Chapter 974: Despair
But the destruction and torture can quietly pull out a person's backbone after years and months, making people no longer angry.
And the Lu family, that's the case.
Grief is greater than heart death, for the Lu family, the Lu family has no anger, no unwillingness, but there is an endless sense of disappointment.
That's why I haven't been back to my parents' home for so many years, and I rarely mention my mother's home.
Even if he heard that Qian and Lu Xiuyun were coming now, he was just recalling the past and couldn't help himself for a while.
"Look at that look, it seems to see that our life is better now, and I want to come to fight the autumn breeze, I was not disgusted with this, but as soon as I entered the door, I didn't say a word, and I played a big and majestic way, which really made people unbearable, so I threw them out, and it happened that the water soda came to scare them, and I guessed that I wouldn't dare to come to the house to make trouble in the future."
Shen Xiangmiao put Lu's hand in her hand, rubbed the thick calluses on the edge of her palm, and said, "Mother can rest assured." ”
And Lu Shi was a little distracted at this time, his eyes were stunned, and his lips were pursed together, without any reaction.
Originally, life was comfortable, and the children were gradually growing up day by day, Lu felt that the nightmare things in the past had almost forgotten, and he felt that after so long, many things were not as good as before, even if he mentioned this matter again, he should be very calm, and his heart was like water.
I never thought that when I heard the names of these two people now, I still remembered all the things in the past.
Because the stir-fry is not delicious, there will be less than a little rice for two days, so I have to add some water to the pot where the soup is boiled after everyone has finished eating, and barely eat a few grains of rice.
In the cold winter, I went to wash my clothes, I was severely frostbitten, and my hands were soaked in the river with cracks everywhere, and I was almost unconscious, but I still had to wash the clothes of the whole family.
The meat and eggs at home can't be imagined, and there is not even a new dress for the New Year's holidays, all of them pick up the old clothes of the sisters, and sometimes the sisters are reluctant to give her clothes, so they can only continue to wear the old clothes of last year, exposing the feet and neck, hands and neck, and endure the pain of pins and needles caused by the cold......
Forget about these, and when she is an adult, she will be sold to others as a daughter-in-law.
That man was a widower in his forties, drunk and gambling, got into trouble everywhere, had a short temper, beat and scolded his children, and even the two wives who had died one after another were beaten to death.
And the family pushed her into the fire pit, not for the side, just because the other party was willing to pay a bride price of ten taels of silver, so that she could build a new house for her third brother and say that she was a daughter-in-law of a good family.
Fortunately, when she ran out crying, the Lu family met Shen Fucai and rescued her from this fire pit, if not......
Lu didn't dare to think about what happened next.
And those who used to think that their parents were just because they wanted a boy, but they finally gave birth to her, so they felt very lost, and then they were annoyed and angry, and at this time they were gone.
Daddy really doesn't like her, even hates her, hates her, and is so disgusted that he doesn't care about her life or death.
It is precisely because of these and all kinds of unfair treatment that she is completely chilled, so that after she and Shen Fucai left, she no longer wants to return to the so-called home that has tortured her, and she also tries to forget the suffering and injustice she once had.
And fortunately, the Lu family never seemed to have the intention of coming to her.
Also, the bride price money was also taken, and Shen Fucai's family was not a wealthy family, but also because Lu Xiuyun, who tried his best to get things from his mother's family and wanted to subsidize her husband's family, made a precedent, and probably had some fear of avoiding it.
And later, after Shen Fucai died, needless to say, he was even more afraid that the Lu family would take a pair of children back to his parents' house, and he didn't want to have anything to do with it.
Up to now, the Qian family and Lu Xiuyun, who have not been to the door for more than ten years, have actually traveled so far to get here at this time, I am afraid that I heard that Shen Xiangmiao is now capable and can earn money, and the family has lived a rich life, so I thought about taking a look and seeing if I could take advantage of it.
Lu Shi suddenly closed his eyes, and became more and more disappointed with such a mother's family.
To be exact, there is a slight sense of despair.
After a long time, Lu Shi opened his eyes: "Then what about ......?"
Obviously, after Fang Cai Lu asked "what are they doing", he fell into deep thought, and was even more reminded of all kinds of bad memories in the past, and he was probably in a complicated mood for a while, so he didn't hear what Shen Xiangmiao said later.
Shen Xiangmiao pursed her lips and said softly: "It's nothing, the two of them were disrespectful, and I kicked them out, but they didn't seem to want to give up, crying and shouting outside, thinking of recruiting people to see the excitement, but unfortunately the big guys didn't fall for her. ”
Lu's eyelids drooped a little again, this time he didn't seem to be distracted, but sighed, and said: "According to their temperament, I'm afraid that they will not give up in the future, but I'm afraid that there will be no peace of mind." ”
"Mother doesn't have to worry, when the time comes, it's nothing more than to get out again, when the time comes, my mother doesn't have to come forward, I can take care of them, my mother can rest assured." Shen Xiangmiao comforted.
At this time, he was still comforting her.
It is clear that she is an elder, and she should shelter her children from the wind and rain, but the reality is that Shen Xiangmiao has become the pillar of the family, and she has rushed to the front in everything, not to mention, but also to consider everything for her as a mother.
For example, when Qian and Lu Xiuyun came to the house today, according to the temperament of the two of them, they must have put up a fight, and they began to scold her when they entered the door, accusing her of being a so-called unfilial girl.
And according to Shen Xiangmiao's temperament, she is most tired of others making nonsense in front of her, and she can't rub sand in her eyes.
But when dealing with Qian and Lu Xiuyun, he just threw him out and let Shui Su warn him, obviously not because he was not angry enough, but because he suppressed the anger in his heart to make such a choice.
And in order not to embarrass and feel sad for her, a mother and a daughter.