【Chapter 181】Hating oneself is not human

Han Xu's ears were buzzing, and the quiet air in the room seemed to have become noisy, the world was changeable, people's hearts were unpredictable, she thought she was favored by him, but now it was cold and snowy in her mind.

She really wanted to go to him and ask him face to face if she really wanted to be so ruthless to her, and if she could let her go, but it was impossible, even if she didn't want to believe it, there was still a heartbeat that made her sober.

Nan Junze is very innocent, he is an elegant gentleman, he is very considerate to her, although he doesn't get along with her more than Song Xun, he always takes care of her.

Now she is asked to go to Nan Junze's computer to copy the accounts, she doesn't dare to do it, and she doesn't want to do it.

But it was difficult for her to ride a tiger, if she didn't hand over the accounts to Song Xun, what would he do to herself, and the consequences could be imagined.

Others may not be able to see through, but they know Song Xun's temperament very well, act decisively, and never be soft on disobedient people, if he can't satisfy him this time, maybe when she is buried in the loess, she won't even have time to react.

She bit her arm and cried silently until she collapsed to the ground, crying until her eyes were dry and she could no longer cry a single tear.

After crying, you should think carefully about how to copy all the information quietly and without any interest in Nan Junze's unconscious state.

She had no choice.

Her sleepy eyes were already bloodshot, and she forced herself to stay up until midnight without sleeping, and Nan Junze came back.

Nan Junze tiptoed open the door and came in, carrying his notebook with him, and put it on the chair without making a sound, for fear of waking her up.

There was only a dim night light in the room, and her eyes moved under her noses, not open, and pretended to sleep heavily as usual.

Nan Junze first changed into light loungewear, and heard the slight sound of him unzipping his handbag, and the notebook was placed on his desk.

Turning on the computer, he poured himself a glass of water and got back to work.

She knew that she had no chance, even if she waited for Nan Junze to fall asleep, she would get up and turn on the computer to copy, there would be movement, and it would take time, and she couldn't do it.

Lying on the bed, she didn't dare to turn over, for fear that Nan Junze would find out that she was pretending to be asleep, and she was sore and motionless.

After staying up for more than an hour, Nan Junze yawned, obviously sleepy, and Han Xu saw him get up from his squinted slight gaze, go to the closet and take out clean pajamas and bath towels, and go to the bathroom inside to take a bath.

Han Xu glanced at the desk, the computer screen was still on, Nan Junze was not ready to rest, he wanted to take a shower and have the energy to continue working.

Hearing him turn on the shower in the bathroom, Han Xu slammed up from the bed.

Standing on tiptoe to the desk, he shook his hands and plugged in the mobile hard drive he took from Bai Jiyan's hand.

There are a lot of files in Nanjunze's computer, and there are more than a dozen folders in this inventory alone, and it is obviously not enough time to copy them all at once.

She chose one and quickly copied it to the new volume.

The paper inside is flying, and the progress bar is so slow, which is because the file is too large.

The sound of the rain in the bathroom has stopped, and the sound of the towel wiping makes her anxious, Nan Junze will soon dry the water on her body, and she hopes that the file will be transmitted faster, faster.

But it was too late, and in the bathroom was the sound of Nan Junze's moving footsteps, and the first folder on the computer was only at a third of the progress.

She had no choice but to unplug the mobile hard drive, and without even having time to exit safely, she forcibly removed it, and then hid the mobile hard drive in a cardboard box under the bed.

As soon as he returned to the bed and lay down, Nan Junze came out of the bathroom.

It's dangerous.

She didn't dare to get out, and returned to the sleeping position before he went into the bathroom, and continued to pretend to be asleep.

Nan Junze continued to sit in front of the computer desk, gently tapping on the keyboard, and never slept.

She's going to despair.

It is impossible for Nan Junze to keep the computer at home alone, that is his workbook, and she only has this time.

The next time she wants to copy it, she will have to do it all over again, and at this pace, she may never be able to deliver the accounts that Song Xun wants.

I tried for three days in a row, but none of them succeeded in making a complete copy of a folder.

On the morning of the fourth day, she had just woken up, and Nan Junze, who was beside her, went to the company early as a matter of course.

She received a call from Bai Jiyan in a daze and asked her, "Second young grandmother, Mr. Song asked me to ask, when can you hand over the things to him?" ”

After not being able to sleep well for several days, Han Xu was in a trance, and was suddenly woken up by Bai Jiyan's urging: "I haven't got it yet, he has the computer with him, and when I come back late every night, I don't have a chance at all, please ask Assistant Bai to help and say, give me some more time." ”

Bai Jiyan replied, and didn't say anything superfluous.

Sister-in-law Fang knocked on the door and called her downstairs for breakfast, seeing that her face was getting haggard day by day for several days, she asked anxiously: "The second young grandmother hasn't slept well recently?" Do you need some soup for me? ”

Han Xu shook his head like a hollow piece of wood, and Sister-in-law Fang nodded back with a worried face.

