Chapter 80: I'm Tired (Plus More)
Wei Qilang frowned, his face was also cold, but he told her well: "Don't worry, I will have a way to make the emperor take back his fate." ”
Dong Ru is still worried, as long as she thinks of Jiang Xueyao, her identity, her background, her appearance, and her heart will be sad, she will be very blocked, and it will be difficult to breathe in her chest, let alone let Wei Qilang resist the decree and not marry her, can she force him to do such a thing regardless of Wei Qilang's life?
I was sad again, I felt very helpless, and I was tired of my powerlessness, so I turned my head away from him, and said softly: "You have already resisted the decree once, how can the emperor tolerate you to spread wild rebellion on his head for the second time, so, Qilang, you still..."
"Dong Ru!" Dong Ru was halfway through her words, Wei Qilang was full of expression, his eyes were full of heartache and disappointment, as if he was afraid to hear what she said later, and immediately interrupted.
Dong Ru couldn't say anything when he was interrupted, but he turned his head and didn't look at him, and fell silent, and Wei Qilang also looked at her like this, his eyes were full of pain.
After a long time, he spoke again, but his voice was extremely sour, his hands paused, he hugged her in his arms again, dropped a kiss on the top of her head, and said in a deep voice: "You don't want to always push me out as soon as something happens, and you see me too simply, the emperor doesn't want my life yet, you don't always mess with yourself first." ”
Listening to him comfort herself, the sadness in Dong Ru's heart could no longer hold on, and spread out like a flood, she cried and said: "But, I'm afraid of my identity, what can I help you, I can't help anything at all." ”
Her face was full of tears, one by one flowing down her cheeks, she felt that her heart was about to break, and it also made Wei Qilang feel distressed, she reached out to wipe her tears, and said softly: "Where do I need your help, I don't want fame and fortune, I just want you." ”
- I just want you.
Dong Ru stared at him in a daze, and saw that Wei Qilang's eyes were bloodshot, and there was a slight stubble on his chin, but he looked at her with a very soft expression, and the depths of his eyes have always been moist and indifferent, he has not changed, he is still the Qilang who treats himself as before, but he has suffered from gains and losses in the past two days, and he has encountered too many things to react, but he is angry with him.
She was deeply moved, but she felt physically and mentally exhausted, and said in a muffled voice in his arms: "Qilang, I'm so tired, a lot has happened in the past few days." ”
She didn't say anything about the humiliation she had been made by the ladies in the main hall, and she felt that needless to say, Wei Qirou seemed to already know, and that there must have been a lot of people around her to take care of her, so she didn't feel the need to say it.
Sure enough, as soon as she said this, Wei Qilang's eyes darkened, first raised his hand and patted her back to soothe, and then said softly: "If you feel tired, go out for a walk by yourself, and I'll take care of the rest." ”
"But I want to go home." Dong Ru buried his head in the crook of his arm but shook his head, and said quietly: "I miss home, I miss my father, I just want to go back now." ”
Her voice was lazy and aggrieved and weak, and Wei Qilang's heart couldn't help but soften when she heard it, and she felt more and more pity, but she said: "Be obedient, I'll take you back after a while." ”
He didn't understand how lonely and hesitant her heart was, every time he went up and out of the gate of this Wei Mansion, she would always worry, endlessly afraid, always feel that this place was poisonous, any slight noise would make her restless, and no one around her was sincere to her.
Finally, a person who could block her life appeared, but it was the person he sent, Dong Ru's heart suddenly fell silent again, and he was silent for a while before asking: "That Zishu, you told her to do that earlier, didn't you?" ”
Wei Qilang understood what she was asking, his pupils flickered at the moment, he turned around, and nodded in a deep voice: "Yes, all the people around you who serve you are all carefully selected by me." ”
As soon as Dong Ru heard him admit it, his heart was cold, and his heart that had just calmed down trembled again, thinking of the situation that Zishu was injured and didn't let her see it, he felt that the person around him was so ruthless, he treated himself gently but was as poisonous as a snake and scorpion to others, in order to protect her life, didn't he think about what she would think if she knew, did he want her to live in remorse in this life?
"I know what you're thinking, but Zishu has a lifelong slave, she has to be a slave for the rest of her life, even if I don't use her at this time, she will be used by others in the future, and I can follow you I have done my best for her." Wei Qilang's expression was calm and said lightly.
Dong Ru was taken aback, raised his head, looked at him with a puzzled and surprised face, and exclaimed, "Slavery for life? ”
"Yes, there will be such people in every official family, and it is even more common for a century-old family like Wei Fu." Wei Qilang said, his expression was lower, his eyes were half-closed, and he said slowly: "Actually, their fate is not our fate, the family seems to be glamorous, to put it bluntly, we are not serving the royal family, we are also slaves." ”
Dong Ru listened in a daze, stared at his somewhat lonely face, and suddenly remembered that he had just said that he had resisted marriage because he did not marry the lord of Yongping according to the emperor's wishes, so he was stabbed by the emperor's secret killer. Imperial power cannot be provoked, even if someone like Wei Qilang holds great power and is enough to threaten the throne, he will kill if he says it, which shows how ruthless and suspicious that emperor is.
