(Cat flutter Chinese) "You're certainly the best, the best of them all."

Shi'er said it so sincerely, Qiuqiu almost believed it in an instant.

"Not really. This time, among the fellow disciples who learned the purple jade trick together, I was the one with the least qualifications and the lowest cultivation. The other senior sisters all started earlier than me, and their cultivation was high. They know a lot, and they are very powerful and talented people. ”

Of course, she believes in Shi'er's sincerity, he doesn't just praise her sincerely, he really thinks so.

This man will not say anything against his will.

But his views are certainly biased and not objective.

As the saying goes, there is a shih hat in the eyes of a lover...... Qiuqiu glanced at him.

In his eyes, he may be flawless. When people look at the person they like, their eyes may automatically install a diffuser glass, skipping all the shortcomings of the other party, how to see how perfect, and the more they look at it, the more perfect they become.

But Qiuqiu herself is self-aware.

Her qualifications and talents are really not outstanding enough, at least not as outstanding as her previous life, and her achievements are extraordinary.

In her previous life, she seemed to be a genius in the eyes of people, and she became the palm of Jiufeng at a young age. But this life is different, in the previous life, she was already famous at her age, right? What about this life? Obscurity, nothing.

Qiuqiu suddenly felt a little ashamed.

She is like this, even if she is with Shi'er, others will definitely think that they are not compatible at all.

Whether it's from the outside or from the inside, the gap is too big.

Will Shi'er be disappointed in her one day?

Well, whether Shi'er will be disappointed or not, the head will definitely be disappointed in her soon.

Isn't the day of the school exam just around the corner?

The last time she taught the purple jade technique, the head of the family also expressed great expectations for her. The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.

"Don't overthink it." Shi'er held her hand: "What kind of exercise do you think the purple jade technique is?" ”

Qiuqiu was a little dazed and shook her head.

Until now, she didn't know the true face of Ziyujue. There is not even a single word of description, there is no method of cultivation, and it is all on oneself to comprehend, which is really too illusory.

"Then what are you cultivating for?"

Qiuqiu is still at a loss. What is the purpose of monasticism?

At first, it was because there was only this one way for her to go, and there was no other choice.

Should be...... Let's live.

Compared to the people around her, she felt quite incompetent. Others have clear goals for what they want to do, some actively practice, and some win over their peers to accumulate popularity, which can be regarded as having embarked on a path of their own.

What they are doing now. We have a clear plan for what we want to get in the future, and we are moving forward step by step according to this plan.

Whether or not they will get their wish in the future, they are living a very full life.

Qiuqiu was asked by Shi'er only to find out that she seemed to have been living a mess all along. There is no life ideal at all, and there is no long-term plan. There are also no plans and goals for the near future. She's always been at ease with what comes her way. Wherever you go, it's worth it.

When she was at home, she thought about marrying an honest husband in the future and living a good and down-to-earth life. When she arrived at the Purple Dragon Jade Pavilion, what she wanted was to follow Aunt Yan's down-to-earth learning and life, and in the future, she would probably take Aunt Yan's place. Continue to take care of this flower garden.

mediocre and unambitious.

Shi'er looked at her confused expression, and her gaze became more gentle.

"Don't rush, think slowly. We still have a lot of time. ”

Autumn and autumn nights have unprecedented insomnia.

She was trying to ask her what to say.

She cultivated to live. But what about after you live? Is it to live for the sake of living?

Definitely not.

No one lives just to live. Some people want to be officials, some want to get rich, some want to be famous, and some want to start a family.

Where is her goal?

What kind of person does she want to be? Does she really understand the true meaning of the purple jade formula?

When she got up in the morning, Aunt Yan saw that she looked haggard and her eyes were red, thinking that she was very distressed because she was uneasy about the school entrance examination. While telling her not to push herself too hard, she also found some nourishing pills for her to take.

The more Aunt Yan cared about her, the more Qiuqiu felt unsure.

Master's kindness to her is really meticulous, if she keeps going with the crowd and doesn't seek progress, is she worthy of Master?

Aunt Yan watched Qiuqiu take the pill, and told her again, and finally said, "I'm going to leave once in the next two days." ”

Qiuqiu hurriedly asked, "Where is Master going?" ”

"If you don't go far, you can come back in three or two days." Aunt Yan said: "Originally, it was your Uncle Song's disciple who had an accident, but you also know that there have been a lot of things in our door recently, and there are still many guests who have not left, and your Uncle Song can't be separated, so ask me to go for her." ”

The Song Zhenren that Aunt Yan said was one of the few classmates who had a better relationship with her. Aunt Yan has been staying in the flower garden, living in a simple house, and the relationship between her and her classmates is not so close. This Song Zhenren doesn't talk much, he is a person who doesn't like to make trouble, and he has a good relationship with Aunt Yan.

