For a long time, I stayed in my yard.

Gao Wei was grounded, and I was grounded too.

I can't get out, and others can't get in.

It's okay, it's okay to do this, so you don't have to worry too much.

As spring grew, I moved a small bench every day, sat on the edge of the porch inside and outside the house, and tilted my head to look at the pear blossoms on the outside of the courtyard wall.

The snow-white pear blossoms, from the bare trunk of the tree, grow day after day, from the budding flower bones to the splendor of the last tree.

The flowers are beautiful, they are really beautiful.

I sat there, looking at it like a day, and when I woke up in the morning, I didn't care about dressing up, and the first thing I did was to open the window, lie on the windowsill, and look at it, just one look.

Looking at flowers is the only pleasure in my life today.

In this palace, I can't interfere with any changes and stories, so I can only sit here silently.

Ammon came to look for me a few times, and through the door, he asked me why I had an argument with Gao Wei, saying that he was not questioning himself, but just wanted to care about whether I was injured.

I told him that I was fine, that there would be an argument with Gao Wei sooner or later, that I was only thinking about myself at that time, and that I didn't think about anything else, and that Gao Wei was grounded now, and I was sorry.

I asked him if he hated what I had done this time.

He didn't answer, but just put it another way, if he was me, and suffered such a situation, I was afraid that he would do something even more terrible.

I laughed, if he was me, if he had the same growth trajectory as me, I was afraid that he would choose like this!

After all, I thought that if I had a falling out with Gao Wei, Anmeng would be deadlocked, and I would not have any more intersections with him in the future.

That afternoon, he stopped me on the road, and told me so many good things, and told me a thousand times, but I was not what he thought, and continued to endure it.

He still wants to come to me, not knowing whether to be happy or to ignore it.

The days of the lockdown, I had a good time.

Without the daily greetings, there is a lot more time, Mama Yang is always invited out, in the yard, I am Han Yunduo, Han Feifei, Miao Qing, who has become a cat, and guards all the way outside the door.

I never dared to look at the door for too long, every day, I deliberately turned my back to the door to look at the scenery elsewhere.

Han Yunduo and Han Feifei occasionally told me what their ears heard, but Miao Qing was not there.

When he was there, he was sleeping, and when he wasn't, he didn't know where he had gone.

When I'm bored, I read books, play the piano, and occasionally embroider with the maids and have fun.

It's very pleasant to live like this.

Yu Ling and Yu Xin, maybe because I was grounded, they never appeared again.

However, I knew that after I came out of Gao Wei, some stories became a foregone conclusion, and some things were put on the agenda.

That day, Yuxin hugged me and knelt in Gao Xuan's matter, the Queen Mother let people spread in the community, Gao Xian's meanness, the whole capital is well known, and between Yuxin and me, it is logical to become a hero to save the United States, Lang Qing concubine.

The emperor and the queen naturally heard about it, and on the comfortable side, they also followed the development of public opinion and pushed the boat downstream, which fulfilled me and Yuxin.

There was a commotion in the house like this, An Yi was just a nod, and his image of a good husband, a good father, and a good lord was deeply rooted in the hearts of the people again.

This farce, which began on last year's Winter Holy Day, is finally over, the winner is Yuxin, Yuling's side, naturally he will not come to the house to disturb again, but Yuxin's side, it is the Queen Mother who stopped him and let him live in peace.

Emperor Yuzhen will give marriage, the holy decree of marriage, it will come down in these two days, Mama Yang has been called by An Meng these days, and she has been busy from morning to night, all for one thing, that is, to prepare a dowry for me.

I'm getting married.

If nothing else, the wedding will take place in three months.

This is my second marriage, the second time I have been a bride, and after three years, there are no waves in my heart.

I think, maybe it's the passage of time, things are wrong, maybe the heart belongs, can't be accompanied, it doesn't matter who I choose, after I come out of this step, every step in the future, is a chess piece.

If you are a chess piece, what kind of feelings do you need, the heart is like stopping water, and looking down on everything is the best, right?

But why, I didn't dare to look outside the door, and why, in the dead of night, tossing and turning, it was difficult to sleep.

The heart, occasionally still hurts, the kind that hurts, vaguely when the heart beats, and then tortures me.

But I'm not the girl who stood in the place of change in life three years ago, panicked and only knew to die, I have grown up, I can hide all my emotions and continue to live strongly.

Live in this world, live in the moment, live in a persistence.

Along the way, he rarely spoke to me.

No, I should say that I haven't spoken a word to him since I was grounded.

He's changed, he didn't look like the one I knew before, not like the guy who told me to wait inside and he'd come to stay with me.

I also seemed to be angry, angry with him, he ignored me, and I didn't respond to him.

Han Yunduo, they don't know why I chose Yuxin, but they don't ask, I think there are some guesses, right?

Only Miao Qing asked me about this matter, but I answered very perfunctory, this cat was also annoyed by me, and he didn't want to pay attention to me at all.

Every time I came back, I hugged him, and after a while, he got bored, jumped somewhere else, and fell asleep.

Today, the holy decree will be announced to the palace, and after comfortably receiving the decree, I have to follow the grandmothers in the palace and learn the rules again.

I stared at the pear blossom, and I always had some expectations in my heart, what to expect, but I didn't dare to think about it.

I wanted to look back at the figure, but wit told me that I couldn't do it, and that if I did, I would lose.

Demons are different from people, emotions are a thing, demons understand very slowly, and people are mixed with too many complex emotions in it.

Humans and demons, I know it's not suitable.

But I just have my heart on him.

I wish he could avoid everyone, pull me, tell me, let me go with him, go to the ends of the world, and never come back here.

Or, just ask, ask me, if you would like to choose to leave and choose another path, that's good, too!

He won't ask, I know.

In fact, he did.

He had been standing in the doorway, like a sculpture, silent.

A gust of wind blew, and the blooming pear blossoms shook with it, and the snow-white of the tree was so weak that it couldn't help but fall to the ground.

The petals shattered, and against the wind, they swirled around the courtyard wall, half of them falling outside the wall, and half of them falling inside the wall.

I was shocked to realize that the flowers would also fall.

Flowers bloom and fail, but the world is long-lasting.

Some feelings are also like this, if you can't wait, they will blow to the ground. Read the latest chapter of "All the Way to the Tranquility Claw Book House" for free for the first time.