Chapter 15: Remorse

As expected, Fang Wei, who was pretending to be home and country at the time and looked very lightly at love, agreed without even thinking about it.

Speaking of this, although Han Kuang's expression did not change, his eyes revealed a faint smile.

Han Shouzhen's face was expressionless, but his heart was not calm, the old man was not a person who liked to reminisce, and he never told his children about his experience.

This is the first time, contrary to his previous secretiveness, he mentioned her mother in front of her, but suddenly overturned her long-standing cognition.

The old man has affection for his mother?

Or is it in love?

Obviously told himself to be calm and not to be angry with the old man, but Han Shouzhen still couldn't help but sarcastically say: "If you say this now, I will only want to laugh when I hear it." ”

"It's so nice, but it didn't turn out to be a betrayal of my mother."

"I didn't." Han Kuang's voice was very calm, but his tone was full of forbearance, "Liu Yuzhi was an accident, I never thought of becoming a husband and wife with a woman other than Fang Wei. ”

Han Shouzhen raised her eyebrows, obviously not convinced.

"Something happened then." Han Kuang was very hesitant, but he still decided to say what had happened at the beginning.

"Shouyi was born because of an accident." Han Kuang's expression was slightly cold, and he slowly narrated, "You should have heard of the Fang family in the Demon Capital. ”

"You mean that the Fang family, whose entire clan is a military maniac?"

Han Kuang nodded, "Although the Fang family has declined now, at the beginning, it was the same scenery. ”

The reason why the Fang family is called an arms maniac is not sarcasm, but a compliment. Speaking of which, it was not easy for the Fang family, who was responsible for supplying most of the arms to the communist army at that time, and the domestic arms production capacity was extremely backward. Arms are often in short supply.

Fortunately, the people of the Fang family have a ruthless spirit, and in order to get arms, they do not hesitate to send the daughters of the whole clan to either blend into the side of the Japanese officers, or sneak into the concession as spies to deliver news to the Fang family.

At that time, many of the munitions of the communist army were collected from the enemy. And the enemy army is not stupid, and such an important matter as transporting arms will naturally not reveal the news. The communist army was inferior to the Japanese army in terms of regularity and weapons, and it was not easy to rob the enemy army. In this way, the importance of intelligence goes without saying.

And the daughter of the Fang family did this kind of work, but in that era, anyone with a little brain could think of what a female spy meant.

The Fang family is a big family. Even in that world, it was not impossible to live, they did not join the army in desperation, what prompted them to do so was a patriotic heart.

The men of the Fang family are not bad, most of them are engaged in arms research, relying on the information stolen by the daughter of the Fang family. He worked tirelessly to develop new weapons for the country and indirectly saved countless soldiers on the battlefield.

It was Han Kuang, who had been fighting for many years, and he didn't dare to say that he hadn't received the favor of the Fang family.

The dedication of both men and women of the Fang family to the country is huge, and the experience of the women of the Fang family is even more tribute to them.

After the founding of the People's Republic of China, the above originally wanted to record the deeds of the Fang family's daughter, but it was rejected by the few women of the Fang family who survived to the end. According to them, as a Chinese. They are willing to make this sacrifice for the sake of the country, but as a woman. Please also give them the last dignity.

The woman of the other family, Han Kuang is not unadmirable, but ......

"The Fang family had a little daughter at that time, and there was something wrong with the womb, and it was not easy to live to be fifteen years old. Because there were too many sisters on it who died tragically, the Fang family unanimously decided not to let this daughter who had been raised with great difficulty become a spy. ”

"But man is not as good as heaven. The young ladies of the Fang family were stubborn, and they took a big stake in the Japanese army at that time as a down-and-out lady behind their backs. was married to the other party's wife on the Chinese side. ”

"That Miss Fang is not in good health, but her brain is first-class. It is precisely because of her body that can be out of breath anytime and anywhere. It was difficult for the Japanese army to suspect her, which facilitated a lot of her actions and provided our army with a lot of valuable information. ”

"Many daughters of the Fang family died because their identity as spies was discovered, but this Miss Fang is different, her death was due to the wrong judgment of our army."

Han Kuang paused and said: "At that time, the spies sent by our army to the enemy army rebelled, and that Miss Fang bore the brunt of suspicion, because she not only married that Japanese army Dazuo, but also gave birth to a son for that Dazuo, and that son was also very favored by that Dazuo, and we have every reason to suspect her." ”

"Originally, we had to investigate further, but the situation was critical at that time, and if we continued to drag on, our army might suffer great losses, and we would not be able to test the other party in a short time. In desperation, our army implemented the policy of 'it is better to kill by mistake than to misplace', and that Miss Fang was also shot indiscriminately in that operation. ”

After the war subsided, the real anti-water spy was confirmed, and Miss Fang, who died in vain, was cleared of suspicion. The people of the Fang family naturally refused to give up, and demanded that the officers who made that decision at that time be handed over from above. The Fang family has always protected their shortcomings, and the above loss is due to the credit of the Fang family all the time, and it can't be explained at all. In the end, the officer named Liu Xing was handed over to the Fang family to dispose of, and needless to say, you know the end. ”

"Liu Xing?" Han Shouzhen's eyes narrowed, and the same surname as Liu Yuzhi caught her attention.

