Maybe it's because of what Cortana said, for days in a row, I was dreaming, and what I saw and felt in my dreams was the story she had said.

Hungry, dizzy, nauseous, endless mountain roads and woods, lonely ghosts who kept drifting over, the sky was bright and dark, dark and bright, there was no food, followed by the so-called parents, brothers and sisters, together with a broken pot, boiling leaves to eat.

There is no salt, and the leaves are still old and prickly, even if they are boiled for a long time, they are spicy when eaten in the mouth, bitter and bubbling with the smell of green embroidery, and the stomach is resisting from the bottom of the heart.

If you don't eat, you can only wait to starve to death, and if you eat, you are worse than dead.

After all, I was afraid of death, swallowing those things with tears, not giving myself a chance to taste and resist.

On the night I was abandoned, I was walking halfway up the mountain, and I was so dizzy that I couldn't get up, and my eyes couldn't be opened by the rain.

I'm so tired, I'm so tired!

There seemed to be no sound other than the sound of the rain, the top of my head was covered with clothes, it was getting harder and harder to breathe, I felt the fear that was circling around me, and it seemed that in the next second, I would break away from this body and become the same existence as them.

Someone approached, he lifted his clothes, looked at me, and without saying a word, he resisted and left, and the hot water made me, who was already hot, faint.

Upon waking up, struggles, running, screams of men and women, cursing of men, and the blunt sound of axes slashing.

I survived and became the sick child daughter-in-law in this black shop, and I rely on the little master to take care of me on weekdays, and I have nothing else but sleep.

There were always ghosts wandering around me, and Cortana was the one who had been with me the longest, and I often heard her crying at my bedside, so in order to reassure her, I found some rags, tied a scarecrow, wrote her name, and made a grave for her.

Later, on the night of getting married, the little master killed all the people in the shop, and in the midst of the fire, he took me and drove away in an ox cart.

We settled in a small town, I was not in good health, and he spent a lot of money, and finally, one night, he took a woman who was very old, but still pounced on the thick fat powder, and the woman took two strong men, and only circled around me twice, and then nodded, gave money, and I was dragged out by the strong men.

I was scared, I seemed to know who they were, and I wanted to struggle and escape, but I had no strength, and I was so desperate that I wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself, but I couldn't do it.

At this time, I met a man who was riding a horse, dressed in white, and flew in front of me, and the strong man and the old bustard, as if they had been struck by an evil spirit, lay on the ground and convulsed, unable to move.

I think it should be the first time I have seen Qi Yu, a high-spirited young man with a beautiful face, and his black and white eyes reflect the thousands of colors of this world.

If there really is such an existence as Ruyi Langjun, then this Ruyi Langjun should be his appearance, right?

From that day on, we walked together.

In the dream, most of the days were pleasant, Mina followed us, Qi Yu performed in the downtown area, and I took a cloth bag and collected some money.

He looks very good, and he likes to wear white clothes, compared with those people who sell art in the rivers and lakes, it is too different, and many people like it, especially the girl's family.

In the dream, I have some inferiority complex, I always feel unworthy of him, and after a long time of getting along, there is a line in my heart after all, and I dare not cross it.

The deep depression at first sight is decreasing every day after that, as if I am mistaken, and it seems that I imagined him too well, and he in reality cannot coincide.

The more time passed, the more calm we became, but in his case it was another answer.

There is a difference between men and women, at first sight, I am not the most exciting girl he has ever seen, the long-term companionship, the accumulation of getting along, and the acquaintance bit by bit, so that Qi Yu has a different mind about me.

This thought became more and more obvious and more and more public, and I couldn't bear it, but I didn't know how to confess to him.

It's like the wrong time, when I was attracted to him, he didn't put me in his heart, and when I calmed down and retreated to the identity of a confidant, he chased after me again.

I can't accept it, and I can't let go of it.

In those first nights, I was with Mina, watching the dim lights, and staying up until dawn, but he went to find the girls who were interested in him, and lingered all night.

At that time, it should be a normal thing for a man to be so attentive, but at that time, I already felt unhappy.

I don't like him like this, and I can't accept him like this.

Traveling all over the world, living in no fixed place, you and those women, each of them is under the moon, sweet words, life and death, and finally, as soon as you turn around, everything becomes empty words.

Qi Yu can laugh it off, but I can't after all.

Between us, the chasm grew deeper and deeper, so much so that in the end, the apparent tranquility was broken.

The appearance of Han Yunduo was also the time when the relationship between me and Qi Yu collapsed.

I wanted to leave. No matter how much Cortana tried to persuade her, I didn't want to stay any longer.

Qi Yu and I are in a bad relationship, two people are together, they will only torture each other, and there is no end in sight.

My body is getting worse and worse, one second I am still smiling, the next second, my heart is palpitating so much that I can't breathe, I think I will die soon.

Five hundred years ago, when Han Yunduo appeared, I didn't remember her like now.

She said that she had been looking for me for a long time and had no ill will towards me, but just wanted to protect me.

I left Qi Yu and Mina and spent some time with her, and during that time, it seemed that something happened that had nothing to do with Qi Yu, but could also kill me.

At the end of my memory, I saw the figure in the firelight, and there was no looking back.

It's vague, it's what I look like when I see Qi Yu, but it's not like Qi Yu, so I don't have a trace of emotion.

I'm going to break down, the figure I saw.

When I woke up, my pillow was always wet, and I couldn't understand why I was so sad, even in my dreams.

Qi Yu and Xiao Na, the two of them appear alternately, Xiao Na will not say anything, and Qi Yu will be angry.

These days, he would come and sleep with me, or drag me to his house to sleep, he was very stubborn and domineering, always staring at my forehead without making a sound.

When I went to ask him what he was watching, he didn't say a word, but bit me up fiercely and pulled me, regardless of whether I wanted to or not, it was just upside down, tossing day and night.

In his mind, such a toss would make it difficult for me to dream, but the more this is the case, the more real the memories in those dreams will be.

Now he seems to have coincided with him in the past, and I always look at him in a daze.

The more I looked, the colder my heart became, and the more I looked, the more unbearable and unbearable I felt.

It seems that he has become the one who makes me feel haggard again.