"Do you know how scared I was? I'm so young... So small, I really don't understand anything, for me, everything in the world is a blank slate, and I also know what is good and what is good. Since then, I had a serious illness, every day I was lying in bed, it was windy and rainy, the sky became cold, I covered two layers of quilts and felt cold, and suddenly I remembered you, you have no thick clothes to wear, your body is so thin, the place where you live is ventilated on all sides, and there is no cover to keep warm. ”

"I don't know what's wrong with me, because I feel sorry for you and worry about you, so I secretly put two stacks of thick quilts in your place and wait for you to wake up and take them. Prime Minister's Mansion, Murong Yun's eyeliner is everywhere, all my actions, she is sending people to monitor, it is conceivable, I sent you a brocade quilt, not only the two quilts were thrown into the fire and burned to ashes, even I, she ordered someone to be locked in the firewood room, three days without food and drink, I was hungry to death, and finally my father begged her for mercy, so he reluctantly let me out, I felt fear for the first time, that kind of fear, more terrifying than watching my childhood playmate being thrown alive into the well and drowned. It was my own life, the fear that I felt in the face of death. ”

"Sister, it's not that I don't want to be close to you, it's not that I resisted you and hated you from the beginning, you know? It's all Murong Yun, she persecuted me, I'm so young, I don't understand why they treat you like this, I only know, you are my sister, why do they treat you so much, why do you dress so thinly, eat so badly, why, you are so pitiful. Actually, you're not annoying at all, and I want to get close to you, but I don't dare, I'm afraid. ”

"Murong Yun ignored me, and those subordinates in the house also began to snub me, and they no longer respected me as much as before, I know, they are all afraid of Murong Yun, and I also know that Murong Yun is deliberately punishing and torturing me, because I sent you medicine and brocade quilts, and she knows about it, and she hates anyone who disobeys her."

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will be reduced to what you are, especially when I begged my father, my father touched my head and said that I should apologize to her, and said, never take care of you again, as long as I don't like you like them and abuse you as much, Murong Yun will still love me as much as before."

"I can't bear it, I feel sorry for you, but compared to your status in the Prime Minister's Mansion, compared to you, you are so unworthy of mention, even if I still can't bear it in my heart, but I don't want to fall into your situation, I really can't share this feeling of being bullied and bullied with you. I went to Murong Yun, I confessed my mistake to her, asked her for forgiveness, that night, I ordered someone to pour a basin of cold water on your head, she knew, and quickly forgave me, she said, you are a lowly person, not worthy of my self-surrender to please you. ”

...

After saying this, Shen Yueji's heart was cold, and Gu Yueyin didn't mean to stop at all, seeing that she was still talking.

Shen Yueji closed her eyes, "That's enough." ”

"Sister, how can it be? Don't you think that the relationship between our sisters has come to such an estranged point, and it is all controlled by her Murong Yun behind the scenes? ”

"She not only ruined me, but also ruined you."