In fact, I have a somewhat cold personality, mostly because of my family environment. When I was a child, my grandparents always hoped that my father, who was the eldest son, would have a son to inherit the incense, but my mother gave birth to two daughters, and my strong mother not only gave me a boy's name, but also instilled in me the idea that girls are not necessarily worse than boys since I was a child, and girls want to get ahead.

It's a pity that my dad is a very open-minded person, never contradicts the people around him, and upholds the belief of "taking a step back and opening the sky, there is no way to return and need to retreat", honest and cowardly, it is my mother's evaluation to my father. I have to say that this bloodline is really magical, although my mother has always been determined to train me in the direction of a strong woman, but my father's temperament is still partially inherited to me, plus the disapproval of my grandparents, combined with the achievement of the contradiction of me, so strong but cowardly, brave but fragile.

No matter how good the results are, how good the performance, behind it is my inferiority complex and weakness; Invisibly, there is an extra layer of indifference to isolate oneself from the outside world.

I really have an impression of starting a family in the second semester of my senior year, when the exam is approaching, many students will take the time to go to the laboratory without classes in order not to fail the course. Often, one batch of experiments has not yet ended, and the other group has been waiting at the door, and I am alone sorting out the experimental equipment messed up by the students who have just left, and silently counting these junior brothers and sisters who do not care about the experimental equipment in my heart. There was a loud noise, and when I turned my head, a group of boys gathered at the door of the laboratory, and when I saw me, a boy was pushed in by his companion.

"Is there something wrong?"

"Senior sister, can we borrow a laboratory for it? I have already agreed with the teacher, there are two weeks of exams. ”

"Wait a minute, I haven't packed it yet."

"Senior sister, I'll help you."

"No, I don't. Come back in ten minutes. ”

Turned his head and continued to tidy up, but there was an extra pair of hands around him to help, it turned out to be the boy who was pushed in just now, he didn't speak again, and sorted out the equipment very quietly. I can't help but be a little surprised that the skills are very skillful, and the equipment is arranged without any problems, and I can't help but be a little surprised. Soon the two of them finished tidying up the lab, and the other students slowly came in and began to experiment.

As is customary, I told them about the precautions for the experiment, and then I returned to the lecturer's test bench to continue reading, and I didn't notice the silent gaze behind me. Raising his head, most of the students' experiments have ended, because it is not a formal class, so everyone has a very free time arrangement, and they leave in twos and threes. In the end, only the boy who was pushed in was left, he still didn't speak, just quietly tidied up his own experimental table, and after tidying up his own, he began to tidy up the other tables.

"Classmate, you can leave after you tidy up your own, and I'll sort out the rest."

"Start a family."

“。。。。。。”

"Start a family."

"Classmate, you can leave, thank you for your help."

"Becoming a family, my name is becoming a family."

The boy looked up at me, and then I really noticed this boy I had always thought was very quiet, white T-shirt, short hair, thick black eyebrows, good-looking eyebrows, smile to show white teeth, "clean", this is the first impression of getting married.

The boy's straightforward gaze made me feel a little uncomfortable, but subconsciously I didn't want to escape from showing weakness, so I could only pretend to be calm and close the book in hand and said lightly: "Classmate, thank you for your help, you can go back first." ”

"Start a family, call me a family." As he spoke, he actually walked up to me, his eyes burned, and he said word by word: "Call me a family." ”

"Stubbornness" is the second impression I have of getting married.

I was a little flustered in the face of such a close distance, and I didn't know how to react for a while, and the indifferent shell seemed to be a little insufficient, so I could only turn around and walk to the other experimental benches to start packing up the equipment, and no longer make a sound.

The boy named Chengjia did not come closer, but silently continued to arrange the equipment. Since there were not many of them, the experimental table on the side of the family was quickly tidied up, but he did not come to help me, nor did he speak, but quietly watched me, my every move.

Facing this situation for the first time, I wanted to escape, and I was about to take out the identity of the laboratory manager to blast people out, and Cheng Jia spoke: "Senior sister, then you are busy first, and I will go." Hearing this, I instantly felt that the air was much smoother, and immediately nodded at him, and the sentence "You go quickly" almost floated out.

Chengjia turned to leave, walked to the door of the laboratory, turned around and stopped, looking at his suddenly paused footsteps, my little heart, "Classmate, why don't you leave... "Of course, this sentence is just a silent recitation in my heart." Becoming a family, my name is becoming a family, senior sister. After saying this, the family smiled at me and left.

"Inexplicable" became the third impression I had when I got married.