"That fox demon, is it called Han Feifei?"

Sitting cross-legged on the ground, I looked up and asked.

Having said so much, the only one who can match the number is Han Feifei.

Besides, this soul, as I said, his surname is Liu.

Liu Xin'er's father, the person Han Feifei likes, has he not been lost for so many years?

"Do you know her?"

The voice was happy, but soon he denied it.

"No, you don't know her, and you won't recognize her."

It's true that I haven't met Han Feifei, and I only know her story from others.

But I'm not an ordinary being.

I must have known her a long time ago.

Not maybe, but for sure.

I must have spent time with her, but I don't remember anymore.

"Why don't you leave? Why are you still here? ”

I don't understand, the pain he endures every day is more harsh than when he was alive, what kind of obsession can support him for so many years?

"At first, it was very difficult, but then I got used to it, and there was nothing."

Mr. Liu was silent for a long time before answering me.

Some people, some obsessions, are just so stubborn.

Even if the facts are in front of you, even if you know about betrayal and deception, you still have to stick to that obsession.

"How much do you want to see her?"

I asked.

"I want to think about it very much, and I always feel that if I don't see her, my existence will be flawed."

This is no longer a feeling, but an obsession.

Thousands of years of guarding and waiting, if she is gone, if she is not willing to come back to see him, then what will he do, continue to wait?

I suddenly wondered if he would be so persistent.

"What if she doesn't see you?"

"It's good if she doesn't see me, I don't care if she wants to see me or not, I just want to see her again, even if it's just a back."

Persistent soul, persistent faith, thousands of years of waiting, but the reason is so humble.

"I'd love to ask you, how long can you hold out if you don't see each other all the time?"

"Hold on until I can't hold on anymore!"

Mr. Liu sighed, "Time has no meaning to me, because I can't feel him at all. ”

At the moment of the end of life, time is frozen in that moment, and after that, even if there is no soul dispersion, all consciousness and space stay in that time.

It won't flow, it won't move forward, it's like stagnant water, waiting to dry up.

I thought of someone, someone I didn't know who it was.

Will he wait for me?

Could he also be waiting for the river to dry up and the sea of hearts to die?

I thought about it for a long time, and it was so long that Mr. Liu asked me if I was still in place.

"I'm thinking about something."

I said blankly, "I seem to be waiting for someone." ”

After saying this, it took me a long time before I suddenly realized.

Perhaps, someone is not the person I am waiting for, but myself.

I'm waiting for myself, I've been waiting for myself.

Can it be put down, can it be forgotten, can it dissipate like smoke, and can it go freely.

"Have you waited for him?"

"I don't remember."

I've been reborn countless times, and I've lost my memories of him.

A person who has no memory, a person who does not exist in my life, why, or can't forget?

I think of the dreams I have forgotten, the countless tears that have wet my pillow, my heart hurts so much that I want to remember, and I never know what I am chasing in my head.

It turns out that the memory disappears, and it is not completely liberated.

Some people are engraved in the soul, lingering, abandoned, and forgetting are still controlling the cycle of life.

I think I understand something, and I feel like I don't understand anything.

"How can I help you?"

Forget it, those feelings that are constantly cut and sorted out are messy, so let's let them go first, and find a way to get out is the most important thing.

"Can you reach out and touch the stone wall?"

Mr. Liu is still nowhere to be seen.

"Yes, it should be."

I got up from the ground, leaned against the stone wall, and paddled my feet, barely touching the top stone wall.

In an instant, the stone wall shattered to the ground as if glass had been struck.

I subconsciously squatted on the ground with my head in my hands, but it wasn't until the movement was quiet that I realized that the broken stones could not hit me.

It's as if they exist in another time and space, and my figure, even if it coincides with them, doesn't feel anything.

This time, looking up again, I finally saw the round hole hidden overhead, and the person hanging from the edge.

He could no longer see the appearance of a human being, his flesh and blood were blurred, and the chains hanging upside down from his feet were rusty to the point that they had lost their original appearance.

"Are you okay?"

I plucked up my courage and asked.

"I'm fine, it's just that I'm afraid I'll scare you."

The chains creaked, and he began to shake in mid-air.

"You can stay away, I'm going down!"

I obediently pushed into the stone path and waited silently to the side.

After a few seconds, the chain broke and his body fell heavily to the ground.

"Are you okay?"

I don't know, as a soul, if I can still feel pain when I fall like this.

"It's okay, thank you for believing in me."

The person on the ground, wrapped the cloth around his body, covered himself with his head, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, my body can't see people anymore." ”

"It's okay, I'm not afraid."

Now I'm a lot bolder, and I'm so scared that I can't move my feet when I don't see ghosts anymore.

"How do you want me to help you? How am I going to get up? ”

In the stone wall, this is the end, and there is no other way.

"She's in the stone wall, and I'm waiting here to see her one last time, but she won't."

Mr. Liu told me that many times, he sensed her approaching, but in the end he did not wait for her.

"I guess she still likes me!"

I don't want to see each other, I don't dare to see each other, it's all because he has a certain weight in her heart!

"Has she ever found it here?"

Liu Xin'er told me that it was Han Feifei who didn't figure it out, so she couldn't find the exit.

But now, I think, it's not that she hasn't found it, she just doesn't know how to deal with it.

If she doesn't come here, then she will never know what kind of punishment he will receive in the end.

"The person who made you look like this, is it with Han Feifei?"

I know it's an internal matter of the demon clan, but I still want to know.

"No, it's another demon."

Another demon? Isn't it Han Yunduo?

"I know, it's a black cat, Feifei's patriarch, and he just turns a blind eye to our affairs."

Only then did I know that Han Yunduo did not beat the mandarin ducks, and even chose to turn a blind eye.

Who could it be, punished Mr. Liu, imprisoned Han Feifei, Miao Miao or today, the one Han Yunduo and the others brought over, Miao Miao's younger brother?

"It's not the intention to punish her, it's the intention to let her give up, that cat, with very strange people, they brought a girl over, as if to do some ritual."

Cats, strange people, girls, rituals, as if there is some conspiracy, buried in these arrogant and complicated relationships.