Lin Ya didn't answer her words, just closed her eyes and rested.

I really felt tired, and there were a lot of things that weighed on her heart, making her feel even more tired. At this moment, she really regrets it, if she had known, she shouldn't have said such a panic at the beginning, but now that she says it's too late, things are already like this, and there is no turning back.

It's not that I should have listened to it more before, and the persuasion of the people around me, otherwise, I wouldn't have come to this point.

But at present, for himself, he can only go on like this, and there is no turning back at all. I've come this far, and it's impossible to let myself go through the beginning, let myself admit it, and then lose this job, and then start again.

In the face of such an ending, I can't accept it at all, so no matter what kind of blow awaits me in the future, and what kind of psychological endurance there is, I must also persevere bravely, even if I am tired, I have to grit my teeth and get through.

As Ren Xiaoou said, this path is chosen by himself, even if he kneels, he has to finish it, because he can't blame others at all, and if he wants to blame, he can only blame himself.

If it weren't for the fact that he was more greedy at the beginning, he felt that this was a shortcut, which would be of great help to himself, and he would not have considered forging the identity of a family, in fact, in addition to being an orphan and this column was false, what he said was true, but Lin Ya also knew clearly that even if one of them was fake, it would affect the whole.

Because many people will have preconceived notions, the first time you do it wrong, then no matter how many times you do it right, people will always remember the time you did it wrong, and they can't see what you did at all.

Sometimes I will have this thought, at first glance I think you are not good, and then after that, no matter how hard you try, I always feel that you are not the type I want, and I always feel that you are a little worse.

Lin Ya thought a lot by herself, but in the end, the result was still the same, she had to persevere, and no matter how hard she worked, she had to get through it.

I hope that in the end, God can have mercy on me and let myself live in peace. What can I do but face it bravely, there is no other choice at all, this is my best choice and the only choice.

I almost fell asleep on the sofa, probably thinking about it, my head was a little dizzy, and I didn't want to move more and more.

Although I am very tired, I also went to work the next day with a radiant face, and I can't let people see what I have on my mind.

After all, life has to go on, you can't be too pessimistic, even if your heart is bitter and tired, you have to live.

Because there is no other choice in my life, I always do this, no matter how hard and tired I am, I have to endure it.

It is not easy for me to get to where I am today, so no matter how hard and tired I am at this time, I have to grit my teeth and go on, and it is impossible to give up halfway.

If you choose to give up halfway now, then it will not be so easy for you to start again in the future. In short, no matter how hard you work now, you will feel that it is worth it, as long as your efforts are rewarded, as long as you feel that it is right to do so, then you will go on without hesitation.

"Yixin, I've come to see you again, how are you doing?" Shu Yixin had been busy with the things in his hands, and suddenly saw someone calling him, of course, he subconsciously turned back.

Shu Yixin raised his head and glanced at the visitor, and the corners of his mouth immediately raised a smile.

"Grandpa, why are you here, why didn't you call me before." There was no warning before, and it was really a bit beyond my expectations to come over like this.

Didn't you tell him before? Give yourself a call before you come, so that you have enough time to prepare snacks for him, so that you can really feel caught off guard when you appear inexplicably.

"I miss you, so I'll come over and take a look, why don't you welcome grandpa over." Ye Lao rarely had such kindness, and wanted to come over to chat with him and talk, but people didn't seem to welcome him so much.

"Where is it? Grandpa, you think too much, and you don't even know how much you are welcome. Shu Yixin hurriedly put down the things in his hand and greeted him with a smile.

"Hehe, it's good if you don't, grandpa is really a little worried, you will think I'm too annoying, it will disturb your work, and I don't want grandpa to come over." Ye Lao looked a little aggrieved at this time and said, if he didn't play the sympathy card, how could he see him feel sorry for himself.

"I've never thought about it like this, grandpa, sit down and rest first, and I'll pour you a glass of water." People come all the way to see themselves, and they can't seem to be so rude.

"Grandpa, will it disturb you if you come here so presumptuously." Ye Lao felt that at this time, it was necessary for him to ask a few more words, whether he would disturb others to work.

She is a retired old man, staying at home all day and doing nothing, but she is a young person, and when she is working hard for her career, she is really worried that she will be disturbed by coming over often.

"Grandpa, don't bother, you see that there are no guests coming in to my coffee and book house, maybe it's still early." At this time, I also prepared in advance, in fact, there were no guests, but the hygiene and the like had to be cleaned.

After hearing this, Ye Lao took a look, and at the same time, he also found that at this moment, there were indeed no guests, and it might really be as she said, the time was still early, and the guests had not yet come.

"In that case, do you have time to go out for a walk with grandpa?" Since there are no guests, it should be okay to go out for a walk with you, and you won't delay her for too long anyway.

At first, Shu Yixin felt a little surprised, and he didn't know where his grandfather wanted to go with him, but thinking of what he had said to him before, and at this time, he didn't have anything to do, so it was indeed okay to go out for a walk with him.

"Then grandpa, you wait for me first, go in and talk to my partner, and come out soon." If you want to go out for a walk with him, you have to go in and talk to Ren Xiaoou, you can't just leave like this.

Ye Lao didn't speak, just nodded.

She is also more thoughtful in doing this, she can't just leave, she has to talk to the other party about it.

It's really time to tell the other party that you can't put the coffee book house here, someone comes in, and you don't know what's going on.

Shu Yixin came out soon after entering, and then said happily to his grandfather, "Grandpa, let's go!" Wherever you want to go, I can accompany you. "I still have an hour or two of time, so I should go out and exercise, and it won't affect my business anyway.

"If you have any losses when you want to go to the coffee book house during this time, grandpa will compensate you for your losses." She is willing to compensate for the losses caused by herself during this period of time, as long as she can accompany herself, everything else is easy to say.

After hearing what his grandfather said, Shu Yixin said a little angrily, "Grandpa, what are you talking about, how can I make you compensate, I am also willing to accompany you, and I really treat you as my own grandfather." "At this time, grandpa said such things, then it was really too foreign, and I didn't like him to say such things.

Besides, he was willing to accompany him, not that he wanted any compensation, any benefits or anything like that.

In short, everything I have done so far is from myself, willingly, and I have never thought about who will compensate me for any losses or anything like that.

I do all this willingly, there is no compulsion or anything like that, if I don't want to do something, even if someone forces me, I may not be able to make myself willing. The result of this will only make you more angry, and then turn around and leave, because you feel that such people look down on you at all, and you don't bother to greet such people.

"Don't be angry, grandpa is doing this for your own good, you also know that it is not so easy for you to do this small business, but at this time, he pulled you out, it was just grandpa's little heart." Ye Lao explained to her at this time why he did this, in fact, he was also out of good intentions.

After all, it wasn't that easy to know that she ran her small business. These are the only things I can do to help her, and I want to help more.

If she gave her money directly, she would definitely take it, because her character is like this, as if she never thought about asking for any benefits on herself, but just treated herself as a family member wholeheartedly.

The idea of her makes me feel very warm, because I also treat her as a family member, so I want to help her, after all, this is the only thing I can do.

is because of her own reasons, she has delayed too much time and delayed her business, and it is natural for her to compensate her for some losses.

After listening to his grandfather's explanation, Shu Yixin was not as angry as before, but he also refused without hesitation, smiled, and said softly, "Grandpa, no matter what, accompanying you is what I am willing to do, so you don't feel any psychological burden, let alone think about compensating me or something, just when I came out to exercise." "Occasionally, when there are no customers in the café and book house, I come out and walk around by myself.