16. I can't afford to hurt
After washing, sitting on the bed alone, I took out the photos that Cheng's mother gave me in the afternoon from my bag, and looked at it, I was a handsome guy very early. Just as I was thinking about what to do with the photos, there was a noise outside the door.
I walked to the door and couldn't help but be happy. I'm alone at home, I will tie the anti-theft chain inside, and I can't open the anti-theft chain after I take the key to open the door, and I am pulling and pulling there to pull the chain open.
As soon as I approached, I couldn't help frowning, what a strong smell of wine! Chengjia saw me coming through the crack in the door, and blushed and smirked: "Baby, this thing bullied me, you wait, I'll be able to open it soon." ”
I watched this guy toss and turn, and couldn't help but speak, "Why do you drink so much?" ”
"Not much, not much, I didn't drink much." Chengjia squeezed his face into the crack of the door and looked at me, and said pitifully: "I can't open the door, Jiabao, can you help me open it?" ”
I wanted to go over and open the door for him, but the scene in the car suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, and with this guy's current state, I really didn't dare to let him in.
was hesitating, the family outside the door was in a hurry, knocked on the door, and shouted: "Daughter-in-law, open the door, I know you are at home... Daughter-in-law, open the door, I know you're at home... ”
I hurriedly opened the door, dragged the man in, glared at him fiercely, and the thing was still faceless against me, and said with a smile, "I knew it was a good trick." ”
The people had already been let in, so I had no choice but to resign myself to the task and began to serve. Help him take off his coat and help him to the bed, looking at his slightly frowning brow, I twisted a hot towel to help him wipe his face, hoping that the alcohol will dissipate quickly.
Chengjia hugged me and said, "It's good to have you by my side." ”
"You can't drink less." I still mind him drinking, and when I saw him drunk, I couldn't help but think of the way I sent him to the hospital, wiped his face a few times, and said, "Why don't you have a long memory, I didn't take care of you last time I went to the hospital!" ”
"Hospital~~" Cheng Jia muttered, suddenly as if he remembered something, and said, "By the way, I still want to find you in the hospital!" ”
"Looking for me? Why didn't I see you? I pursed my lips, mistaking his words for drunkenness, and turned to go to the bathroom to change into a hot towel.
Cheng Jia thought I was leaving, grabbed me, and hurriedly said, "I'm real, I'm going to look for you when I wake up that day, if not." Unfortunately, he didn't say anything before he finished speaking.
Originally, I didn't take it seriously, but after seeing the performance of the family, my cranial nerves, which have always been known for their stoutness, were actually sharpened. I turned around and came to Chengjia's side, leaned over, gently wiped his face with the wet towel on my hand, and said with a smile: "Good ~ tell my sister, what is it?" ”
"Jiabao~~ Don't be like this, it's too scary to laugh and not smile." Chengjia was frightened by my somewhat hideous expression, turned his head slightly, his voice trembled slightly, and said, "The towel is a little cold." ”
"Say it quickly, don't say that I'll go directly to the tiger chair and chili water!" I twisted it over the family's face and drank it condescendingly.
"Xiao Jie, when did you become so fierce? Haven't we always been gentle and lovely, generous and gentle? "Cheng Jia really couldn't stand my desperate ravage of his face, and grabbed my hand with one hand and put it on his chest.
At this point, I have probably guessed that this kid definitely has something to hide from me, and it is not small, so I pretended to be angry and said: "You don't change the topic, say it quickly, and don't say that I will throw you out." ”
"Jiabao, do you really want to know?" After a long time, the family finally spoke, looked at me, and said seriously: "It's okay if you want me to say, but you have to remember what you promised me." ”
It seemed that Chengjia was still worried that I would leave, and seeing his somewhat uneasy expression, I nodded and tried to soften my voice: "No, I won't forget if I promise." ”
Cheng Jia nodded, and then said, "Also, you are not allowed to cry your nose." ”
I'll let you say something, why is it so hard, you say I'm a little grumpy! I almost rolled up my sleeves and prepared to be tortured, but Chengjia patted the position next to me and motioned for me to go to bed.
I hesitated for a moment, and saw that Cheng Jia Da looked like he would rather die if I didn't go up, and measured the strength of my competition with the drunk Cheng Jia in my heart, thinking that once there was danger, I should still be able to kick the big tail wolf to the ground, and after a little awkwardness, I took off my shoes and went to bed.
