After about a minute, the message beeped, and Cloud Shadow straightened up from the back of the chair and slid the mouse.

Weiwei's mother: What happened to your daughter before she went missing?

Cloud Shadow's fingers trembled slightly, and they were distinctly heavy when he tapped the keyboard.

Tehya: Why do you ask?

Weiwei's mother: I've always felt it, but it's hard to say, if you don't want to......

Cloud Shadow's fingers paused for a moment, tapping on the keyboard.

Tehya: My daughter has a good neighbor brother, the son of a big brother who watched me grow up. Five days after the child was taken away by his grandfather, my daughter was gone. In those days, my daughter was not in a good mood. At that time, my twin was one year old, and not long after he learned to walk, my sister tore up the album that the child had given to my daughter. My sister immediately cried, she was so angry that she pushed her sister to the ground, bang, and cried. The youngest daughter was born in a weak body and was the focus of the whole family. When I went downstairs, I saw my husband take my daughter aside and hit her with a ruler and her hand, which was very fierce. The grandparents were also on the sidelines, quite angry. 'This is your sister, you are your sister, how can you be so bad?' ''Tong Yu'an, that's just a picture album, you can buy it if it's broken, my sister is still so young, you can't do this? It's so ignorant! My daughter also realized it and apologized while crying. After I carried my daughter upstairs, she kept saying sorry and asked me to hit her too, she was wrong and would never do it again. I didn't have to go back to the hospital for long, and there was a major operation that day, and the director asked me to be his second-in-command. Before leaving, my daughter also asked me to tell her father that she was wrong and asked me to help her get her father to forgive her and not be angry. I said that Dad would forgive her.

That was the last time I saw my daughter. I closed the door, and she sat alone on the couch, wiping her tears and not knowing what she was looking at. In the afternoon, my youngest daughter had a fever, and my husband took her to the hospital, and two hours later, the nanny called and said that my daughter was playing in the alley and was gone......

Two years ago, I remembered to ask my husband if he had forgiven his daughter. He didn't say anything, and smoked half a night on the balcony.

After Yun Ying finished typing this text, he also quite returned to that day. But she didn't feel like she was crying or suicidal. Ten years are approaching, and as long as she doesn't die, it is possible to meet again every tomorrow.

But in the past few years, the tingling sensation that she was familiar with, which had been haunting her heart, intensified and spread again. Still uncontrollable, she clutched her chest tightly, trying to suppress the pain.

The water in the bathroom was so loud that she couldn't breathe.

I stood up, walked to the balcony, and blew a cool breeze for ten minutes before turning back to the computer.

Weiwei's mother: You never thought that your first child had a half chance of being a son?

Tehya: No. I have a hunch.

Vivi's mother: It's not a hunch.

Tehya: What is it?

Mother Vivi: Your heart, your soul, yourself, everything you long for but never get.

Tehya: What do you want to say?

Weiwei's mother: Your daughter is you, little you, you who have suffered so much. She is too bitter, too painful, too lonely, and she longs for warmth and beauty. If you want to save her, how can you save her? It is the life ideal you set in your freshman year of high school, to give birth to a daughter and be a mother. Treat your daughter as you and do everything you can to give her the best of everything.

So now you have lost not only your daughter, but also yourself.

On that day, there was actually nothing to hate, everyone was just educating children, human nature.

It's just that you think it's bullying, and you see your daughter wronged and crying, just like seeing yourself when you were a child.

You hate, only hate.

But Xiaoying, An'er is not only your child, but also theirs. They love her and they love you. When I was desperate, I also hated why my husband didn't take a good look at his daughter, and I also complained about why my parents couldn't understand me.

When my daughters came back to me, I gradually realized that my painful past was also hurting them. I hope you can see clearly, don't get confused for a moment and cover everything in front of you.

Be lenient with them, and you'll be a little lighter yourself.

Yun Ying's face was as white as paper after reading it, his whole body was cold, and his typing hand was also trembling.

Tehya: I think we haven't been able to talk for a while. You understand me, but you're not me. I love my daughter, and I don't need any reason for that. None of what you say is true. We're not in the same situation, it's late today, so be it. Good bye.

After taking a bath, it was already ten o'clock in the evening when Tongle came out of the bathroom.

Cloud Shadow was sitting on a wicker chair on the balcony with his knees crossed, facing the night, silently.

Their room is downstairs in the back yard, planted with a variety of flowers.

The cool breeze of a midsummer night brings refreshment and carries the fragrance of flowers, which gently wafts into the room.

Tong Le walked over and sat across from Yunying, looking at her quietly.

As soon as he sat down, Cloud Shadow smelled a puff of smoke.

"Why don't you say hello and leave?" He asked her.

"I'm sorry." Yun Ying said nonchalantly, and didn't look at him.

"Cloud Shadow, you're too willful. They don't need you to say anything, do anything, as long as you sit quietly and they are satisfied. Don't you see how happy the two siblings were when they went out? Why don't you satisfy them even once? ”

"I'm sorry." She still spoke in the same tone. It's like you say 10,000 sentences, and she only has these three words.

Tong Le looked at her for a while, and said word by word: "They are your own child." ”

Cloud Shadow hummed faintly, still staring at a certain point in the night sky.

