Chapter 150: People Who Really Care About Themselves
Seeing this, I was also a little relieved in my heart, after all, I knew from beginning to end that it was impossible for him to take a fancy to himself, and it was impossible for him to have anything to do with himself, and it was inevitable that his heart would be a little hurt when he did this. www
Although she was a little hurt in her heart and felt that it was not fair, Lin Ya quickly recovered, and at present, work is more important for herself, and she strives to perform better in front of him.
Why is there so many secretaries in the secretary's room, many of them are younger and more beautiful than himself, why didn't he choose, but chose himself. Maybe it's because their work ability is better than theirs, and they have an advantage in this point, and if they are young and beautiful, they are not an advantage at all.
Another thing that made Lin Ya feel uneasy was Ye Jingting, because he seemed to have other purposes for himself, otherwise, he couldn't have taken a fancy to himself, as if he wanted to get close to He Yuhe through himself, not that because he was special, so he would treat himself like this, or maybe he thought too much, he had other meanings for himself.
How could a person of his status look down on himself and take the initiative to get close to him, there must be some other purpose, and it can't be so simple.
It's not the first day he came out to mix, so he can probably guess that he wants to know He Yuhe through himself, his things are too obvious, in his body, there is nothing he wants at all, and he can't get any benefits, the only thing is to get close to He Yuhe.
Although he doesn't know very well why he wants to get close to himself to get close to He Yuhe, he won't be so heavenly, he really thinks that he is close to him because he likes himself. The probability of such a is almost zero, and it is basically impossible.
For himself, he is actually very self-aware and knows his position, not to mention that the identity between himself and him is too great, and he can't look at himself no matter what.
But he really took a fancy to himself, and a family like his would not allow him to marry him, after all, it would ruin the reputation of their Ye family.
Since he knows very well that there can be no future between himself and him, and there will be no future, why bother thinking too much and making yourself brainless. There are some things that you shouldn't think about or don't think too much, because thinking too much will only waste your brain cells, and it will not be of practical use to the last point.
Forget it, I'm really tired today, I shouldn't think about it so much, let's go back and rest early. This is the end of everything, you shouldn't expect too much and don't belong to yourself.
It was still a little late when Lin Ya went back, and Shu Yixin came back. It's right to think about it, how can you get it back from participating in such a drinking party, usually, you would have been lying in bed and resting comfortably.
"Why did you come back so late today, and you still look beautiful like this, it can't be a party or something." When Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya's dress, her eyes flashed with light, because she was so amazing that she was rarely seen dressed like this.
Wearing a dress at night, it is obvious that she is participating in activities in high society, and it is impossible to say that she is dressed like this to work, and she usually wears a professional suit.
"I just happened to accompany the president to a cocktail party today, so I went to dress up." Lin Ya felt a little tired, and said lightly while kicking the high heels at her feet.
For one night, I kept that smile, so the corners of my mouth were already stiff at this time, and I didn't have to continue to hold back.
Finally, you can be your true self again, you don't have to continue to hide it, after all, you can only do it when you get home, you don't have to be hypocritical to others, you don't have to laugh so embarrassed, and you always have to keep your best state in front of others.
You can't let other people see your vulnerability, and you have to show your best side in front of others. www because these are things that you have to do, and you can't be in front of him to let people see your vulnerability.
"So that's the case, I'm still wondering, why didn't you come back so late, I just wanted to call you." After all, she has been back for a while, and she has already taken a shower, and she is ready to go to bed for herself, but she has not come back yet, so how can she not worry about her in such a situation.
Usually she comes back earlier than herself, so when she comes back, she is ready to rest. Today is unusual, she has been back for a long time, and she hasn't come back yet.
"I can't attend such a drinking party, and I can't leave early, so I can only stay until now." Lin Ya sat down on the sofa, the whole person was a little Ge You, maybe she was really tired, wearing high heels and dresses, how could she not be tired after standing like this for a night.
