Mina's last face, which I insisted on seeing, was pulled back again, and the person lying inside was reflected in my eyelids.

She was still thin and imhuman, her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and her dry and withered hair was braided into a braid, which went around her neck and placed on her chest with colored ropes, starting from the ends of her hair.

With her hands folded and holding a handful of seashell flowers, the silk shirt and the style of Jianpu, as in the tribe, are all the dressing styles of the girl's family.

It was clean, there was no more blood, his eyes were closed, and he was peaceful as if he had fallen asleep.

I looked at her for a long time, until this unrefigured face coincided with the girl in my memory.

She is a girl who loves to laugh, but in the last years, she suffered a lot.

I attached my hand to the back of her hand, straightened out the seashell flowers for her, and sighed, death, maybe another kind of relief!

All the pain of life, the moment life stops, everything disappears.

Those who live in scheming are always alive.

Every moment, when I think of the suffering of the cherished person, I want to break the corpses of the people who hurt her, and I think that the cherished person is unhappy in this life, and I always think that it would be good if my life could be restarted.

If life can be restarted, if the person I cherish can have a second chance to return to the world, I really want her to live every day, as she wishes, quiet and beautiful.

In this way, the tribulations of the previous life and the grievances of the previous life will be calmed down in the next life.

It's just that people, waiting for the next life for too long, tens of millions of years, reuniting again, I'm afraid that we are all scattered in time, not knowing each other, love and hatred, all disappearing, even the memory, also discarded.

Perhaps, such an ending is also the best.

The coffin was covered, I changed into a civilian's clothes, followed it, and went to the cemetery in the suburbs.

The suburbs are even more decayed than they were before I entered the palace.

Those bodies lying on the ground, already smelling of insects, there is a body not far away, alive, still dying, stepping forward to help, but pushing you away, so that you don't block him to absorb the aura of heaven and earth, and become an immortal and a Buddha.

It's a ridiculous world.

I almost forgot that the people here are all crazy.

Yuxin pulled me and didn't let me get close to those people again, Mina's coffin, before it fell to the ground, he sent someone to take stock of the chaos around him.

At the end of the funeral, the red clouds on the horizon had risen, and the sun entered the red clouds, as if they were soaked in red, unusually enchanting.

If you want to return to the capital, you have to wait before the sun sets.

The carriage kept hurrying, and I leaned on Yuxin's arms, my eyes open in a daze.

"What's wrong?"

Yuxin looked at me for a long time, and raised his hand to shake it in front of my eyes, and when he saw me staring at his palm, he blinked his eyes, and then asked.

"Nothing, something came to mind."

I burrowed into his arms, like a child seeking comfort, and he patted me on the back and soothed me.

"What's the matter, do you want to talk to your husband? Excuse me for my husband! ”

"I wonder how long after I ever had an afterlife, and what it would be like?"

Millennium, 10,000 years, the sun and the moon alternate, the stars shift, the mountains and rivers are far and wide, and the vicissitudes of the sea are vicissitudes.

What will this world become? What kind of sadness will this living person experience?

"Forget it, I'm afraid that if I see it, I won't remember everything in this life."

Without waiting for him to answer, I gave myself the answer.

If my soul enters the door of life and death after death, where thousands of years of condensation and waiting, finally have a second chance to return to this world, then I hope that I will not have to remember all the things in this life at that time.

I was afraid that I would remember all this, but all around me were strange people, strange environments, people I cared about, and landscapes that I thought about were all replaced by another style.

If that's the case, I'm just afraid that as soon as I'm born, I'll start to want to die, right?

But if I forget all this, if I don't remember all this, maybe if I live and live, I will have a different life, right?

I can start all over again, get to know my parents, make my friends, get acquainted with new landscapes, and thrive in a new world.

That's the best ending, right?

"I can remember it for you."

Yuxin said softly, as if she was serious, and as if she was trying to comfort me.

"You naturally remember, because you can live, for a long, long time!"

I sat up straight and looked at him very seriously, almost forgetting that you are a demon, I am a human, I only have a few decades of life, and you can grow to the end of time.

"Don't like me too much, it's still like a demon, it's good to not understand seven emotions and six desires!"

This sentence, I mean it, it's not that demons don't understand the seven emotions and six desires, they just need a long time to understand.

"In the future, even if you understand, it will be because of a demon like you, so that you will not be alone in the long years!"

Between humans and demons, there is really love, how sad it should be!

Unequal life length, unequal psychological path, the most proud of people's short life is the wanton behavior of lust, and the dullness of demons often can't withstand such a toss.

Yuxin is very good to me, I know, I have begun to attach to him, a word, a look, a movement, I can understand it as a complex love.

This is my own business, these loves, should be my own.

When all this is over, Yuxin has shed his human skin and returned to Miao Qing, I hope he is still the innocent cat, unscrupulously brushing his temper, meeting a new owner, and a new future.

"Actually, you can also have an afterlife, you can also come back, it's not like I can't wait for you."

He looked at me with a pure lack of distraction in his eyes.

"It's been too long, if you wait, I will feel distressed, and after tens of millions of years, if you wait for me, she may not feel sorry for you."

When people are alive, their temperament changes, let alone me who will be reborn thousands of years later.

Will I still be the person I am now?

Will I still be like me then?

Everything is unknown, and time is spent for an unknown, even if it is this time, it is not important to the demon, but in my eyes, it is a debt and a burden.

These debts and burdens are for me now.

I don't want to do this, I'm afraid I can't afford it.

"Then I'll watch from afar, take a look and leave!"

Yuxin pulled me into her arms and hugged me tightly, an inexplicable feeling spreading.

"As long as you live well, I can rest assured, in this life, I really feel sorry for you!"

"Where do I need you to feel distressed?"

Pushing him away, I gave him a blank look and snorted coldly:

"You, don't learn from humans, how good is it to be a cold cat?"

I'm always not used to such amorous flesh, but I can't help but like it.

"Okay, good, whatever the lady says, it's what it is!"

He put his arms around me good-naturedly and coaxed me for a long time before I didn't bother with him anymore.