"Keep it!"

I was a little decadent, lying on the table, and my whole body was exhausted from body to mood.

"Oh-"

Mina saw that I was in a bad mood, so she didn't bother too much, but ran to the balcony to see Xiaobai.

This stupid wolf, sure enough, reappeared, still sleeping on the balcony, Mina teased for a while, but he didn't wake up, so he had to give up.

"How can you sleep so well with your husky?"

Changing the subject, diverting attention, Mina went to the refrigerator and glanced at it, all the takeout she bought last night was gone, if this dog woke up, wouldn't he be hungry?

"Leave it alone, let it sleep!"

Anyway, I won't wake up for a while.

"Do you want us to go down and buy some dog food with him, or wait for him to wake up and take him out for a walk?"

Seeing that I was so decadent, Mina hid her mourning, and was gentle and considerate, and when she talked to me, she was like a child.

Don't we still have a balance of tens of thousands of dollars, don't think about things so sadly, but look at the good.

Let's go out shopping, buy clothes, do a hair, change a style or something, a new look, a new beginning, it can be regarded as a farewell to the past, and for the rest of our lives, we still have to be positive and love life!

There is only food in the world that we can't live up to, and if we are not hungry, then go out and invest in ourselves.

I know that she is kind, and I also know that no matter how boring I am, I will only become more and more decadent, and it is good to go out for a walk, and when I see new things and things I like, my attention will be distracted, so that my chaotic thoughts can also be dissipated.

I followed her out the door, and downstairs across the intersection, there was a shopping mall, branded clothing, food and leisure, everything.

Mina urged me to do a new look, but when we both came out, it was past four o'clock, and it took too much time to do the hair, so we just had a simple trim.

The moment I came out, the hair that had fallen out, as if I had a heavy heart, was discarded in the barbershop, and I only felt that the top of my head was much lighter.

I went to buy a new pair of shoes, changed into a simple set of casual new clothes, and wore a simple bucket hat, and I looked in the mirror as if I had changed to a different person.

Me and Mina, both of us are like this, in the full-length mirror in the mall, the two faces, and finally found their smiles back.

It's a good time, it's sad to have a sad face, and it's also a good time to smile, why don't you let yourself have a happy time?

The movie in the movie theater, there was nothing I wanted to watch, so I went to the video game city next door to catch dolls, and I caught more than a dozen of them with Mina, a hundred yuan, and I was really lucky, and my mood was also bursting.

It's all easy to satisfy the little girl's mind, and if she can catch a doll, she is already cheering, not to mention that one person hugged seven or eight, and the waiters in the video game city kept praising us, saying that we were so lucky.

After getting the envy and recognition of others, I naturally felt in my heart that I was the person they envied, and I also had advantages.

"Look at us, we don't eat cones now, we eat ice cream instead!"

The two of us sat on the benches in the square, looking at the bustling avenue with cars and people coming and going, and sighed.

When I first came out to work, a cone cost 4 yuan, and we only dared to eat it once in a summer, for fear that if we ate too much, we would have no money.

Later, when the salary was better, clothes and bags, shoes and accessories, skin care products and electronic products were constantly emptying our wallets, and the two of us were eating lamb skewers at that time, which was a big meal.

As for me, I'm busy spending money on myself, and Mina is saving, and together with her boyfriend, planning to buy a house and a car, and stay in the city.

Later, I spent so much money, and I didn't feel that I was outstanding, Mina bought a car, and before I paid off the loan, my boyfriend became someone else's husband, and now I have children.

Really think about it carefully, time flies quickly, and it is almost time to graduate until now, in the blink of an eye. It seems that yesterday, we were still in class, and we were still a white employee who had just entered the company, but today we have become an unemployed senior social person.

Time also flies very slowly, so slow that in this process, we are looking at the calendar every day, looking forward to it for the weekend, looking forward to it until the end of the month, looking forward to paying salaries, looking forward to paying annual salaries for the New Year.

Day after day, it just passed.

We were busy every day, but in the end, nothing came out of it.

Every time we eat this thing, we will like to buy one get one free, and now, eating ice cream that is several times more expensive, the happiness at the beginning is gone.

It's been more than two years since I graduated, and we still have nothing.

"Why are we so poor?"

If we hadn't won the lottery, wouldn't we be so poor that we couldn't afford instant noodles now?

"Where did all our money go?"

Speaking of which, thinking about it, money is gone, every month, are we earning too little, or are we spending too much?

"It's life that's too hard!"

Whether it's me or Mina, we've been doing ordinary jobs since we graduated, getting ordinary salaries, and living a life where we just don't have any money to spare.

"I suddenly don't want to be alone, Anning, I'm so tired alone!"

Mina said that after she went back this time, the attitude of the family towards her, there was no quarrel and blame, everyone was calm, like friends, and said a lot of heartfelt words.

Girls, in this society, it is too difficult to survive independently alone, not every girl has opportunities and opportunities, can find the perfect job, and can support herself alone.

Most people, both men and women, are mediocre and confused, so we are too difficult to live alone, looking for an object, especially someone who is better than you, has a house and a car, and only needs you to support yourself every month, is really the best result you can think of in your life.

No matter where you are, the first thing to solve is food, clothing, housing and transportation, there is a place to live, you have a home, you don't have to run around, and your troubles will be much less.

This is also why, people of your parents' generation always want you to get married, afraid that you will be single, and it is still too far away to have children or something in the future.

Homelessness, instability, instability.

It's not that I don't believe you, you can rely on your own ability to survive until the day when you have a house and a car, but this process, this time, is really too painful, and you can't afford it.

"So what?"

I asked Mina, and after all that, she should have the answer in her mind.

"I was thinking, why don't I go back!"

I just lost my job, my rent was due, and my parents didn't want me to be too far away from them.

So many just happening, gathered together, pointing to the road, there are only two words - go home.