I know I'm minding, it's not so much mind as jealousy, jealous that Li Mei can help him by his side, and even more jealous of the madness of the family for her past, the silence and evasion of the family have made my mind spread and amplified day by day.

At this moment, my jealousy, my mind has finally reached its peak under Li Mei's deliberate provocation, and I can't stand it anymore!

"Why don't you speak? Do you not want to say it or dare not say it, why don't you speak? I've had enough, enough is enough! I couldn't cry, "Got married, you don't love me anymore, do you?" No, you didn't love me at all, you didn't love me! You don't love me, why are you pestering me? How can you casually intrude into other people's lives and be so ruthless after taking their hearts? If you don't love me, don't provoke me! I'm fed up, it's not like this, love shouldn't be like this! ”

Chengjia still didn't say anything, just strode up to me and hugged me tightly. Again, every time we quarrel, it's just like this, I want to hear you, I want to know what you think in your heart, what do you want!

I struggled desperately, and I didn't expect that I would struggle so badly, and I was stunned to let me break free from his arms. I opened the door and tried to leave, but I was suffocated by the atmosphere, and my heart was almost out of breath.

"Don't go." Cheng Jia finally spoke up, and grabbed me tightly with his hand, which made my arm ache faintly.

"I really can't stand it anymore, you let me go." I continued to struggle, trying to break free from the clenched hand.

"Jiabao, don't leave me, you promised me not to leave me." Chengjia's brows tightened, his face was full of pain, and his voice was even trembling.

If I had seen a family like this before, I would have compromised, and then pretend that nothing had happened and continue to deceive myself, but today I don't want it, I don't want it, I just want to run away and leave this person.

"If you want me to stay, then good, you let Li Mei go and leave here!" I'm a little hysterical.

"Baby, I know I owe you a lot of explanations, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's that I really don't know what to say. There are a lot of things that I can't figure out and figure out myself. As for Li Mei, I can't leave her alone, really, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Chengjia hugged me, buried his head in my shoulder, and choked, "But I know one thing, I don't want you to leave me." ”

"How can you, how can you do this." I struggled powerlessly, and my heart was desolate.

I've always been forced to be brave.,I've always been pretending to be strong.,I'm very envious of those girls who seem to be tender and watery but have a strong heart.,No matter how strong I am in the eyes of others.,I know I'm actually a coward.,I've always been...

Since I was a child, I always felt that good things were so far away from me, and I was always worried that they would fly away when I got them. I always feel how luxurious this beauty is, so the more beautiful things are, the more worried I am about flying away. In order to stop my heart from hurting and worrying about the unknown future, I am timid and always prefer not to have it and not to try.

As soft as the heart is, the outer shell is as hard as it is. Accepting a family and putting him in my heart was one of the bravest decisions of my life in just over 20 years, but now this decision has left me with a lot of pain and pain.

I don't know what other people's love looks like, is it like on TV, you can really say that you can break it, let go of your former love, never look back, and start your own life again.

In short, in my love, I am the most unproductive. As long as the other party hooked his hand and showed weakness, I forgave him so softly, as if nothing had happened.

I was also indignant, and I felt that I was not myself, but every time I couldn't help myself. suddenly found that his love was already so humble.

In the end, I chose to be considerate of the family and no longer pursue it. I'm not very tolerant, it's not that I don't mind, it's just that when I see the pain on his face, I still don't give up, I don't want to make him so embarrassed because of myself.