When Chengjia saw me go to bed, he leaned over directly, and the two of us crowded at the head of the bed, exhaling and inhaling the familiar body odor on his body. He pulled his big hand, and the quilt that had been at the end of the bed covered the two of us, and then he leaned his head against mine.
At this moment, I was a little moved, and this pose has a special meaning for me.
A long time ago, I once read such a passage, "If there is an afterlife, let us be a pair of little mice, love each other stupidly, live a dull life, fall in love clumsily, and be together stupidly; Even if the snow covers the mountain, you can still nest in the warm grass, hug you tightly, and gently bite your ears... ”
At that time, I had not been moved by anyone, but after seeing this passage, it was firmly imprinted in my heart, and I began to sincerely hope that one day I could also find such a person, accompany me to love each other stupidly, and be together stupidly; Even on a cold winter night, the two of us can nest in our warm quilt like a pair of little mice, head to head.
I once mentioned this to him after I was with the family, when he hugged me and promised me that he would always walk with me, and the two of us were like those two little mice, not only to survive the cold winter, but also to walk through the spring, summer, autumn and winter together.
Thinking about it now, the time at that time was really beautiful, and people can't help but reddened when they think about it.
After a long time, when my flying thoughts were finally retracted, I realized that my tears had already wet Chengjia's shoulders, and I felt a little embarrassed at the moment, and I didn't dare to look up at Chengjia's expression for a while.
Chengjia hugged me tightly, choked up, and said, "If there is an afterlife, let us be a pair of little mice, love each other stupidly, live a dull life, fall in love clumsily, and be together stupidly; Even if the snow covers the mountain, you can still nest in the warm grass, hug you tightly, and gently bite your ears. My stupid mouse did something wrong before and lost my stupid mouse, and now the stupid mouse is back and will never leave, don't be sad stupid mouse, okay? ”
"Hmm." I nodded.
The two of us hugged each other tightly, didn't say anything more, just hugged each other, felt, the happiness and tranquility at the moment, and also recalled the beauty of the past.
"Ahh Suddenly, a golden light flashed in my mind, and I exclaimed, "You're not done yet!" ”
Forehead... After I finished screaming, the world suddenly fell silent, and I only felt a chill rise around me, and it was about to intensify.
Secretly look up, look at someone's face that is beginning to gradually blacken, I was still very arrogant just now, and with a sigh, it was extinguished~~ a ball of dead ashes~~
I cautiously leaned back, trying to avoid being within the range of a certain wolf, and said weakly, "You promised someone!" That one... If you don't want to talk about it, you can also negotiate... ”
A certain wolf was keenly aware of my intention to retreat, and his half-squinted eyes opened suddenly, and as soon as my big hand tightened, I rolled back into his arms.
"A good man spares his life, surrenders his gun and doesn't kill!" I hurriedly raised my two fleshy little paws to beg for mercy, shouting incoherently.
After Cheng Jia tightened his arms and locked me firmly, he didn't make any moves, and after a long time, he spoke: "Actually, Lu Yu went to find me after that day, and the two of us made an agreement that I would not take the initiative to find you again, but if you still can't let go of me, then he will let go and will not stop me from chasing you again." ”
After the family finished speaking, he lay on the bed, holding me tightly with one hand and gently holding his forehead with the other.
His voice was so calm, as if he were telling a sparse and ordinary incident from a long time ago.
I didn't know that there was such an agreement between them, so it's no wonder that the family didn't come to me again after that night. I quietly poked my head out of his arms, looking at his slightly furrowed brows, after all, I was still a little distressed, and I couldn't help but stretch out my hands to help him press his temples, trying to relieve his headache a little.
The family leaned their heads on my hand in enjoyment, but the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, and although I thought it was unlikely, I couldn't help but ask: "Then this customer's fault will not be... ”
"It's true, it's a coincidence." Cheng Jia hurriedly waved his hand and denied: "No matter how I do, I will never joke about the company's affairs." ”
That's right, I nodded, but why do I always feel that this kid still has something to hide from me, I looked at the family suspiciously.
