Chapter 34: Past and Present Lives
"Are you sure you want to use that method?" Mu Heng was a little surprised, but also stunned.
Mu Yuexing nodded, she really had no other way, "In the end, I hurt the Mu Yue clan, so let me repay it, I know that just such a repayment is far from enough, but I am better than the entire Mu Yue clan suffering." I also know that this is unfair to the patriarch of a clan, but I can't help it. His voice was full of guilt, but more determined than anything else.
Mu Heng was silent for a while, he hadn't spoken for a long time, and he seemed to have struggled for a long time before he spoke, "Okay, I'll help you." ”
"Thank you, Brother Mu Heng." Mu Yuexing opened her mouth to thank her, and he was the only one by her side at this time.
Mu Heng didn't speak, her peach blossom eyes flickered, gently stroking her hair, soft hair, and her tone was soft, as if talking to herself, "Yuexing, if there is an afterlife, it's good to try to love me once." ”
The voice was extremely light, but Mu Yuexing, who had always had excellent ear strength, heard it, her body trembled slightly, and her voice trembled a little, "Brother Mu Heng, you know that there will be no afterlife." ”
The corners of Mu Heng's mouth hooked a delicate arc, and his peach blossom eyes were like the sea, deep and deep, "I know, so I said that if it is an afterlife." ”
Mu Yuexing lowered her head, her eyes were full of tears, she didn't know that she had been with her for more than ten years, and she only regarded the person who was her brother so affectionate to her. What he wants is an ethereal future, and she herself understands how ethereal that future is, almost nothing.
"Okay, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely not treat you as a brother, I will definitely try to love you." Mu Yuexing said in her heart with tears in her eyes, she was hurt like this by the person she loved, and ignored the person who was good to her, she was so stupid, if there was an afterlife, she would definitely not fall in love with Yu Yihan, and she would never want to see him for eternity, even if she did, she could only miss it.
"When does it start?" Mu Heng opened his mouth gently, his face was still covered with a silver mask, and he couldn't see his face clearly, but he could feel that he was not in a good mood.
"Now! Brother Mu Heng waited for me to leave and help me take care of my father, okay? Mu Yuexing said in a low voice, with some pleading in her voice.
Mu Heng nodded, "Okay!" ”
"Thank you, Brother Mu Heng." Mu Yuexing turned around and was about to leave, doing what she was supposed to do, but she suddenly turned her head to look at Mu Heng, mainly the mask on his face, "Can I see your face?" "Remember his face, and hope that you will not make a mistake in the next life, even if you drink Meng Po soup and forget the past.
Mu Heng slowly took off his mask, but somewhere there was fog, it was hazy, and he couldn't see it really. Xiao Yuyin wanted to get closer, trying to see clearly, but the result was getting farther and farther, and those images became thinner and thinner until they were washed away.
Cui Siyu's voice was clearly heard in her ears again, so clear in her ears, that she had to open her eyes and think about it, "Hmm......"
Xiao Yuyin held her head and moaned in a low voice. With a groan, Cui Siyu heard the voice and hurriedly asked with concern, "Are you okay?" Why did you suddenly faint while playing a tune? ”
Xiao Yuyin rubbed his head, distressed that he couldn't see Mu Heng's appearance clearly, he vaguely only remembered that Mu Heng had a pair of peach blossom eyes, could it be Nalan Heng, among the people she knew, only Nalan Heng had a pair of peach blossom eyes.
"Where's Nalan Heng? Did he faint? "Xiao Yuyin is concerned about this now.
"It was Nalan Heng who sent you to this palace." Cui Siyu said softly, "It's just that because it's the Queen Mother's birthday banquet, it's inconvenient for you to faint and him here." ”
Xiao Yuyin looked around at this time, and it was not necessarily gorgeous, but it was exquisite, and the agarwood burner on the table also lit up curling green smoke, with a calming effect.