The wind was cold, and in the wind, Tong Le's voice was low and depressed: "Hao'er is crying." ”

"Really? Have you coaxed it? ”

"She said her mother didn't love her."

"I love her."

Tong Le does not speak. Cloud Shadow turned her head slowly and saw him sitting across from her, looking at her with heavy eyes.

He had just taken a shower and was wearing only a pair of boxers. The hair was still a little wet, and he sat slightly hunched back and exuded a faint depression. The well-defined face has not yet carved the traces of time, but has shown an unyielding coldness.

"I was born, what reason do I have not to love. Maybe you can comfort her like this, grandparents love her, dad loves her, and she loves her together with the love that originally belonged to her sister, and her mother loves her, but she is a little stingy, and she can't love her sister at all. Yun Ying said quietly.

"So why did you have a second child in the first place?"

"So why didn't you let me go in the first place?"

Tong Le looked at the cloud shadow.

Cloud Shadow turned her head away again, silent.

I don't know how long it took, Tong Le seemed to calm down, and said slowly: "You want to take Ah Heng to travel to J City, Ah Heng told us, and Mom and Dad agreed." ”

Yun Ying's eyes blinked very lightly, and he said without changing his face, "Thank you." ”

She said two words, and he had to stagnate.

Tong Le paused for a moment and said, "You really don't need me to accompany you?" ”

"No more trouble."

Tong Le stood up and walked back into the house.

After a few seconds, Cloud Shadow also got up and went back to the house, but walked straight to the door.

Tong Le was changing the sheets and quilt covers, and said without raising his head: "Stand." ”

Cloud Shadow stopped.

"Where?"

"Opposite." Opposite is Tong Yu'an's room. She rarely mentions her eldest daughter to him now, and uses an alias instead when necessary. Because she knew that he was afraid of those three words. How ironic!

"Come here."

Tong Le threw off the quilt, and the sea-blue sheets were spread on the bed in all directions.

Cloud Shadow turned to face him.

Tong Le cleaned up the bed, put his hands on his waist, looked at her, frowned slightly in displeasure, and looked at her quietly.

"You rest early."

"Come here!" His tone was heavier.

Yunying paused and said in a deep voice, "It's a little uncomfortable today. ”

After about half a minute, Yunying lifted the quilt and lay down, the bed sinking slightly.

Tong Le stood beside the bed and looked down at her for a moment before bending down to pick up the clothes she had thrown to the ground and put them aside.

Then, put his hand on her forehead and the back of her neck.

Normal body temperature.

"What's wrong?"

Yun Ying didn't say anything, and turned over. Tong Le turned off the light, lay down behind her, and hugged her.

Between them, since when has they fallen to the present.

Last month, did their parents not allow them to go out again?

No.

Since a year ago, on the way back from Luocheng County, there has been an insurmountable barrier between them. He was quarantined.

The woman who wouldn't let go of his hand no matter what happened, hiding in his arms, revealing the teased eyes of the lamb. It doesn't belong to him anymore.

He knew better than anyone why this was so.

She didn't say anything to him anymore.

What he said and did was disgusting to her.

He had forgotten how long it had been since she had kissed him and hugged him.

When was the last time she called him "brother"?

Cloud Shadow won't be like this. Even if she went to the most desperate and tragic high-pitched, she would hug him tightly, cry, plead, not allow him to be tired, not allow him to get sick, not allow her to die before her, otherwise, she would go crazy, she would wander into a madman who no one dared to want, and was humiliated, and let him die without peace of mind.

The snowflakes in the sky turned his hair, eyebrows, and eyes, and she would be more miserable and frightened than she had foreseen her old age. Brushing away the snowflakes that entangled him, completely wrapping his head with his own clothes, not letting the wind and snow make up his face, telling him over and over again that he can't grow old, not old at all.

Cloud Shadow was tired. But she didn't sleep. Her slightly sweaty red face and black hair create a sense of trance with the ocean-blue sheets.

I also frown from time to time, perhaps because my body still remembers.

Tong Le wiped her body with a warm towel, and then dragged her back so that she half leaned on him.

Tong Le brought the water cup to her mouth, and there was a straw in the cup as usual to make it easier for her to drink.

Tong Le straightened her hair and kissed her on the head, "Don't take medicine, I'll take you to the rooftop for a walk, can I sleep with a hug?" He coaxed.

Like before, when and where, he held him, coaxed to sleep after all.

She was brought home by him, from his sister to the woman he liked, to the mother of his children.

It's incredible, and it's a matter of course.

He didn't give that much to his three children, even his parents.

From the moment he identified her, he lived for her.

"Why?" He said in a hoarse voice, "You ask me why? If you get lost for more than ten minutes, I won't care about anything, and I won't be able to hold anything anymore. Why do you say I? ”

"I want to do everything well, to be a good son, a good father, and a good husband...... What do you want me to do? You ......"

"Don't talk about it......" Cloud Shadow interrupted him. Her voice trembled.

Tong Le's face turned pale in an instant, and she suddenly broke free from his embrace in disgust, moved to the side of the bed, and rushed her back towards him.

It's a bed, but it's like an enchantment.

Tong Le looked at her back and finished saying that sentence in his heart - you are really becoming more and more ignorant.