Chapter18

He sat down on the shady steps of the bushes, curled up and hugged his legs, trying to stop himself from crying, but the tears still fell so uncontrollably.

Who is that "not loving" used to deceive, but now that I think about it, it seems that even I have deceived myself.

"It's cold outside, let's go inside."

The sudden, cold voice made me feel terrified.

What is this? Come and make fun of it? Oh, this is a great opportunity.

"Come in and have breakfast together." The cold and slow voice was as always, "Your body, diet needs to be regular. ”

Eating regularly? Is he telling a joke about some country?!

Raising his head and looking at Xi Xichen, who was standing a meter away at the moment, he also looked at me, his eyes were deep, with a certain decadence and sadness, but he also looked so calm.

After a pause, the cold voice sounded again, "Let's go in." ”

"Don't bother me." I didn't want to open my mouth more, because the hoarse voice of the crying didn't want others to hear it at all, especially him.

Xi Xichen's expression was still calm, but there was a clear touch of gloom in his eyes, and he was silent for a long time, and his dark eyes were restrained and sinking, "Whatever you want." ”

Looking at the slender back that disappeared at the corner of the path, he buried his head between his legs again, and he didn't understand Xi Xichen, so he wouldn't spend too much energy thinking about it, after all, I didn't want to have more contact with such a person.

When the crimson sunset woke me up through the gray curtains, it was already dusk, and I vaguely remembered that I had fainted in the back garden. What a tattered body.

"Hmm......" A sweet child's voice came from his side, and he turned his head to see Jian Yuliang curled up on the futon and sleeping sweetly, frowning and getting up and entering the bathroom.

When I came out, there was a sweet smell of food in the house. On the desk, a simple and light dinner.

Jian Yuling rubbed her eyes, half-lying on her stomach, and muttered in a confused voice, "The meal was brought in by my brother." ”

"And then?" I laughed.

My brother said...... My sister got up...... Drinking porridge ......" gradually faded into a faint voice, then almost inaudible, and finally disappeared completely into the futon.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ He's really free. ”

For the next two days, I lived in Jianzhuang peacefully, and I didn't go out, but strangely I didn't meet with the idle Xi Xichen again, and I don't know if it was a coincidence that he deliberately avoided or really, but this kind of thing is indeed a good thing for me.

It's just that Jian Yuling's entanglement has given me a headache for several days, and the child's dullness makes him completely unsure of what to refuse, so every time he wakes up in the morning and finds the warm body next to him, he can only sigh helplessly.

And the person I've been waiting for didn't show up.

On the third day, I learned that my father was coming back, and if my father came back and the person still didn't show up, then I wouldn't wait any longer, after all, that apology can be left alone, of course, if you can settle the matter together and then leave, it's great, but if it really doesn't work, then you won't force it too much.

In the afternoon, Yang Yali appeared at Jane's house very unexpectedly (she always appeared very unexpectedly), with a serious face, "I'm here to talk to you about him." ”

I smiled and put my cup down, knowing who she was going to talk about next.

Yang Yali looked straight at me, obviously not very accepting of my attitude, "Jian Anji, I really don't understand what you think in your heart. ”

"It's true that we don't know each other well enough to understand each other's minds." I smiled and continued, "Andβ€”sometimes I can't even figure myself out, let alone you, Miss Yang." ”

"You don't have to be so cynical, I know I'm not qualified to talk about you, but ......" paused and said, "Ye Lin ...... him"

"Miss Yang." I interrupted her, "Are you sure we're going to talk about him?" There was obvious rejection and disgust in her eyes, although it was very well hidden, but she could still feel it, and she hated me but she had to sit down with me calmly and talk to me about some topics that she didn't want to talk to me about, and how depressed she should be.

After a long time, Yang Yali spoke slowly, "Ye Lin is very bad now." ”

"Miss Yang." I smiled, "You don't mean to tell me, it's all because of me." ”

Yang Yali raised her head and looked at me, "You know better than anyone else, don't you, even if you want to deny it to me, but you can't deny it to yourself." ”

"Really?" Add two more scoops of creamer to the coffee cup.

"Ye Lin is a model and an artist...... The media will not miss every opportunity to copy and exaggerate him, or criticize him...... And his temper was already arrogant, and now he is even more ...... He can dismiss, but I can't, so ......"

His brows furrowed, "What the hell are you trying to say, Miss Yang." ”

"-I admit that you have a great influence on him, just like six years ago, even more ......than that time" Yang Yali suddenly stopped halfway through speaking, and stopped talking, watching me add creamer to coffee frequently, frowning and saying lightly, "However, Ye Lin can only have me by his side." I came to you today mainly to tell you - Jian Anji, I hope you will not appear in front of Ye Lin in the future, never, never, although this request is a bit excessive, but, I ask you. ”

I smiled and didn't answer.

"Mr. Xi, you're back." At this moment, the voice of the servant came from the entrance.

Without a moment, Xi Xichen entered the living room, saw me, turned his head to look at Yang Yali who was sitting opposite me, nodded slightly to her, and then walked directly to the staircase, his hand just touched the handrail of the stairs, stopped again, turned around, looked at Yang Yali and said coldly, "If Miss Yang is not in a hurry to go back, you can stay for dinner." "The attitude is sparse and polite.