not sure is, do I still like it? Admit again that I like to have a family, and even love him deeply, can I afford this price? Thinking about the deep scars in my heart, thinking about my mother's ridicule, I looked at my mother and didn't dare to speak.
My mother looked at me quietly, patiently waiting for my answer. Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, he didn't press me again, but just looked at me and said, "I see." You have to remember that no matter what, your dad and I are there for you and support you. ”
In the afternoon, my father and mother went to work in the fields, and I was left with my family and my family.
I sat alone in my bedroom, not yet fully awake from the words of starting a family.
Cheng Jia pushed the door and walked in, stood next to me, and said, "I know, I owe you an explanation, and now that I'm here, don't blame me for coming too late, okay?" ”
I raised my head and looked at the resolute lines on his face, as well as the thick affection in his eyes, and I couldn't help but redden, but I couldn't say a word of the full words.
Chengjia took my hand, forced me to look him in the eye, and said to me with a serious expression: "I love you, forgive me for being too stupid, too immature, so stupid that I didn't know how much I loved you until I lost you, and stupidly lost you and couldn't find it." At that time, I was too young to know what responsibility and love was, and I would only possess it domineeringly, but I didn't know how to cherish it when I had it. Although I am still a little immature now, I will work hard to learn how to love you and how to manage our love well. I know how difficult it is for you to open the door of your heart for me again, and I also know that the damage I have done to you is irreparable, but I beg you, I ask you to forgive me, I ask you to accept my love, and try to open the door of my heart for me again, okay? ”
I couldn't control the tears anymore, and I felt the urge to cry out loud. The long-vacant corner of my heart was suddenly filled, and I felt a sense of relief. At this moment, I finally understood the reason why the wounds in my heart have not been able to heal, because of my reluctance, unwillingness, and attachment to love; Today, my love has finally been answered, and my heart has finally been fulfilled.
Chengjia hugged me tightly and didn't say anything, but in a trance, I felt drops of hot water fall from the back of my neck.
When my emotions finally calmed down, I ran out to help me wring a towel and gently wiped my face. His movements were so gentle, as if I were a fragile porcelain doll. I felt this long-lost moment of warmth, and my eyes began to redden.
"Good ~ don't cry, if you cry again, you'll become a bunny." Cheng Jia stroked my face with his fingertips and coaxed me into saying.
I couldn't help but laugh and say, "You're the rabbit." As he spoke, he took the towel in his hand and wiped it himself.
Cheng Jia regretfully looked at the towel he had been snatched over, took me into his arms, and said, "Hey, why don't you give me more opportunities to perform." ”
I turned around and tried to push the family away. Instead, the guy tightened his arms and hugged them tighter, saying, "Let me hug me properly." Seeing that I continued to writhe my body, trying to escape his shackles, he simply leaned into my ear and whispered, "If you don't let me hug me, I can kiss you!" ”
"You let me go first and listen to me." I didn't dare to struggle anymore.
The family still insisted on holding me and let me say so.
I looked helplessly at him clasping my arm, sighed, and said, "I'm going to stay in my hometown." ”
After listening to my words, Cheng Jia didn't react much, rubbed his chin against the top of my head, and said, "Why? ”
I told me what I saw and felt at home during this period of time, as well as my thoughts and started a family. Cheng Jia listened quietly, pondered for a while, and said, "I think your idea is very good, and I am moved by what I said." ”
"What do you mean?" I asked apprehensively.
Chengjia lowered his head and stroked my face, and said with a smile: "I don't know if you can count me as one in the construction of your big countryside?" ”
"Getting married, I'm serious, I'm really going to put down roots here." I shook Chengjia's hand and looked him in the eye.
"Xiao Jie, me too. I know you're worried, about me, about my family, give me some time and let me prove it to you. Cheng Jia gave me a firm look and said sincerely.
In the afternoon, the two of us sat in the small courtyard, watching the falling leaves on the trees, the clear sky, the warm sunshine, the warm breeze, everything was so just right.
Perhaps worried about the situation at home, my parents came back from the field early, and my family and I were nestled in the kitchen to study how to make dinner. Mom laughed and kicked the two of us out of the kitchen and quietly asked me, "How is it?" ”
I looked at my mom and said seriously, "Mom, I want to try." ”
My mother was silent for a while, and then said, "You are not too young, and you should learn to decide your own affairs." After that, I went to cook for myself.