Chapter 46: Anger and Sadness
"Brother Le?" The cousin watched Zhou Ze crush the glass like this, and watched the blood in Zhou Ze's palm dripping continuously, and the whole person was so frightened that he subconsciously took several steps back in a row.
"Brother Le, if you're tight, forget it, really forget it." The cousin was obviously scared, and he spoke with a little crying.
They are grasshoppers tied to a rope, and they can't talk about who threatens whom, of course, he just planned to rely on this favor to spend some more money at first.
If you push your cousin into a hurry,
Yes, his cousin is the mastermind, what about him?
He is also a participant, and even a matchmaker, and the crime is not necessarily less serious than that of his cousin, and as for the truck driver, he is almost a killer.
Therefore, he didn't dare to push his cousin too quickly, and he was also afraid.
Zhou Ze finally understood why Xu Le had so little money after he borrowed Xu Le's corpse to return his soul, the bookstore's loss was on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was because Xu Le spent most of his money on that matter.
It's ridiculous,
It's ridiculous,
In summary
The cause of his death was actually a result of this.
Sitting back in his chair in a daze, Zhou Ze looked at the glass slag inserted in his palm, and watched his blood keep dripping down.
He didn't stop the bleeding, and he didn't feel much pain.
Even, he thought it was funny.
Even the best black humor drama can't write the irony you feel, right?
That he's always felt cowardly,
Very spineless,
It's rubbish,
Even a man who is so humble that he feels a little pitiful,
It turned out to be the mastermind who bought the murder himself!
Everything went round and round, as if it was back in a circle.
yes
You can say that the cycle of karma is unpleasant!
yes
You can understand that cause and effect are predestined!
yes
You can cheer God has eyes, come out and mix, always have to pay back!
But these are the perceptions of the onlookers, who expect to see a story of sin that ends with a bad guy being punished and a good guy being compensated.
This will make the bystanders feel very safe, make them feel good,
Let them be in a good mood for dinner and eat two more bites of rice.
however
Who can pay for their original life?
Zhou Ze lowered his head slightly, and his body began to twitch slowly,
A strong sense of anger began to fill his body.
Dr. Chow,
Director Zhou,
Walking out of the orphanage by myself, step by step, step by step, step by step is not easy!
It doesn't matter if you have no background, you rely on your own efforts to climb up in the hospital system with your own strength, while abiding by your own medical ethics, while hoping to achieve greater success and a higher position.
Trembling and trembling, walking on thin ice!
I finally climbed to that position at that age,
I finally made a name for myself in the circle with my medical skills,
How much sweat did you put in?
When lying in bed late at night, I motivate and encourage myself again and again,
Even, how many times have I gritted my teeth and swallowed it in my stomach!
Nope,
It's all gone!
It's because of this bastard shit,
He found out that his wife had a crush on him,
His own daughter-in-law does not sleep with him,
He was aggrieved,
He was angry,
He was unwilling!
He won't reflect on why he lost all his dignity and took the initiative to be this door-to-door son-in-law.
He doesn't reflect on why he is looked down upon everywhere.
He doesn't reflect on himself,
Nor will they reflect on themselves,
He aimed his anger on himself!
If you really have an unclear relationship with your wife, forget it,
But at that time, I had long forgotten the intern Xiaomeng girl I had brought many years ago!
I don't even know it,
But on the way off work, at the traffic light intersection where I was about to go to the orphanage with a cake and gifts to celebrate June 1st with the children,
The driver of the big truck that took the money,
Just step on the accelerator directly,
directly crushed the life that he had worked hard to come back from!
"Brother Ale, that, I'll go first, you take care of your body."
The cousin didn't dare to stay here any longer, turned around and pushed open the glass door of the bookstore to leave, he still had to pick up his father to be discharged from the hospital and go home, coupled with Zhou Ze's situation now, he was really afraid of stimulating this cousin who was a little Wenqing who was usually weak but ruthless, and even he felt scared!
"I'm going to kill that guy, kill him! Use the money you got from her to kill him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ”
My cousin still remembers the distorted face of my cousin when he said these words when he put several wades of money in front of him half a year ago.
This cousin, who was once laughed at by himself behind his back, felt soft and cowardly, and even did not hesitate to climb the dragon and the phoenix to insert the door upside down, and even the child could not have his own surname.
In that twilight,
Completely changed his image in his own heart.
Looking at his cousin's back, Zhou Ze's bleeding palms and nails grew out again and again, and then faded.
The wisps of black gas kept circling around the fingertips.
Zhou Ze's eyes also had a bloody and black violent luster constantly intertwined.
This is his enemy,
One of the masterminds of his own murder,
He wants to keep this man forever,
He wanted Bai Yingying to use this person as food, suck the blood from all over his body, and make him a human body!
