20. Trust me

The two of us sat in the car for a long time, and neither of us spoke...

Looking at the gradually deepening night outside the window, I couldn't help but sigh lightly, glanced at Cheng Jia beside me, the red on his face still did not subside, and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

Chengjia shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt." Then he remembered something, and came over anxiously to pull my arm, and said, "Jiabao, are you in pain?" ”

I looked at him and said, "Stupid, my mom beat me through her clothes, and besides, you blocked it." ”

Cheng Jia smirked, took my hand, and said, "If I can relieve my uncle and aunt, I really hope that my aunt will beat me a few more times." ”

I gave him a blank look and said, "What a stupid beaten!" ”

Cheng Jia then said: "Jiabao, don't worry, my mother will explain it well, you don't have to think about anything." As for my aunts and uncles, I'm sure my determination will impress them! ”

After listening to Chengjia's words, the doubts in my heart still did not reduce, but became heavier and heavier, I withdrew the hand held by Chengjia, looked at him, and asked, "What is going on with you and Li Mei?" From start to finish, you never gave me a good explanation! ”

Chengjia looked at me with a solemn expression and said, "Jiabao, I'm sorry. Because of my guilt for Li Mei, you have suffered so many grievances, but I really didn't expect it to be like this later. ”

So? Can it be explained without thinking of a sentence?

"Chengjia, leave aside what you said in front of my parents, you love her, right?" I was a little surprised to hear the explanation of the family, and I couldn't believe it at all.

Chengjia was silent for a while and said, "Do you want to hear the truth?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded.

Chengjia looked at me and said, "Jiabao, what I said in front of my uncle and aunt was the truth. When I met you and lost you, I knew what love was. I thought, I never loved her. ”

"How is that possible? You guys... "I was completely shocked, and my voice unconsciously raised my voice.

"It's true, I've thought about it carefully, I have never loved Li Mei. Admittedly, it is true that I was attracted to her; And getting along with each other since I was a child has made me develop the habit of caring for her and taking care of her. Once, I thought it was love, so then she left, and I couldn't let go. I don't want to hide this from you. ”

After listening to the words of starting a family, my heart began to sour again, and I unconsciously remembered those painful times at the beginning.

Chengjia sensed my resistance and pain, took my hand directly, stared into my eyes, and said seriously: "When I met you, my heart involuntarily fell, and I couldn't help but want to get close to you and have you." The longer I get along with you, the more I understand that the kind of relationship between me and Li Mei is not love, or there is the original heartbeat, but it is short-lived and superficial. But later, when she reappeared, I still habitually took care of her, so much so that I hurt you again and again. But my heart only beats for you, and I feel sorry for you. I love you, I can give up everything for you, it's worth it. ”

I didn't know what to say because of the straightforwardness of starting a family, and I was silent for a while before I asked, "Since you found out that you love me, why did you treat me like that during that time?" ”

"This..." Chengjia looked at me helplessly and said seriously: "When I found that the belief that had supported me for so long collapsed, I began to panic and dare not face you and the true love in my heart. I was almost, almost understood. ”

"If you don't dare to face me, why do you chase me later?" I glared at Cheng Jia viciously and said, "You shouldn't provoke me again!" ”

Chengjia looked at me guiltily, held my hand firmly despite my struggle, and for a long time, said in a hoarse voice: "Because, I know, without you, my life will not be truly happy." ”

"Now in this situation, we are enough to choke." Although it was said that I had to bear it together, I was still angry in my heart, and I couldn't help but sarcastically mock him.

Chengjia looked at me sadly, the light in his eyes dimmed instantly, and he was silent...

"When you came back, you found that you were in love with me, so you didn't think to explain it to Li Mei?" Anyway, it always feels like this cargo is pedaling two boats.

"Jiabao~" Chengjia called me a little aggrieved, and said seriously: "I haven't been together since Li Mei and I separated, even if I went home later, we weren't together." Everything was my mom and her wishful thinking. ”

"We all have a marriage contract, but we haven't been together yet?" With a suffrage, I pulled my hand out.

"Jiabao, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I really don't have a marriage contract, and the engagement is really canceled. It's true that because I took into account my parents' feelings, and I also cared too much about Li Mei's feelings, I did a lot of things to hurt you, I really didn't expect it to develop into what it is now... Chengjia looked at me and said very seriously.

I looked at the family, and I had mixed feelings for a while, so I simply stopped talking, just silent...