"I've heard that these drinks are very luxurious, but I've heard of them, but I've never seen them, so it's good for you to have the opportunity to see such a reception." Shu Yixin has only heard about it for a long time, after all, he has not participated in it in person, so he doesn't know what kind of scene it is.
Lin Ya closed her eyes and rested, and said lightly, "It's indeed quite luxurious, but in my opinion, the gold and jade are not as good as you imagined." "On the surface, it seems to be quite popular, but only the people involved know that it is not as simple as imagined, nor as good as imagined.
Although it is the first time for him to participate in such a scene, he can still realize that it is not as simple as he imagined, and there are many struggles and deceits.
It can only be said that such an occasion is not suitable for me at all, if it is not for work, how can I appear? I don't have such capital, and I don't want to fight with other people like this, I just want to be a quiet self.
To be honest, I also resent such a place, which looks gorgeous on the surface, but is actually quite dark inside.
I didn't say that it was as good as I imagined, probably because I knew the darkness inside, so I didn't think it would be good to participate in such a drink at all. It's better to stay at home and brush with peace of mind; /p>
"That's how high society is, but a lot of people squeeze their heads, don't they just want to squeeze into high society?" There are quite a few people who want to squeeze into the upper class, in fact, this so-called high society is still very dirty.
"These are too unrealistic for us, so we don't have to think about it, we always feel that it's better to be ordinary people, and we don't have to care about such a high-level intrigue life." I'm really not used to this kind of life, maybe I don't live at that level, maybe I just want to live my own life, and I don't want to have extravagant hopes.
But when he thinks of this, he can naturally remind himself of Ye Jingting, he can't look down on himself for no reason, he must have his purpose recently, but he can't figure out what purpose he has for approaching him.
Even so, knowing that he was scheming and wanted to get close to him, he was still quite moved by what he said and did to himself.
"You look very tired, it's better to rest early, those worlds that shouldn't belong to us, we shouldn't think too much, we will only waste our brain cells, if you have time, you might as well get more sleep." Shu Yixin has always been not much interested in this so-called high society, and he knows that he can't squeeze into this so-called high society, so he still has to keep his duty, isn't it good to look like this? I don't think there's anything wrong with that.
At least I still like my current state of life and do what I want to do, isn't this what I have always been pursuing?
"Your words are indeed quite reasonable, what's the use of thinking so much, it's better to rest early and get a beauty sleep." Lin Ya also has this thought, feeling that she thinks so much, it is better to compare it earlier, it is more practical for herself.
Shu Yixin looked at her, smiled lightly, and said softly, "It's good that you can think like this, I really thought you wouldn't be able to get out of this circle." After all, she is working now, and she should often have the opportunity to attend such receptions in the future.
Slowly, I was really worried that she would be deeply involved and couldn't extricate herself, after all, she had to know that she was different from other people, she was not born in high society, nor was she a famous nobleman, and those activities and places were not suitable for her appearance at all.
Lin Ya opened her eyes and glanced at Shu Yixin, how could she not understand what she said, she had to deny that what she said did have a certain amount of truth. She was worried that she would be trapped in it and would not be able to extricate herself.
I met so many people tonight, and she was the only one who was really good to herself and worried about herself. What other people say to themselves is only superficial, and they are just polite words, and only the good sister in front of them really cares about themselves.
"I know who I am, and at the same time I know my position, what should be done and how much should not be done, and you can rest assured that I will not lose myself." How can it be unclear about your position? Since I was a child, I have clearly known that I am an orphan, different from other people, so I can only rely on my own efforts.
Even if you have to rely on your own efforts, you can't fall into a puzzle and can't extricate yourself, after all, doing so will only harm yourself.
"Since you know, I don't want to say much about the rest, I'm tired after a busy day, so I'll rest first." felt that she had already said it, and she didn't need to say anything more about the rest, she had her own considerations.
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