But he just walked away,
And Zhou Ze, from beginning to end,
Didn't make a shot.
Didn't even stand up and shout "Stop".
reason
This damn sanity,
This makes people desperate, and almost collapses their sanity!
Zhou Ze knew that he couldn't kill him.
Even if he doesn't care about his identity as a ghost, and the other consequences caused by revenge for himself,
If you kill him,
What would the driver in prison think when he learned about it?
Do you feel like you're killing someone?
So, do you want to kill that driver again?
Yes, the driver is the number one killer who murders himself!
It was the damn bastard, who on that night, kept an eye on himself, and then ran a red light at the traffic light intersection and actively crashed into him!
Cousin damn it,
That driver is even more damned!
But if you kill both of them, no matter how you hide and arrange any accident scene,
The police will definitely be able to detect the anomaly.
When the time comes, a line will be clear!
In fact
The most important thing is that the real person who spends money to buy a murderer is the current Zhou Ze!
He's the real mastermind!
If you want revenge, killing them is tantamount to exposing yourself.
They've ruined their first life,
Could it be that
Do they want to destroy their hard-won opportunity to borrow corpses to resurrect their souls?
Destroy yourself,
Now a second life?
Zhou Ze clenched his hands into fists and slammed them heavily on the counter.
"Bang!"
The world whirls around,
Zhou Ze's body staggered, and the whole person took several steps back, his back against the corner of the wall, and slowly sat down.
Bloody hands covered their eyes,
The other hand unconsciously scraped against the tiles.
You're angry,
But you don't have a way to vent,
this
the life of an egg!
The heavens of this dog day are clear,
It's a bastard-like cycle of cause and effect!
In my last life, I saved a lot of people and helped a lot of people!!
Tears fell from the corners of Zhou Ze's eyes,
Everyone has their own fragile moments, and the only thing they can do is to cover their tearful eyes with their palms;
Everyone also has their own times when they complain about the injustice of the world, and not everyone is a pure robot, and they can always calmly analyze themselves when they encounter it.
In Zhou Ze's last life, he thought that he had not done anything unfortunate, in his hands, the lives of many patients were saved, and many people's lives and families were saved by him.
He didn't let himself go, nor did he go with the flow, even if he had a strong utilitarian desire to climb up and drill up, but he still adhered to his duty as a man and a doctor, and therefore, when he climbed up, the difficulty he faced and the effort he needed to pay were greater than those who would bow their heads!
In the corner of the counter, there is a dark coin falling there,
It must have been one of the banknotes that I burned when I came back that night.
As Bai Yingying said, the dead man's money is equivalent to yin virtue.
hehe
Maybe it's because God saw that he had accumulated too much virtue in his previous life, so he compensated himself in this life.
Let yourself be "reborn" back, directly have a beautiful wife, let yourself own a bookstore, and even, in order to show the wisdom of his "blue sky master",
Let yourself come out of hell, when the soul staggers on the side of the road and is about to crumble and dissipate,
bumped into Xu Le, who was killed by a small thief by mistake.
let himself inherit Xu Le's life.
Let this guy who originally murdered himself pay the price that God deserves.
But...... Who asked him if Zhou Ze agreed?
even,
Get your current self,
I can't even do revenge!
That bastard, when he walked up to himself and said that he had bought the murderer to kill the doctor,
I can only sit there dejectedly,
Motionless!
The afterglow of the sunset,
Sprinkled on the corner of the doorway of the book house,
Take away today,
The last remaining hint of warmth.
"By the way, I just developed a new strawberry juice here, do you want to taste the taste first, and then I will improve it?" Xu Qinglang pushed open the door with a wine glass and walked in.
Seeing Zhou Ze sitting in the corner of the wall with blood on his hands, he was stunned for a moment, immediately put down the strawberry juice and ran over, squatting down beside Zhou Ze.
"What's wrong with you?" Xu Qinglang asked.
"Why...... It's not fair...... No...... It's damn fair. Zhou Ze muttered to himself.
Xu Qinglang was silent, he didn't know what happened to Zhou Ze to become like this, this Zhou Ze he had known all along, was very rational and indifferent at any time.
Even in the rigor and rigidity, he jokes with you from time to time, this is a very self-disciplined person, but self-disciplined people are often even more helpless when they collapse after encountering a blow.
At this time, Zhou Ze made Xu Qinglang seem to see himself when he was taken away by Xiao Loli in the store that day.
He complained about unfairness,
Because Zhou Ze next door is also a ghost,
But little Lori let him exist and took away the souls of his parents instead.
Xu Qinglang sighed,
Stretched out his hand and hugged Zhou Ze's shoulder, letting Zhou Ze's forehead rest on his chest, and at the same time echoed:
"Brother, although I don't know what happened, I can empathize with your current emotions.
No matter how awesome Chopin is, he can't play out our sadness. ”