"You figured it out." Han Kuang said lightly: "That's Liu Yuzhi's father. ”

Han Shouzhen had a bad premonition in her heart, "What does that have to do with you?" ”

"Actually, the person who really made that decision was Fang Wei, but it was naturally impossible for the upper authorities to hand over the eldest lady of the Gu family, and Liu Xing became a substitute for the dead." Han Kuang sighed.

Han Shouzhen didn't expect that there would be this layer, but she was still a little puzzled, "Even so, how could you get together with Liu Yuzhi." ”

Her unceremonious accusation made Han Kuang a little unhappy, but she still replied: "I was also careless. ”

"Fang Wei and I actually know Liu Xing, Liu Xing was originally just a poor peasant, and he was forced by the war to leave his wife and children to join the army. He was not young at that time, but he had never been able to farm, and he was naturally a little dizzy when he first went to the battlefield, and Fang Wei and I saved him. Otherwise, he would not have volunteered to be Fang Wei's substitute ghost later. At that time, his wife and son were all killed by the Japanese army, leaving only Liu Yuzhi's daughter, and the only request before leaving was for us to take care of Liu Yuzhi. ”

"Liu Yuzhi is nearly twenty years younger than me, I didn't expect her to have that kind of mind about me, so I was accidentally drugged and rolled into the same bed with her."

"Afterwards, I was so angry and hateful, I couldn't do anything with her, so I simply threw her to Liu Xing's hometown and left her to fend for herself. Unexpectedly, after a year, she came to the door with Shouyi. ”

Han Kuang was originally ashamed to tell his children about these things, he has always been a person with very strong self-esteem. It's just that the relationship between my children and myself is getting colder and colder, and because of my own ignorance, I have caused so many mistakes.

When he said these things, he didn't want his children to hate him.

Speaking of this, Han Kuang's eyes were already red, and he closed his eyes, "I originally wanted to send Liu Yuzhi back to the countryside, but Liu Yuzhi refused to live or die." With Liu Xing's affection, I really can't be ruthless. ”

"Hard can't work, I can only come soft. At that time, there were rumors in the capital that I had illegitimate children, but it was actually the rumor that I let people unleash. Liu Yuzhi is not bold, she does not have the courage to face the contempt and contempt of the world. Later, it did work, and she hid in the countryside. ”

"It's just that now it seems that I took it for granted." Han Kuang laughed at herself, "She was afraid that she went to find Fangwei at that time, Fangwei ......"

In the end, Han Kuang's voice was already choked, "How sad should Fang Wei be when she dies......

Thinking that his wife had turned his back on her and her children for a few years before she died, Han Kuang only felt that there was no feeling in his chest.

Han Shouzhen was already stunned at this time, and she said stupidly: "You didn't like Liu Yuzhi?" ”

"Nope." Han Kuang shook his head and said: "I have always only had Fangwei in my heart, except for that accident, even if we get married, Liu Yuzhi and I have always slept in separate rooms." ”

Han Shouzhen suddenly understood a little, why the old man never doubted Liu Yuzhi, not because he loved her more, nor trusted her more, nor did he even think how kind she was.

But in his eyes, Liu Yuzhi has always been a junior, and the elders have always been tolerant of the juniors.

Yes, she suddenly thought that when she was a child in her hometown, the old man would come to see her mother whenever she was free, and sometimes he couldn't even stay for two hours, just to say a few words to her mother and see her complexion, he rushed over.

But Han Shouzhen still couldn't let go.

"Why don't you tell your mother these words? If my mother had known this, would she have passed away so early? ”

Han Kuang's face was bitter, "It's my mistake, I shouldn't have to say love first for the sake of that bit of self-esteem." I always feel that I fell in love with her first like a loss, and I don't want her to see her mind on weekdays, and then I want her to say her mind first, after all, Fangwei has always been a downright and generous girl. In that case, I'll be able to win back a city. ”

Han Shouzhen's eyes widened and she looked at Han Kuang incredulously, "Old man, you can be so naΓ―ve!" ”

But she couldn't laugh, just because of this little emotion, how much blood did her mother's heart drop?

Han Kuang couldn't wipe his face a little, and said hesitantly: "Aren't men like this......"

Han Shouzhen glared at him and didn't want to pay attention to him, just when it was time to eat, she said, "You stay well, I'll go and cook for you." ”

When she walked out of the ward, Han Kuang's expression darkened suddenly, he reached out and took the clothes he had changed from the cabinet with difficulty, and took out an old black and white photo from his pocket.

In the photo, a beautiful girl in a neat military uniform smiled brightly, and Han Kuang's hand touched the person in the photo with some trembling, and tears flowed down her eyes.

"Fangwei, I didn't mean to ignore the law, don't be upset, I will definitely find the law again this time, don't ignore me when the time comes."

As he said this, his expression was full of remorse. (To be continued)