When she thought about it, she suddenly felt cold all over, and she shivered.
At this moment, she finally understood why Wei Qilang had to resign and escape from the world, accompanying the king is like accompanying the tiger, he is already a high power, if he enters the court again and makes great contributions to the emperor, the emperor will inevitably reward him, but the reward at that time is not necessarily the addition of officials to the knighthood, it may be the hand of Shura who died in Huangquan.
He was very tired of such days, he was already tired of living in the struggle with people, and he was powerless to shoulder the honor and disgrace of the Wei family, no wonder he did not leave for Beijing immediately after he recovered from his injury, but chose to stay in a remote place like Xiaohe Village and remain incognito.
Dong Ru stared at him, only to know that what she had experienced was actually nothing, she could vent her grievances to him, but her Qilang could only bear it silently alone.
stepped forward to hug him, Dong Ru stared at him, and asked softly, "Why does the emperor want you to marry that Yongping County Lord?" ”
Wei Qilang smiled bitterly when he heard this, and felt that the question she asked was not easy to answer, but the two had just reconciled, and he didn't want Aru to be sad again, so he thought about it and replied in the simplest way: "This is a dispute in the court, I don't want to tell you, but if you ask, just talk about it, all the forces need to be balanced and not be set aside, so they will arrange marriage, and Yizhi marriage is the most effective method for the emperor." ”
When he said this, Dong Ru immediately understood, but his face was not happy, but he looked at him very pity, held his face and blinked, and said softly: "Qilang, I always thought that your status and rights were so high, you must be in charge of everything, but I didn't expect it..."
"I didn't expect that I couldn't even make decisions for myself in my own marriage, did I?" Wei Qilang laughed at her words.
Dong Ru nodded distressedly, seeing that he was still smiling, he felt that it was really unimaginable, he should have collapsed a long time ago, and said bitterly at the moment: "Don't laugh like this in the future, I look uncomfortable." ”
As she spoke, a pair of eyes looked at him fixedly, and the dark Cheng Liang's eyes were full of affection, which moved Wei Qilang's heart, and he couldn't help nodding his head and smiled softly.
Just as the two of them had just reconciled and were whispering, the voice of the servant girl came from outside, and she said respectfully: "My lord, the emperor has sent an edict asking you to enter the palace immediately." ”
Wei Qilang inside frowned when he heard this, and there was an unknown look in his eyes, presumably it was still a matter of marriage contract, he thought about it and smiled at Dong Ru: "It's okay, I'll go back when I go, don't think about it anymore, wait for me obediently, if you don't want to stay, just go out for a walk." ”
As he spoke, he pinched her face, and opened the door with a smile and went out.
Dong Ru looked at him and nodded, seeing that his figure was gone, he could be regarded as taking his eyes back.
Sitting alone in the room, she was a little lonely, thinking of the moment when she knew that Shichiro had a marriage contract, she actually had the urge to die, now that she thinks about it, this kind of thought is really terrible, Shichiro has reached the point where it is ingrained in her heart, and others can't touch it, thinking about it, what she did just now is a little crazy.
After sitting for a while, she really had nothing to do, and she didn't want to stay in the house and be angry with those ladies, so she called Mama Wang to bring the child with her, and wanted to go out to see, Zishu behind her followed, the wound on her face had been bandaged, and her beautiful face looked stunned at the moment.
Dong Ru felt guilty, and after leaving the house and getting into the carriage, he stepped forward to take her hand and said softly to her: "Zishu, I'm sorry." ”
Zi Shu shook his head silently when he heard this, and said with a smile: "Madam doesn't have to do this to the slave maid, the slave and maid can't afford it." ”
Her tone only made Dong Ru want to interrupt her when she listened, although they were not related, but the two of them had been together for a few days, and they were familiar with each other compared to others, Dong Ru was lonely in her heart, and she had a good impression of her inexplicably, listening to it at this time, she frowned: "You don't have to reject me, I have no ill will towards you, you are injured in fact, it is all thanks to me, I can't help it." ”
She spoke approachablely, without the slightest, Zi Shu looked at her but was a little stunned, looking at this woman from the countryside, she did not treat herself as utilitarian as other masters, but treated herself sincerely, she couldn't help but be moved, lowered her head and said: "Thank you, madam, Zi Shu grew up in the Wei Mansion since he was a child, and he is used to seeing open and secret battles, but he also thinks of you there, please don't go to your heart." ”
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