Cheng Jia sensed my doubts, looked at me, hesitated for a while, and continued: "I know that you mind the reason why we separated in the first place, so I am going to come back first to deal with the affairs of the family, and then figure out how to get close to you." ”
"And then?"
Chengjia looked at me a little embarrassed and said, "Who knew that incident happened not long after I went back." ”
I nodded and motioned for him to continue.
"And then there was no more, and that's pretty much it."
I glanced at Chengjia suspiciously, and always felt that this guy's eyes were dodging, and my courage unconsciously grew again, and I lightly picked Chengjia's chin, and asked heavily: "Then what?" ”
Cheng Jia smiled, looked at me weakly, and said, "Then, there really is no then." ”
"And what are you dodging?" I looked at Cheng Jia with dissatisfaction and said, "You're too fast." ”
The family reluctantly said a few more words, vaguely, but I probably reproduced the scene with some suspicion. Probably this guy was worried about how to get close to me, and then he found that this technical crisis was an opportunity, so he exaggerated the severity of the problem, and appropriately operated from it, so that the customer successfully jumped on his feet, and directly caused a lawsuit. Then I let me know his predicament through Wang Lei, and finally succeeded in luring me away from Lu Yu and running over to find him.
Wang Lei, I will remember this account first, this thing dared to defect to the enemy, but the hateful thing is that I was really rebelled. Another day, I will not unite Yuanyuan, Douzi will give this guy a three-class trial, let him know why the flowers are so popular!
Thinking about it, I fell silent, no wonder Lu Laohui was so opposed to me leading the team to support customers, and all the abnormalities were explained. The more I think about it, the more I feel that I owe Lu Yu more, but I am afraid that I can owe it like this in this life.
Seeing that I was in a state of turtle breath again, Cheng Jia was a little nervous and whispered, "Are you okay?" ”
I didn't answer, I looked up at him, hung my head limply, and nodded in response to his inquiry.
"You promised me you wouldn't leave me again!" Chengjia hugged me and said a little urgently: "You also promised not to cry your nose." ”
"Well, I'm just a little sad, you don't have to worry about me, it'll be fine for a while." I silently leaned on the family, did not refuse his hug, and said weakly.
"It's me who is bad, I am wrong, don't be sad, okay?" Chengjia patted me gently, coaxed me, and said, "I was sorry for your inability to change before, and I will definitely make it up to you in the future." ”
"I used to think you were sorry for me, but now after listening to it, I feel even more sorry for me." I used my head to draw circles on his chest in the arms of the family, all kinds of entanglements.
"By the way, what happened to you running out in a hurry today?" I grabbed my family's clothes and asked. It's all because this guy doesn't talk about morality in the rivers and lakes, and suddenly ran out, or I wouldn't have to face Cheng Mom alone!
Chengjia was stunned for a while, probably didn't expect me to change so quickly, and paused before saying: "It's Li Mei, she called and said that my mother fainted and asked me to come over, I was anxious and afraid that you would worry, and I thought about it and wanted to come back and explain to you." ”
After listening to it, I can already piece together the rest of the content, Cheng's mother and Li Mei united, and Li Mei was responsible for abducting the Cheng family, so that Cheng's mother could come to me directly, so there was a good show in the afternoon café.
At this point, I felt the cunning of the enemy. Take a deep breath, since you are unkind, don't blame me for being unjust, I got up directly from the bedside table, took out the photo that Cheng's mother gave me in the afternoon, handed it to Chengjia, and then stared at him without saying a word.
Cheng Jia took the envelope suspiciously, his face changed as soon as he glanced at it, and while he was drinking, he threw the photo on the ground and said, "I knew something was wrong, and I went directly after asking where you were, but I didn't expect them to treat you like this!" ”
Seeing that I still didn't say anything, the family took me into his arms and swore loudly: "Baby, I really love you, I swear!" I used to have feelings for her, but then I found out that she had changed and became something I knew. Of course I've changed because I'm in love with you. Jiabao, you have to believe me, I really love you! ”
Listening to the vow of completing the family, my mood was much better, and I said softly: "Getting married, I can't afford to be hurt, really." ”
Cheng Jia hugged me tightly and said "I love you" to me over and over again. ”
That night, both of us consciously didn't mention anything about Lu Yu again, because we both clearly knew that the debt to Lu Yu could not be made up for with words.