There were only two people in the room, Xiao Yuyin and Cui Siyu, recalling what had just happened. Maybe even if Nalan Heng is Mu Heng, it is estimated that he has never remembered it, let alone not necessarily Mu Heng.
"I am the reincarnation of Mu Yuexing, maybe you don't believe it than you, but this is the truth, I think of a lot of things, help me arrange for me to go to see Yuziying, also called Nalan Heng, it's best to see how we get along." Xiao Yuyin said his purpose in a nutshell, and leaned on the edge of the bed and stopped moving.
When Cui Siyu heard this, he didn't ask anything, just nodded, "Just leave what you said to me, you have a good rest now, when I saw you dreaming just now, my expression was not relaxed, it must be a bad memory!" ”
Xiao Yuyin nodded, not only is it not good, then how can it be called a good word, "Mu Yuexing is very miserable, just like the story you said, just seeing which scene with your own eyes is really terrifying." ”
Cui Siyu accompanied Xiao Yuyin to say a few words and left, leaving Xiao Yuyin alone in the house, Xiao Yuyin was actually thinking about another thing, she fought for eternal life and never entered the reincarnation, turning the curse into a small one, only the patriarch with a redbud flower in the center of her eyebrows would have a mandarin duck catastrophe, but why she was reborn again, this is something she can't understand.
After a while, Nalan Chuchu also came, and she finally found time to come and see her, "Second Imperial Sister-in-law, are you okay?" Do you know that the two emperor brothers are in a hurry? ”
"I'm fine, it's just that I've been doing a lot lately, and I'm just a little tired, has the Queen Mother blamed me." Xiao Yuyin was slightly uneasy, and suddenly fainted while playing, which should be very disrespectful.
"It's okay, the imperial grandmother has always been generous, and she cares about you too." Nalan Chuchu patted her hand and comforted her softly.
Xiao Yuyin nodded, then smiled, "What about your second emperor brother?" ”
"The second emperor brother will accompany the imperial grandmother again, he is worried about you, and he should come in a while." Nalan Chuchu smiled, thinking that she missed Nalan Heng, so she smiled a little ambiguously. Dark.
She always wanted to ask if she and Nalan Heng were separated, would Nalan Chuchu hate her, but after thinking about it for a long time, she didn't ask again, whether she hated or not, it was finally a floating cloud.
Nalan Chuchu didn't accompany Xiao Yuyin for too long, so he was called back by the palace people, and after the palace banquet, there was a family banquet. Last time, Nalan Heng could leave at will, because it was a Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, but today's is different, this Queen Mother's birthday banquet, Nalan Heng can't find a reason to leave.
Xiao Yuyin walked out of the room, and occasionally a palace maid came in and asked her if she needed anything, she shook her head, indicating that she didn't need anything.
It's already autumn, and there is a hint of coolness in the air, Xiao Yuyin can't help but gather her clothes, looking at the moon in the sky, the moon is not full, people are leaving, and she feels a little sad when she thinks about it.
Xiao Yuyin didn't ask the name of the palace, nor did she let the palace maid follow, she just walked a few steps and stood in the courtyard, she didn't have the leisure to ask about those irrelevant things now.
She raised her head and looked at the moon, in her previous life, she was Mu Yuexing, she lost Mu Heng, she lost his affection, the person she didn't lose, but she kept saying that she betrayed him. In this life, she is Xiao Yuyin, and she doesn't want to lose Nalan Heng, so she has to say the breakup with her heart, and she will eventually lose him if she says the "no love" that goes against her heart.
On the way to the palace, she became a prophecy, even if she remembered her previous life, she still couldn't forget Nalan Heng's careful care of her and her doting, compared to the harm that Yu Yihan did to her in her previous life, she really felt that it was incomparable. Whether he is the Mu Heng she promised to love or not, she loves it.
The footsteps behind her gradually became clear, she did not turn around, still looking at the crescent moon in the sky, crescent-shaped, hanging high, not yet round.