After washing, he went downstairs top-heavy, and when he reached the corner of the staircase, Xiao Su came out from the other side and slammed her, rolling his eyes and muttering after the collision: "I hit me blindly, but don't say I hit you again after a while." ”

Han Xu didn't have the energy, so she slammed her head on the tile in the corner of the wall, knocking out a rectangular blood mark, and immediately a warm liquid fell from between her eyebrows, staining her vision red.

She covered her head with her hand, it hurt, and the pain made her barely refreshed.

Hearing Xiao Su's provocative words, Han Xu didn't slap her like before, she didn't want to waste her energy on a slut.

Just covered her head and walked into the restaurant, Sister-in-law Fang and Lao Zhao saw the blood on her face, and they both came over to support her in fright.

Lao Zhao ran to get the medicine box, and Sister-in-law Fang helped her disinfect the wound, put on the medicine and put gauze, so she didn't feel so painful.

Han Xu saw concern in Sister-in-law Fang's eyes, and pretended to smile easily: "Thank you, Sister-in-law Fang, I'm fine, it's just a little skin injury." ”

Sister-in-law Fang brought her a hot meal: "Is the second young grandmother feeling unwell recently, if so, tell Steward Zhao and let the family doctor come and take a look, don't hold on." ”

These words were heard by Song Qingyun, who had just come in, and before he saw anyone, he said, "What's wrong?" Who wants a doctor? ”

When he walked into the restaurant, Han Xu had white gauze on the door of his head, and he suddenly wrinkled his brows in distress: "How did you get this?" Lao Zhao, let the doctor come over quickly, what can you do casually, if you don't handle it well, you will have a scar on your face. ”

Lao Zhao hurriedly trotted out to make a call, but Han Xu stopped and said, "No need, it's really fine, thank you, Mom, don't worry about me, you should pay more attention to your body." ”

The more her mother-in-law loved, the more guilty Han Xu became, hating herself for not being a human being.

A good home, with a mother-in-law who pities him, and a husband who loves him, why do I always feel that I am getting farther and farther away, and even, it seems that I have never really integrated into it.

She suddenly wanted to get out of here.

Because I don't want to hurt my mother-in-law, I don't want to see disappointment in those eyes that love her one day.

is also because I hate the servants in this villa, and I hate the malicious eyes that turn white and hostile.

She wanted to go out and find a house, move out with Nan Junze, and stay away from right and wrong.

Song Qingyun must not let her come, but she has reason to convince her mother-in-law, and when she finds a house, she tells her mother-in-law that she wants to make up for her honeymoon with Nan Junze, live outside for a while, live in a two-person world, and then move back later.

As for the future, if you can't move back, it's naturally difficult to say, and no one can say what will happen in the future, maybe when the time comes, the mother-in-law won't care.

She knew that she was in Song Xun's hands, and the day was precarious, so she could only go out to live with Nan Junze, and maybe she could find a more favorable opportunity to get what Song Xun wanted.

Han Xu'an quietly finished breakfast, drank a cup of strong coffee to refresh himself, and then said to Song Qingyun: "Mom, I asked a friend to go to the gym and will come back at noon." ”

Song Qingyun has always been reasonable, and did not ask what friend he was dating, or whether he was a man or a woman, but he felt that Han Xu had been in the room for several days and had not left the door, so he must have suffocated her, so he took out the car keys considerately and let Han Xu drive his exclusive Mercedes-Benz out: "Have fun, if you feel uncomfortable, you should go home and see a doctor as soon as possible, and pay attention to safety when driving." ”

Han Xu was very moved, although in Song Qingyun's eyes, a luxury car is nothing, but for her, it is the family's nanny car that travels on weekdays, and Song Qingyun is willing to let her drive an exclusive car, as if she is her own child.

Outside the gate of the villa area, Han Xu parked the car on the side of the road and called Li Tianhu first, wanting to ask her to come out and give him a reference on where to find a house.

As long as Li Tianhu is not in charge, he will always be on call, saying that he is waiting for her in Tianci Department Store Plaza.

Han Xu's heart felt like she had been pricked by a needle, and it was Tianci Department Store again, she didn't feel anything before, but now when she heard the name of this building, she felt an inexplicable tingle.

That was Song Xun's territory, and he was afraid for no reason.

But she didn't want to show it, Song Xun let herself steal Nan Junze's accounts, and Han Xu didn't want to tell Li Tianhu.

Not only Li Tianhu, she would never say to anyone, once this kind of thing leaks out, it will be doomed, and it is best for no one to know.

The car was parked on the road outside the square of Tianci Department Store, and after waiting for a long time, Li Tianhu found Han Xu, and saw her driving a luxury car, Li Tianhu chose to ignore Han Xu's head injury, and his eyes lit up and cared about the luxury car: "Your husband bought it for you?" ”

Han Xu shook his head lightly: "My mother-in-law's." ”

Li Tianhu sighed: "Your mother-in-law and your husband are so good to you, why don't I have this life!" ”

Han Xu felt a pain in his heart, it was good, so good that he couldn't die immediately now, but even if he died, he was sorry for his mother-in-law and husband.