It didn't take long for my phone to ring, and my dad told me to go back, saying it was too late to wander outside.

I obediently responded, hung up the phone, and waved the phone in my hand to the family, signaling that I was going upstairs.

Cheng Jia grabbed me and said, "Jiabao, you promised me that you won't leave again." Trust me, I'll be able to solve these problems! ”

I turned my head, took a deep breath, nodded at Chengjia, and went upstairs without saying anything more.

When I returned to the room, my mother's face was relatively calm, and I threw a grateful look at my father, leaned over and said, "Mom, I was wrong." Let's not be angry, okay? ”

"Don't be hippie." My mother patted me and asked, "What the hell do you think?" ”

I put away the smile on my face, looked at my father and mother, and said seriously: "Father and mother, this matter is really a misunderstanding, I didn't do a third party, you believe me." ”

"Your dad and I believe you, do you see if his mother believes that he got married? You tell me the truth, are you determined to be with him? Mom asked.

I was silent for a while, and then said in a muffled voice, "Actually, I don't know, but I just can't let it go." ”

My mother was a little angry, pointed at me, and said, "You... ”

Dad patted Mom's arm, comforted, and said, "Don't be angry, let's go back first, and then talk about it." Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, children grow up, have their own plans, let's not talk about it early, respect their own ideas. ”

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect this, I'm sorry!" I couldn't help but choke up a little and said, "Don't worry, I will never do anything that is sorry for my conscience." ”

My father and mother didn't say anything more when they heard me say this. I'm glad I have such a bunch of enlightened parents who can be by my side and love me at all times.

Early the next morning, we packed our things and headed back. At this time, there was a knock at the door, and I went over to open the door, it was Cheng Dad and Cheng Jia.

When I saw Cheng's father, I was a little surprised, and I was stunned for a while before I said, "Uncle, why are you here?" ”

Cheng's father smiled at me and said, "Are your parents going back today?" ”

Comrade Xiao, who was originally in the house, heard the voice and came over, beckoned Cheng's father into the house, and said, "Cheng's father, why are you here?" ”

After entering the house, Cheng's father looked at my parents and said apologetically: "Big brother, sister-in-law, yesterday's incident is indeed that we did not entertain well, don't take it to heart." ”

Chengjia stood behind Cheng's father, and also looked at my parents with guilt.

Mom didn't say a word, but Dad beckoned Cheng Dad to sit down and said, "Look, we are just such a child, and we have been spoiled since childhood. But when it comes to children's affairs, we adults can't talk about it, so let's let the children solve it themselves. We don't have anything to do here, so we won't bother you, go back early, there is still a lot of work to be done at home! ”

Dad Cheng heard the alienation and politeness in my dad's words, and hurriedly said, "Brother, I really like Xiao Jie's child." To be honest, I also had some misunderstandings about this child earlier, but after learning about it, I realized that this child was really a good child. The child's mother just doesn't have a good temper, don't mind. You see that you have finally come here, let the family take you to have a good time and then go back. ”

"No, no, we've all booked our tickets." Dad waved his hand and refused.

Cheng's father didn't say anything when he saw that his father insisted on leaving, and sat down on the sofa and started chatting with his father.

I motioned to Cheng Jia, turned around and came to the small balcony, and after a while, Cheng Jia also followed.

"Jiabao, do you want to go back too?" Chengjia quietly held my hand and asked in a low voice.

"Hmm." I nodded

"Oh."

"Why did you bring your dad here?" I'm still surprised that Dad Cheng is here.

Cheng Jia smiled at me and said, "When I went back yesterday, my dad called me, saying that it was rude and that he was going to come over to meet your parents today." ”

"You didn't go back last night, did you?"

"No, I'm back to our cabin." Cheng Jia said with a smile.

I thought about it, yes, this thing is quite clever, if he came back with a slap mark last night, he didn't know what kind of storm was going to happen.

"Jiabao, my dad is fully supporting us now, you can rest assured that my mother will leave it to me, it will be no problem." Chengjia looked at the room and no one was paying attention, hugged me, and whispered.

I hurriedly pushed him away, sighed helplessly, and said weakly: "How can it be so simple to ask your mother to agree, besides, this time it is so troublesome, and my parents are probably not so easy to pass." ”

"I know that this time I was too anxious, too anxious about our marriage, careless. I'm sure my determination will be able to impress your parents again. Cheng Jia said firmly.