But it's been too long, and she's about to lose her memory.

There have been countless days and nights of gritting her teeth, but after so many years, sadly, when she thinks of those days together, she still feels that it was the happiest time of her life.

"You still love him." Zhao Siqing spoke softly.

Love can't deceive people, no matter how deep it is hidden, there will always be traces to follow.

Yang Jingqiu was silent, and was silent for a long time and said softly: "When I knew that he was dead, I kept thinking that this was retribution and deserved......

But when she really stood in front of his tombstone, she couldn't control her tears anymore and couldn't cry herself.

She called him a bastard and scolded him for being unkind!

scolded him for not keeping his word, and scolded him for betraying their feelings.

But after all, he wouldn't give her the slightest response.

"I'd rather he live to show me how happy he is every day, and I'd rather see his wife and daughter in harmony, love and happiness, than turn into a cold tombstone in the end." Yang Jingqiu spoke softly.

"Even though he betrayed our feelings, he was still a good man."

Yang Jingqiu spoke softly, the warm light covering her face, making her look more soft.

She never actually said it.

Even at the end of the day, he was still the same in her heart as when they first met.

Heroic, handsome, fearless, sunny, and the best man in the world.

It's just that he doesn't love her anymore.

Yang Jingqiu slowly lowered her eyes, and a string of tears fell from the corners of her eyes.

"What about Yan Cheng? Who is Yan Cheng's dad? Zhao Siqing asked softly.

"It's him and the woman's child." Yang Jingqiu said softly.

Zhao Siqing was stunned for a few seconds, and looked at Yang Jingqiu with blurred teary eyes and did not make a sound.

After he died that year, he saw two elders in front of the cemetery prevaricating, the woman was worried that it would not be good to marry with a child, so he refused to ask him, and his elders did not recognize Zhao Yancheng's identity because he did not get a certificate with the woman until he died.

Zhao Yancheng, who was young, already knew a lot, and quietly left after watching the adults argue.

It wasn't until she found him dirty on the street that she brought him back.

"Then his birth mother didn't look for him again?" Zhao Siqing asked softly.

"No, I never saw that woman again."

Zhao Siqing was silent, and only now did he know Zhao Yancheng's identity.

She had always thought that he was a child born to Yang Jingqiu and other men, but she didn't expect that he was not her child.

Zhao Siqing only felt pain for Yang Jingqiu in her heart, she gently hugged Yang Jingqiu and said, "You are my mother and Yan Cheng's mother, and you will never change." ”

Yang Jingqiu looked at her, gently lowered her eyes and stroked her hair.

"When I go back and help you look for a good man, I will definitely choose a good man for you." Zhao Siqing said seriously.

"Find a man to be angry with?" Yang Jingqiu chuckled.

赵思卿垂着眸子，睫毛上还染着泪花，轻声道：“不怕呀，反正霍景琛厉害，他要是欺负你就让霍景琛揍他。 ”

Yang Jingqiu sneered: "I think one day he won't love you." ”

Zhao Siqing pursed her lips slightly, and said softly: "Then I will be like you, find someone to marry, but I want to find someone who is good to me and likes me." ”

Before Zhao Siqing's words fell, Huo Jingchen's deep voice sounded at the entrance: "You dare!" ”

Zhao Siqing was stunned for a few seconds, looked at him with swollen eyes and said dissatisfiedly: "How can you eavesdrop on others." ”

Huo Jingchen sneered: "Heh, if I don't look at you, do you still want to go to heaven!" ”