"Xing'er." Xiao Yuyin heard the person behind her call her like this, she couldn't pretend not to know anymore, she turned around slowly, looked at the jade shadow in a moon-white robe opposite, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, and smiled at him without being serious: "Should I call you Yu Yihan and say Yuzi Shadow?"
Xiao Yuyin didn't ask the name of the palace, nor did she let the palace maid follow, she just walked a few steps and stood in the courtyard, she didn't have the leisure to ask about those irrelevant things now.
She raised her head and looked at the moon, in her previous life, she was Mu Yuexing, she lost Mu Heng, she lost his affection, the person she didn't lose, but she kept saying that she betrayed him. In this life, she is Xiao Yuyin, and she doesn't want to lose Nalan Heng, so she has to say the breakup with her heart, and she will eventually lose him if she says the "no love" that goes against her heart.
On the way to the palace, she became a prophecy, even if she remembered her previous life, she still couldn't forget Nalan Heng's careful care of her and her doting, compared to the harm that Yu Yihan did to her in her previous life, she really felt that it was incomparable. Whether he is the Mu Heng she promised to love or not, she loves it.
The footsteps behind her gradually became clear, she did not turn around, still looking at the crescent moon in the sky, crescent-shaped, hanging high, not yet round.
"Xing'er." Xiao Yuyin heard the person behind her call her like this, she couldn't pretend not to know anymore, she turned around slowly, looked at the jade shadow in a moon-white robe opposite, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, and smiled at him without being serious: "Should I call you Yu Yihan and say Yuzi Shadow?"
Xu is Xiao Yuyin's tone was too flat, which made Yu Ziying slightly stunned, and then spoke, very bitter: "You still hate me, right?" I didn't believe you at that time, and I cursed you, did you hate me after all? ”
Xiao Yuyin smiled slightly, but did not penetrate into his eyes, "Xiao Yuyin has no love or hatred for Yuziying. Mu Yuexing loves Yu Yihan, but she hates her in the end, and she can't forgive her until she dies, at that time she said that she doesn't want to see you forever, she doesn't see it, because it's me who sees you. ”
Yu Ziying was a little stunned by what she said, "Aren't you Xing'er?" What do you say? ”
Xiao Yuyin shook his head and sighed softly, his tone was very flat, "Yuziying, you still don't understand." Quite hated that iron could not become steel, and continued: "Yuziying is Yuziying, Yuyihan is Yuyihan, since you have been reincarnated, you don't have to live with the memories of your previous life, this life is this life, and your previous life is your previous life." I know it very clearly, and I hope you can also distinguish it, and don't live with memories. You and I will have a lot of things to offer. ”
Yu Ziying understood this time, but she didn't speak for a long time, but her phoenix eyes were full of pain, and her figure and her plain face were reflected in her eyes.
"Yuziying, haven't you noticed that my personality has changed a lot, a different living environment, and a different person. I'm not Mu Yuexing, but I'm also Mu Yuexing, but I don't want to live with Mu Yuexing's past, you know? ”
"I understand what you mean, but do you know what the purpose of my coming to Northern Qi is, a prophecy, I came here desperately, in order to find you, but you want me to abandon you, how can I do it?" Jade Ziying grabbed her shoulders and pressed her eyes tightly.
"Then since Yu Ziying has you remembered, then I will ask you one last sentence, Mu Yuexing asked Yu Yihan in the previous life, do you feel the pain in your heart for a while? Now let me ask you again, do you feel it? ”
After hearing this, Yu Ziying's face suddenly turned pale, and she couldn't say a word for a long time. His heart rested peacefully, and he didn't feel the slightest pain, and according to the curse, she didn't love him at all.
After Xiao Yuyin finished saying this sentence again, he looked behind him, his face changed slightly, and then said softly: "Yu Yihan, I still love you, what about you?"