"You have to be careful at home, and if there is anything that you can't do alone, just put it aside until I come back. Don't move around, there are still many guests who have not left, and He Meijun can't say that there is still trouble waiting for him. ”

Autumn and autumn should be a little bit of the head.

There is no need for Aunt Yan to say that she also knows that He Meijun has suffered a big loss, and maybe she will hate her.

Since she didn't go far away, she didn't need to pack her bags, so Aunt Yan left after noon. Qiuqiu usually practiced in the morning, took care of the flower garden in the afternoon, and never walked around in the evening, and usually stayed in her room.

Aunt Yan was not there, Qiuqiu cleaned up the two rooms where the master lived in the front yard, cleaned the courtyard, and fastened the door from the outside, and then went back to his own hut in the back.

Shi'er is not in the house. He didn't stay here with Qiuqiu all the time, in fact, Qiuqiu felt that this person was haunted. He appears without warning, and usually leaves quietly.

Somehow, seeing that he was not there, Qiuqiu was slightly disappointed, but also vaguely relieved.

She pushed aside a pile of things on the table, and one could sit down and breathe a sigh of relief.

Shi'er is very good, and I will feel very happy when I am with him.

But...... She's still going to be a little nervous.

If Shi'er is here, she is full of him, and what she thinks about and says always revolves around him, intentionally or unintentionally.

His influence on her was too great.

When the matter of monasticism begins, the days of autumn and autumn are almost the same. Every day is cultivation and cultivation, although it has little effect.

Did she really have no expectations and ideals, or did she not have high expectations at all because she knew that her talents were limited?

She has become accustomed to the thinking and life of ordinary people, and even though the environment has changed and the way of life has changed, her thoughts are still stuck in the past.

Qiuqiu looked at the candle flame and was fascinated.

The candle flame dances slightly, and the candlelight is bright and soft, not dazzling.

There was a rustling sound under the table, Qiuqiu lowered her head to look, the fire came at some point, and she was crawling restlessly under the table.

Qiuqiu stretched out her hand, and the fire crawled onto her hand.

"When did you come?" Qiuqiu asked in a low voice.

Huo'er's answer was to wag his tail.

"Where's your master?"

Huo'er lay down, its scales smooth and slightly cool, and it felt very comfortable against the skin.

Qiuqiu took out a small bag of fried green beans. It's not a good thing, but it tastes like a lot of time, one by one, it's very crispy, and you have to have good teeth to subdue it. One of the great advantages of Huo'er is that he is not a picky eater, and he eats everything with relish and interest. It grabbed the green beans with its paws, chewing them one by one, squeaking and crunching.

Qiuqiu flipped through the book to the sound of it eating green beans, and copied down the words and phrases in the book that she thought might be useful to her. A good memory is not as good as a bad pen, and it is inevitable that you will forget it in your head, write it down on paper, and then bind it up later to make it easy to find.

After copying only two lines, Huo'er suddenly raised his head, and the green beans stopped eating.

Qiuqiu stopped to look at it, and the fire jumped up, landed on the windowsill, and then jumped out of the window with great speed.

"Fire?"

Qiuqiu put down the pen and followed to the window.

She thought that Huo'er had run away like last time, or was going to take her somewhere.

But the fire was not far away, it was in the yard, and it didn't know what it was biting in its mouth, and Qiuqiu heard a subtle sound from its teeth collapsing.

"Fire?"

Huo'er jumped on the windowsill with something in her mouth, and when she got closer, Qiuqiu saw that it had a tail in its mouth.

…… It was like a snake's tail, with only a small section still exposed. The fire crunched a few times and chewed the little tail as well.

Qiuqiu felt sick in her stomach for a while.

"Don't eat indiscriminately, I don't know if it's poisonous or not, what if you eat it and your stomach hurts?" Qiuqiu really doesn't know what to say about it. Huo'er must have heard something in the house and jumped out to hunt for food.

Huo'er rubbed her hands with her head and neck, looking very well-behaved.

"Come inside."

When Huo'er jumped into the house and Qiuqiu wanted to close the window, he suddenly felt a little strange.

She had lived here for a long time, and had never seen a snake in the yard. Snakes and insects can occasionally be seen in the flower beds, but they never come near the yard.

If the master hadn't set up any formation, he would probably have laid down a snake repellent drug.

So how did the snake get in?

She thought about this and had to tell the master when she came back, there are many rare plants in the flower garden, and the flowers and fruits are all going to come in handy, if you can't prevent small saboteurs such as snakes, insects, birds and finches, it may cause great losses. (To be continued.) )

PS: Tomorrow, February 2nd. It's overcast and rainy here, and it's raining a lot around the second of February. Cat flutter Chinese