Chapter 517: How Long Has It Been Coming
I went in and looked for her directly, so that I could see her, and if she didn't want to see her, then I would only have to wait, and I didn't know when I would be able to see her.
And at this time, I really can't wait in my heart, I won't understand that kind of mood before, but at this moment, I really want to see her right away.
In my heart, I have never been so anxious. From this point, it can also be seen that the previous self ignored a lot and ignored the feeling of waiting, which was really difficult.
How did she survive those times? I didn't dare to think about it at all, because I knew that every time I asked her to meet, I would be late, either because of this or for those things.
Shu Yixin looked at it for a while, and it seemed that there was something important in this way. Although he said that he was very confused, he was really worried about something, and he could only let him go in and find him at this time, not wanting to stop him.
"Well, she's in there, you can just go in and find her." Yixin could see that he seemed to be in a hurry, and he didn't embarrass him at this time.
It may be true, there is something to tell the other party, so at this time, I didn't embarrass him, but told him that it was okay to go in directly.
Ren Xiaoou finished his work and waited on the side, after all, it takes time to bake dim sum, and when he is free, he always feels a little lonely.
These days, he has been calling and sending messages to himself, and he has always been ruthless and doesn't want to pay attention to him, maybe he just wants to warn himself that before things are thought through, don't take that step easily, and after he thinks clearly, he is discussing this issue with him.
I have always wanted to discuss these issues with him, after all, it will only waste my youth if I drag it out.
I also thought it clearly, I don't want to delay like this, and I only have such a chance to be ruthless, and then I should be ruthless to do such a thing.
However, every time I see the message he sent, I really feel uncomfortable in my heart, and many times I can't help but want to reply, I will look at the message he sent in a daze, and even think about what kind of mentality he had when he sent these messages to himself.
If he doesn't reply to his messages like this, will he be angry? I wouldn't be like this before, every time he sent a message to himself, he would reply to him as soon as possible, and he didn't reply to his message like this, and it was definitely the first time for several days.
So I inevitably wondered, will he be angry? Based on what he knew about him, he would have been angry, because he had never treated him like this before.
Forget it, think about it, think about how he treated himself before, but the person who was angry should be himself, not him.
Even if he is angry, so what, he doesn't care so much anyway, after all, he has never cared about his feelings, and at this time, there is no need to think too much about him.
Every time you only talk about others, you should be selfish at this time. Don't think about him every time, occasionally you should think about yourself, in this relationship, the person who hurts the most is still yourself, and you give the most, so if you can be selfish, you hope that you can be selfish.
Emotional things, I should think more about myself, rather than always thinking about others, I have always hoped to be able to live happily, over the years, I have also loved him wholeheartedly, but in the end I got something.
Perhaps, I never paid attention to these things for myself before, but now, I seem to have figured it out a little, blindly paying, not getting the corresponding reward.
In the end, I gave a lot in this relationship, but in the end, what did I get, and even I couldn't tell what I gained, as if I had lost more.
Maybe after thinking about it clearly, I should think about my future. I can't continue like this, after all, I have already paid a lot, but the result doesn't seem to be so satisfactory, and at this time, I can't even be sure what I mean in his heart.
I don't want to come to this point, I also want to go on with him, I want to grow old with him for the rest of my life, but this is just my own personal idea, because I don't know what his thoughts are at all.
In other words, he is just unrequited love, just unrequited love, and this result is actually only paid by himself, and he will not experience that feeling at all.
Forget it, I have given him opportunities again and again, but he still doesn't care why he continues to be persistent, maybe he really doesn't belong to him, and he is destined to be inseparable.
Ren Xiaoou's whole person became his own thoughts, and he didn't find that there was a person standing at the door, and it was the person he was thinking about.
After all, I never thought that he would appear here at this moment, I couldn't even dream of it, after all, I knew him well, he had always been so busy. No matter how you think about it, you shouldn't have imagined that at this moment he was watching his every move at the door.
And his movements were so light that he didn't even notice that there was someone at the door.
Ren Xiaoou kept thinking about other things, until he heard the ding sound and knew that his dim sum had been baked, so he pulled back his thoughts.
When I turned around, I saw him standing at the door, and for a moment I really thought I was hallucinating. Yes, I simply can't believe that it appeared in front of my eyes, and it was in such a situation.
"You...... How did you end up here and how long have you been here. "He couldn't have been here when he was in a daze just now, and he looked at himself for a long time, but he didn't notice that he was there.
Usually when someone appears at the door, he will be the first to notice what is going on today, since he doesn't know that he has been standing at the door.
"It's not been a long time, I see you're busy, so I didn't bother." When Ye Jinghao said these words, his eyes looked at her deadly, and what he said was also very vague.
Even if I saw her in a daze, but when I said it at this time, I just said that I saw her busy. There are some things that don't need to be taken too seriously, just know for yourself.
"Why don't you sit outside when you come, this is the kitchen, and it's not so clean when there are many things." Ren Xiaoou told him that the kitchen was not as clean as he thought, and that he should sit outside and wait, rather than come in.
When he said these words, he was thinking in his heart, but Yixin didn't tell himself anything, and even said that he would send a message to himself.
Shouldn't it be that she didn't see him come in, it was logically impossible, and anyone who came in from the position where she was standing could see it.
So there is only one explanation, she knew that the other party was coming, but she didn't tell herself, and asked him to come directly to the kitchen to find herself, which would make her feel a little embarrassed.
"I asked her not to tell you, I want to come to you as soon as possible, to see you as soon as possible." Ye Jinghao could probably see from her expression that she should be thinking about Shu Yixin not telling her about her coming.
In order to avoid involving other people, wouldn't it be better to explain to her honestly at this time? I cut it off directly, and told her that it would save her so much thought.
"Oh, I see." Ren Xiaoou didn't expect that he was willing to explain his previous words to himself at this moment, and he seemed to disdain to say such things.
What he was doing now, he had never done before. All along, he was reluctant to explain more.
"Hmm." Ye Jinghao still had something to say, but when he saw her at this moment, he felt that he couldn't say those words, and he kept choking in his throat.
How do you say the next words? It seems that no matter how you say it, it feels like something is missing.
"Then you go sit outside for a while, I'm still busy here for a while, and I'll go out to find you later." After all, his dim sum had just been baked, and he still needed some time to deal with it, and he would look like he was in a hurry when he stood here.
Therefore, it is better to ask him to go out at this time, he looks at himself, and he seems to feel a little rushed, feeling a little weak, and does not know what to do.
In fact, these things should be very proficient for themselves, but I don't know why, when he is in front of him, he will feel in a hurry, and he doesn't know what to do next, maybe the more worried he is, the more wrong he is doing.
No matter what, he is not there, he can quickly deal with these things, only in this way can he have time to chat with him earlier, otherwise I don't know how long it will be delayed.
The thought of him standing there for a while made me feel more and more uneasy. I don't know exactly how long it will be, but I think I've been here for a while.
He should be working in the company and busy with his own business. How could you be so free to appear here, and suddenly find yourself, is it that there is something to talk to yourself, but you are not mentally prepared, what should I do?
"You're busy, I'm standing here, I shouldn't bother you." Ye Jinghao had such an idea for the first time, wanting to see what she was like when she was working.
I never thought about it before, and I would never have such thoughts, and I always felt that my time should not be wasted on these, but since I had such a thought at this moment, I felt a little surprised, and the thoughts I didn't have before have appeared now.