【43.】
【43.】
I haven't asked Liu Xin what school he wants to go to before, and occasionally when I talk about this topic, Liu Xin also brushes it off, and doesn't seem to want to talk about it, I thought it was a senior anxiety disorder, and there are some topics that are sensitive and taboo, so I never asked again.
It wasn't until the acceptance letter came that I felt like a bolt from the blue.
But apparently I am the only one in a panic, and my family is very happy that Liu Xin can be admitted to a school in Beijing, after all, in most people's minds, if your grades are not ideal, then there are two golden rules for going to college: First, a good university in a bad place. Second, the bad university in a good place.
I wonder every day whether to announce my relationship with Shen Duo to Liu Xin, some people may say that I am selfish, saying that I know that my sister likes Shen Duo, and I still do this kind of thing. Yes, of course I know, Liu Xin has the right to know about this. But in the same way, as Shen Duo's lover, I also have the obligation to protect my love. It's like we can know the gossip of celebrities, but celebrities have an obligation to protect their lovers outside the circle.
Although such an analogy is not appropriate, I always feel that I have mixed credit for hiding Liu Xin. I always thought that maybe I'd tell her when she's older and no longer so childish.
It's just that I haven't figured it out, in the matter of love, there is no rationality and fairness, and Liu Xin is not small. She understands everything she should know, so I don't need to say it. But in the face of Shen Duo, even I, a person three years older than her, can't control my emotions, how can I be so naïve and delusional about her?
I also asked Shen Duo, but he didn't seem to care much: "Just be as happy as you like." If you feel the need to say it, it's up to me to say it, and it's not your fault. If you don't want to say it, I won't tell her. It's all up to you. ”
As soon as he said this, I was even more out of ideas, so I simply made a turtle with a shrunken head, and the longer it dragged on, the better.
I didn't have much fun this holiday, Shen Duo went back to his old house in Beijing early, and on the day of parting, we had dinner together at his house, and Su's mother also had to go with him. I was a little depressed during the meal, after all, it was so long to be apart.
A year is not long, and everything has not yet begun. It's not short, everything can be repeated.
He reached out and took my hand: "Otherwise, I won't go back." This holiday season is here for you. ”
I was just about to agree, but I saw Su Ma on the other side coughing: "Childe, you have been unhappy with the old man for the sake of going to college." If you go back later, the old man will definitely be angry with you. ”
Shen Duo didn't care much: "Whatever he wants." ”
Su Ma glanced at me lightly.
All right...... It's just going to come out of me every time.
I pouted: "Actually, no, I'm also very busy this holiday." And Liu Xin is also going to school, and I have to accompany her to buy things. Even if you stay here, you won't necessarily see each other. ”
He looked up at me and sighed for a long time: "It's just that you are a good person." ”
Embarrassment......
I sandwiched a chopsticks for him: "When you arrive in Beijing, it's your own territory." Although it has a deep background, it's good not to show off when you're not at ease, and it's good to keep a low profile. ”
Su Ma put down her chopsticks and said very seriously: "What Jiajia said makes sense. ”
I kept up my efforts: "You have to study hard, and don't let people say that you are a gentleman." You are not allowed to touch any of the obscene things played in the child's circle. It's okay to accept your temperament, always so arrogant and domineering, I don't know how many people look red in private. Maybe I'm going to count you behind my back...... Don't say you're not afraid, villain gentleman, you have to guard against it. ”
He looked at me, not as if he was listening to me, as if he was looking at me closely. My ears were red from him, but I didn't dare to flirt with him because of Su's mother's presence. I had to continue seriously: "And the most important point, I can eat, play, drink, and go shopping when I have nothing to do. But only you are not allowed to seduce little girls......"
He smiled and stroked my hair: "You are so tough, who else do I dare to provoke?" ”
I slapped his hand away: "Seriously! ”
"Su Ma...... Look at her, like a housekeeper. ”
Su Ma pouted: "There should be such a person to govern you, I don't know how many times I have said these words on weekdays." You don't listen once. ”
Shen Duo shrugged: "Even you help her." This little girl is amazing now! ”
"Don't interrupt and say you're not allowed to seduce people, remember?"
He stretched his face over: "Otherwise, if you take a bite, you will get a scar, and no one will look at me." ”
I looked at me with disdain: "Do you think I'm going to want you if you have a scar?" ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he bit my wrist in one bite. I screamed in pain and threw the chopsticks in my hand far away: "Pain, pain, pain, pain!" ”
He didn't care until blood came out of the corner of his mouth.
My eyes were full of tears, and I didn't care about settling accounts with him, so I ran straight to the kitchen and washed with cold water. Shen Duo followed and stood behind me: "This is the imprint given by Gongzi, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, don't expect to escape." ”
I bared my teeth in pain and said aggrievedly: "How can there be such a ...... like you"
After all, but in the end, my heart is still sweet, Su's mother sat there and looked at the two of us, as if she was looking at her newly married son and daughter-in-law. This moment makes me feel infinitely warm, and the happiness I have been hoping for does not seem far away.
I ate a lot, and the afternoon sun was warm, I was originally reading Shen Duo's textbooks when I was in school, probably because the content was too boring, I looked at it and actually fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was already dark, my back was resting on his arms, one hand was on my waist, and my even breathing was warm in my ear, and I couldn't help but shrink my body when it was tickling. He seemed to be aware of it, and moved slightly.
I don't know what I'm thinking, but I feel like I have a lot to say. The hand unconsciously stroked his hand, and a distraction was already held in his hand.
"Awake?"
He let out a "hmm", apparently not fully awake yet.
"Tomorrow you go...... Can I not drop me off? ”
Shen Duo didn't speak, I thought he was asleep again. He stopped talking, and after a while, he suddenly hugged me tighter: "It's good if you're happy." ”
"I'm not kidding today, you're not allowed to seduce chicks when you go over there."
He laughed out loud: "Little daughter-in-law, look like you." ”
"Look at you...... I'm not kidding. ”
"Good!" His hand caressed the bite on my wrist, "I can't wait to be full of you, where is there time to think about other people?" ”
I replied bitterly: "Then who knows......"
"Hmm." He was surprisingly calm: "Slowly, you will know." ”
"No hurry...... Liu Jia, I still have so much time to love you. ”
I was infinitely satisfied, because we were still so young. The years are long, but there are the most beautiful expectations.